V01DGrrl🏳️‍⚧️, Cult of the Spiral Paw

V01DGrrl🏳️‍⚧️, Cult of the Spiral Paw

@xalriel.bsky.social

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So this weekend I got to experience what a K-hole is, and I'm still trying to really get a grasp on the ecstatic spiritual experience that it was. I've done K before but always baby amounts because A) I was ok with the goofy floatyness and B) the hole scared me, I imagined this black pit of dispair

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So this weekend I got to experience what a K-hole is, and I'm still trying to really get a grasp on the ecstatic spiritual experience that it was. I've done K before but always baby amounts because A) I was ok with the goofy floatyness and B) the hole scared me, I imagined this black pit of dispair

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And the only real reason I did THAT much K was because I decided to compare it's safety profile to alcohol and apples-to-apples K is so much less damaging than alcohol providing you're not doing 1g of the stuff every single day - some people actually do this O_O which is beyond wild to me

So this weekend I got to experience what a K-hole is, and I'm still trying to really get a grasp on the ecstatic spiritual experience that it was. I've done K before but always baby amounts because A) I was ok with the goofy floatyness and B) the hole scared me, I imagined this black pit of dispair

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and as soon as I started to appreciate the waiting room place I found myself picked up by a tinkerer person, and laid out on a table, and unspooled, and all the soundwave like threads laid out flat on it. And that being went through and fixed all the little things he could while they had time

then suddenly I was falling again but instead of reaching a bottom I popped back out of the top of the K-hole and everything went back to reality for the most part except for the usually goofy floatyness for a while after. Its so strange because I can feel the adjustments that being made on my soul

So this weekend I got to experience what a K-hole is, and I'm still trying to really get a grasp on the ecstatic spiritual experience that it was. I've done K before but always baby amounts because A) I was ok with the goofy floatyness and B) the hole scared me, I imagined this black pit of dispair

but the funny part was that it's not a black empty pit like that, it's actually filled with all sorts of things! I saw so many things relating to my alters and their identities. Several oni masks, weird circuit-like mandalas, at one point I was in a room with all of them and could interact with them

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so much music comin 🥳 arpy girl is hitting her stride <3

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i've been making music harder than ever. i have ten songs i am ridiculously proud of. still in the process of finishing some of these, but this is without a doubt my favorite thing i have ever made. first release new project <3