Vivi

Vivi

@vivifae.bsky.social

3D Artist || She/They || 32 jinxxy.com/ViviFae/products vivifae.gumroad.com

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lil vent - really wish people would respect personal space more. someone backing away from you or flinching away as you put something in their face doesnt mean get closer and more in their face.

Choosing brain over dealing with the pain has so far been a positive decision. Im able to take control of my anxieties and push through them and Im enjoying being able to participate so much better in social interactions. Pain defo sucks though, like a lot, I have to take more breaks to handle it.

Noticing that the pain gets worse if I'm getting overstimulated as well, so I'm needing to take myself out of positions more so if i'm starting to feel it. Feels bad as the FOMO kicks in but i think it's the correct decision to focus not being in agony.

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My VRC hair shader is coming along- is this something people would be interested in? :>

debating just giving up medical cannabis and just dealing with the pain again. it just affects me too much in other ways and especially hinders my creativity honestly. maybe ive just gotten a bad batch. i just want to be more mentally present and not be in agonizing pain, is that too much to ask?

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Animation Rig Test on Hands And Fingers another quick animation to test the rigs hands/fingers. No polish on this, as I just wanted to work on something quick to animate some subtle stuff with hands. With that I am now going to be looking into updating anim tools, Create pose/face libraries etc

many have said it's pattern is very familiar to another person. dont worry its pattern will be remade to separate it! just have been following the species guide's design for now.

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retopo'n the fluff was surprisingly smooth 2bh. done it so it merges to the face, will have to see how that works out

re did my head fluffs. idk if i want to merge the fluff to the face like i usually do or not? idk if the result will be as nice

bleh i was just getting my art drive back and it's already crash and burned again. burnout sucks. (doesnt help my want to make for vrc has plummeted with the current AI bullshit too)

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Rig Testing Small Range of motion tests, Focusing on the shoulders, arms, chest and back in particular Seeing how things feel when im doing rushed experiments with animating and get a feel of how well the mechanics could work. The animations are not pretty, they are just quick tests :)

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Aspiltober day 3 Over the years, I've created several Aspill designs for other people. Here are some of my favorites: [ #aspiltober #furry #art #furryart ]

ive worked more on this sculpt again while on my socials break, re-made the head, again, you didnt see about 4 iterations. im just comiting now.

colours and markings aren't final, just thrown on to help with the full picture. i do still like the previous more purpley and pink so i'l defo be doing a variant that leans into that still.

while im technically allowed back on social media after my break, ngl ive enjoyed my distance from it all.

For clarity: nothing in this record reflects aggression, abuse, or a negative experience with LunarArray specifically. The working relationship documented toward the end of this record, before this particular dispute involved Meaty directly, stands on its own.

Think I'm accepting I'm falling back into depression. The more I rest, the more exhausted I am The joy of art disappears the second I start. Continuing things makes me hate what I'm making Other hobbies, sources of joy, even food has lost all interest. I don't think I can mask it anymore.