Wındmıll

Wındmıll

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Persona non grata, back by unpopular demand. 💍 @kesirae.bsky.social https://windmill.booth.pm/ https://ko-fi.com/windmill https://x.com/WindmillVR

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Got people asking to play at your event but you're unsure about them to give them a slot? Do an open decks at fuckass hours where they can come and play if they want. If you don't hear from them after that, they've got filtered. It's that easy.

You know how they do picture loading thing in movies and TV shows? Mosaic turning less mosaicy. That's a lie. Sort of. Interlaced GIF and PNG like this, but not exactly.

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It's my birthday but I have gifts for everyone!!!! My Buddi bird is now released for free, enjoy this cute little bird avatar, have funn!! ˚⋆˚✿˖°°❀.ೃ࿔* 今日は私の誕生日!でもみんなにプレゼントがあるよ! 私の「バディ鳥」が無料で公開されたよ!この可愛い小鳥のアバターを楽しんでね!˚⋆˚✿˖°°❀.ೃ࿔* blissart.booth.pm/items/7513513 #VRChat #blissart3D

Every time a game comes out with music as a somewhat important part of it and it doesn't have option for custom music option, a part of me dies. And I've been dead for 20 years.

I find it weird that whenever people speak about "stylized 3D", it's always cartoony. I feel like that's one of many molds that should be broken and come up with stylized 3D that is something else. Not realistic or cartoony, but something else entirely.

A bit controversial, but I like Section 31 as a part of Star Trek universe, but this felt like Section 31 from Temu. And while the baseline plot was okay, the fucking millennial writing makes me ashamed of my own generation. Leave the stupid fucking quips to Marvel. Please.

But idfk man. I just wanted to have some fun once in a while too rather than being stuck to hosting events or VJing. Playing one set a year somewhere wasn't enough. Playing alone in empty instance while on blue wasn't fun. Doing work for other people was frustrating. Shit fucking sucked, man.

Jealousy didn't help much either. Helping people out with shit and inviting them to play, but never getting anything in return. Then they pick up someone new to the scene, introduce them to everyone, get them booked fucking everywhere. All I got was a cold shoulder as thanks for everything lmao

Like, okay, I get it. Not the best DJ in the world (with no opportunities to grow either) and when people assume that I only play DnB (wrong btw), it's like... yeah. I get it. But for fuck's sake. I deserved better than that. Especially with all the help I had given to some people...

And I guess by extension it took the wind out of my sails in terms of 3D modeling, world creation, and being involved with people. I had so many things in works and now it's all half-finished, collecting dust, and there's no drive to do anything anymore.

Things actually turned so fucking sour that I went back to doing what I did before VRChat; playing games and making occasional art (that nobody gives a fuck about)... 💀

After 5 years, Kailh Box Royals with their 70g bottom out force no longer feel like anything at all. My fingers don't get tired. I need heavier switches asap. It's the only way to prevent me from typing nonsense at random times.

I miss the good ol' days when TV show seasons were 20+ episodes. Got a lot of slop, but also got more of the good stuff as well. Now everything is 8-10 episodes and production costs are supposedly astronomical as if all the new technology isn't bringing the costs down in the first place... 🙄

Jokes aside, it's really cool that all* the buses are electric. Smooth ride. Feels nice. Hopefully bus fares go down too since they don't need to buy any more fossil fuels that are taxed to hell and back over here. (* there's biofuel ones somewhere, but I've never seen/experienced them myself.)

I miss our city having old fashioned diesel engin buses. The vibration from the engine would turn every seat into a massage chair... It seems that all we have now are those pesky environmentally friendly electric buses. How dare they care about nature and not my personal enjoyment... 😩😩😩

Curse be upon the Blender dev who thought that a bunch of sculpt tools along the bottom of the screen is better UI than a neat vertical list on the left side of the screen.

Just realized that going number two is sometimes called "evacuating bowels" and so shitting your pants is called premature evactuation. That is all.