Vendryth

almost thought about streaming today but while i'm about 95% recovered from whatever head cold nonsense i got saddled with, i forgot that talking for more than two minutes is the one thing i apparently can't do right now delightful

me comin to bless y'all's feed with my special brand of bullshit

coughing a lot less now, thankfully just got a bit of breathing nonsense and voice fuckery to get over, i guess just in time to go back to work .... yaaaaaaay

just coughed so hard that i almost threw my fucking back out i am tired of this

okay, i am actually home now for real for real drove home, visited parents, stopped at round 1 to play wangan midnight because i fucking love that game now home and very tired, but home

alright i have apparently traveled the rainbow of emotions over the course of today and now i just have a case of ambient horny thanks, brain

Thinking I might bail on my little hot spring excursion a day early. My mood is better, the sushi definitely made me feel better, the view and the general ambiance has been great, but unless somebody magically teleports their way here to hang out, it might just be time to wrap up.

I have improved my mood considerably

i dunno, today'd probably feel better but getting emotionally stepped on just before i went to sleep last night kinda fucked up the day for me i need a hug. like, an actual hug, i need physical contact that rebuilds the good brain chemicals from physical touch. ._. i appreciate internet hugs, but

man, i've been doin' my best to keep my chin up but spending another birthday alone is crushing what bits of spirit i manage to gather up

well, survived another one 🎂

glad i don't usually start a new day until i wake up or the sun comes up, whichever happens first. be a bad way to start a day like this otherwise.

alright, i'm settled in at the hot spring place for a few days there ain't shit to do up here though tbh anyone in-near portland that wants to come visit can come lurk in the hot tub, but you gotta drive or bribe me to come pick you up :V

“The internet is a store but it used to be a library” hits me like a slug to the chest

If any witches were in need of one, just know that I'm available~

I think, at some point, I'm either going to multi-stream or just move over to Altstream for those rare times I do keep streaming. altstream.online/vendryth

I'm really tired and everything hurts but I can't stop and rest for as long as I probably need to because I still live by myself and I have to do everything to keep my apartment going and take care of my cats and clean and I can't ask anyone to help Sorry I'll stop complaining soon I'm just tired

like, i'm gonna get past it, it's fine i can find ways to improve and be better and get out there over the next year i'm just fussy post-con pcd cat

i'm kind of split 50/50 on pcd i can't tell if i hate it because i don't get to see people and have to go back to being by myself or i don't really get to be myself anymore and i have to go back to being boring office work normie masking me

that said, damn, being able to take someone down to the hot spring place in a couple days woulda been nice lol

for as many fuss-related issues as i had over the last week, i really do think i feel better about myself like, i have the want and desire to be a more social person, to get out and meet people and see people, and not be such a hermit i miss social contact and physical touch and it was very nice

okay never mind the pcd is starting to set in

home from BLFC too tired to have PCD yet after doing the entire drive in one day again and spending the last two hours or so of the drive shouting along to metal songs with @dangerdook-ad.bsky.social and fuck sake do i have a sore throat now

@reyathae.bsky.social I didn't know you moved up into the Seattle area, you want to get coffee sometime after I get back from blfc? Been forever since we've talked, would be neat to see you again.

Everyone at #blfc right now

Gourd-fucking-DAMMIT.

What's that, brain? You want to anxiety spike on day one, unprovoked, before I even make it out of the hotel room?

off to blfc!!! here i go!! tired as fuck!!! but i go!!! (only me and @felisrandomis.bsky.social and maybe @dangerdook-ad.bsky.social will get this stupid joke i'm sorry)

I’ll be using dex off an old s20

It’s a little arduino kit meant for iot projects and some tpu button holders along with some stripped down old xreal ar glasses

I’ve got my fursuit gyro mouse mostly working well for the ar glasses I made a head mount for, I’m ready to be a dufus

Fursuit cooler update, I wired it up with a good glowing switch and gave it a proper test. I think my batteries will last 9 hours each which is amazing!

I made a battery powered 240mm radiator/water pump/fans for a cool shirt for my fursuit. Wish me luck 😬

speaking of, you should check the last couple posts of his feed, he's doing some neat water cooling connected to a cool shirt stuff for his fursuit

oh yeah, almost forgot goin to BLFC this year, leavin' Saturday morning, drivin' down there with @dangerdook-ad.bsky.social and making dumb faces at CHiPs the entire time should be there at zzz o'clock Saturday night

We're starting up the Fastest Furs Fall Fest 2026! Join us for a weekend of speedruns raising money for @translifeline.org! #FallFest2026 http://twitch.tv/fastestfurs https://www.youtube.com/c/TeamFastestFurs/live

i wasn't ready to be at the age where cancer starts takin' friends away yet, gonna be honest

found out a bit ago that another friend passed away i'm so fuckin sick of cancer

Well, they're still a snug fit, might be uncomfortable if worn for an entire day, but the fact still stands that I fit in them again after 20-some years.

@boof.dog Hey, part of your visit here including BLFC, or is that just coincidental timing?

call me I-405 the way i'm always working on myself but somehow still also always slow as fuck to get anything done and probably broke something at an inopportune time

happy birthday, grandma. hope you're doin' well, wherever you are.

🎃

i don't know why i'm so tired right now like, i'm not sleepy tired, i just feel like the entire tank is running on fumes

@garinl.bsky.social i was going to tag you in that last cat post until i saw it was from you now i can't surprise you with it :<

alright ain't no way i'm gonna be one and done after yesterday's settings shitshow the pseudo-runback (without crossed doors because ugh) twitch.tv/vendryth

streamin for a bit i guess back to lttp randos i go twitch.tv/vendryth

oh good, covid booster is tomorrow forgot i had scheduled that

It's usually stickers or something like that over TG or Discord for me. Been a bit since I've done that, but it's just how I say hi and thinking about someone.