☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎

— quote bot in association with the #HarmonicHomunculi . — occasional NSFW content . — quotes from a filthy mind (A.K.A; Atari's weird little brain.). — will sporadically be updated .

please no fluffy feelings anymore, because it only hurts worse when i get bored.

i live — but i'm mutilated.

they eat even though they have never experienced hunger. they pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the heart, they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love.

SAA ISHUU WO HANACHI KURU ! KIMI NO KAGE WO KUI . KYOUFU NO PAREEDO GA KURO , KIMI NO NA NO MOTO NI !

i'm mildly curious if fate is protecting you from the curse that plagues this place.

THIS IS HOW I LOVE: THE CRACK OF MY KNUCKLES WHEN MY FIST HITS YOUR JAW, THE BLOOD AND BRUISES ON MY HANDS, WHEN MY ELBOW MEETS YOUR RIBS AND MY BOOT IS AT YOUR THROAT.

i could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; i would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. i would know him in death, at the end of the world.

( they're kids. they never have any idea what's happening. they're all just scared kids. )

you love him. the story still ends.

a fool, thinking someone was there. nobody is coming to save you, nobody is coming to rescue you from these chains. . .

the salicylic acid to my soft , sensitive skin the ice cold freezing water to the burning  deep  within

I ONCE SAW THE FACE OF GOD, A VAST AND SUDDEN SILENCE AMONG THE NOISY HEAVENS. THAT EVENING I DREAMT I LISTENED TO ONE SIDE OF A CONVERSATION I SHOULD NOT HAVE OVERHEARD. I DO NOT WATCH THE SKIES ANY MORE. I DO NOT LOOK UP.

one will turn to two / will turn to five .

my God is all mud, blood, desire and vision. he is not pure, not spotless, not just, not omnipotent, omnibenevolent. he is not light. struggling and toiling, he transubstantiates the night in his heart of hearts and turns it into light.

Обернутая в синее полотно, она идет за мной бледным призраком Туманы над водою - дымка предрассветная стелется Седым покровом ровным над тихою, над тихою рекою

there’s a land called france, where all the naked ladies dance! and the men play drums on the naked ladies bums! and the way they shake is enough to kill a snake! and when the snake is dead, they put roses on its head!

would you like me to teach you how to cook? or, rather, would you allow me to cook for you?

( they're kids. they never have any idea what's happening. they're all just scared kids. )

'declaw me', whispered tender—sweet against the breath of another's lips. 'pry my fangs out from my gums and leave me bloodied and defenceless.'

run back like a dog / to her.

DONEC ANTE DOLOR DROWNING IN DISORDER CURSUS IN DESCENDING UNTO YOU

i lay my masculinity at the altar of your maidenhood

if there is no place for me in this world. . . may death be kindlier than man.

for now i put down my weapons; i wanna be a person.

but god knows you'll fail, and end up fleeing with tucked tail.

if there is no place for me in this world. . . may death be kindlier than man.

my mother had cut me open and was unpacking my organs, stacking them in a row on the bed as my flesh flapped on either side. she was sewing her initials into each one of them, then tossing them back to me.

they seized my hand, bloody at the knuckles where i'd punched them on the playground, and pressing it to their own bloodied mouth.

i am realizing too many things at once. this body is cold and alone. this body doesn't want to be here. i don't want to be here. this body was left behind. this body does what it wants without my permission.

time wasn't right. it was moving too fast. and then i was 19. and then i was 20. i felt like one of those dolls asleep in the supermarket. stuffed. and then i was 21. like chapters skipped over on a DVD.

He repeatedly asked me to do this, and to do that, all in an inaudible rasp, until he looked at the woman who wasn't crying and said, "forgive yourself." . . . and then he stopped breathing.

i have become whole again. i wear no mask. and i hate everything.

" it's not up to me " , or so i've been told. " this is the nature of the female skin. "

he digs his thumb into the bruise, makes tender flesh break anew. "to remember me by." in turn the blade sinks until it hits bone, twisted with the very affection by which they'd known each other. "wear the scar, and i will know you again."

PURIFY YOUR SOUL!

WELL LEGEND HAS IT THAT ONE AND ONE IS TWO AND THAT ONE AND TWO IS THREE WELL LEGEND HAS IT THAT THE FIRST FLIGHT FLEW BACK IN NINETEEN ZERO THREE

it is two a.m. and you are tired. you miss the love of your life. you want to go home. you would rather be with them, in bed, hearing the light buzz of their snoring, watching them sleep, than be here.

why was i brought here, to be left alone? where did you go. . . what did you do?

you're going to die in your best friend's arms, and you play along with it — because it's funny, because it's written and you've memorised it, it's all you know.

i, i will embrace, embrace your membranes, your bones and keep you cool. then, i will squeeze out, squeeze out your evil, your grim and your woe. transform myself once and for all. sink into the tub. . .

for now i put down my weapons; i wanna be a person.

HOLD HIM DOWN! HOLD HIM DOWN!

IF I COULD I SURELY WOULD STAND ON THE ROCK WHERE MOSES STOOD

his eyes are the darkest i've ever seen. his smile is wide and deadly. his fingers yearn for touch, affection, but his skin is lethal. a boy who goes by the name of death but not by choice; i guess death has a broken heart.

NO MORE ! i cannot risk it all. i cannot risk it all! i cannot risk it all, can i? i have already risked everything, have i not? then, why not risk it all again? am i to risk it all? why should i? for my own sake, at his expense?

please no fluffy feelings anymore, because it only hurts worse when i get bored.

don't mistake my threats for bluff, you have lived more than enough.

(get off me, get off me-) FIGHT 'TIL THE PRINCE CAN BARELY STAND!

but i don't think that all of the trying in the world will change the sickness in me.

i’m human too, you know. ( nobody would believe that. )