Xander Shadow: Scotiacon 2027, AnthroIrish 2027

13 Aug

Rewriting for pinning purposes. DO NOT TRY ADDING ME ON MESSENGERS LIKE TELEGRAM OR DISCORD IF I DO NOT KNOW YOU. YOU WILL BE REJECTED AND BLOCKED FOR DOING SO. I DO NOT LIST THEM PUBLICLY FOR A REASON.

Always weird when you get banned from a server, but didn't do anything? Got booted from a fallout76 one recently. Was active in it, plays with folks on there n such, including the owner. Next thing I know; discord telling me a mod banned me. Owner won't reply to me, either. Ah well x.x

So, current thought process. I love Zinogre. I love Mizutsune. Best monsties. Had been pondering Zinogre as new me. But also pondering Mizutsune. So far friends are tied on which feel fits me more, to. It's a royal bugger. I love both.. equally. I've been drawn as both before. Aaaaargh xD

Like.. Stygian Zinogre. I love the spikes. The way the floof is on areas. Big honkin' tail. Violet Mizutsune.. the slender look, the ample fluffage, that smoochable face. Maybe a hybrid of both? x3

Like a Stygian Mizutsune / Violet Zinogre? Mix my favorite aspects of each into.. one big beautiful monstie? x3

UK is making porn featuring choking/strangulation actively Illegal at the start of November. Claiming it's to protect children. Who shouldn't be able to watch it anyway because of the age verification bullshit? Last year they claimed it was for women. Does this mean in art also? not just film?

I wish I was a better man. I wish I'd done more with my life. Not made the mistakes I've made Not lost the people I've lost from my life It's hard not to feel like it's far to late now. Almost forty and nothing to show for that 'life' but being alone and miserable. Day to day is a struggle.

Stolen from @leafywolf.bsky.social and @pipbat.bsky.social >3> I'm really not one for being tickled. But I do love tickling others. Especially if it's extreme tickling; and knowing they've loved every second? Then getting that post play cool down and after care? Mwah

World sucks. Did a thing. White Chocolate Banana Cake. Cherry Apple Pie Cake. I missed baking.

This. There's kinks I don't like. Some I actively find disgusting. That's just life. I do not wanna see em, I avoid em. I ask people not share them with me. But will I ever say other people can't enjoy them? fuck no. You do you, and get off to what gets you off. Lifes to damn short y'all to care.

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Give the bean some love <3

🐭GAY WRATH BEING🐭@nommz.bsky.social

It am birthday uwu

Something on my mind. Vore. I love maws. The look of them, the play with micros involved. Tongues. Uvulas especially. Mwah~ But that's kinda where it ends. Swallowing? Does nothin' for me. Anything that'd actually harm the micro? No. Just, no. You'll never see 'hard' vore art with my characters.

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Micros in my maw? Cuddling my tongue or uvula? Yush. Occasional swallow piece? if it's for a friend, sure. But chewing? Digesting? stuff like that? Nah. I like BDSM; but outright cruelty is a hard no for me. Just.. I see no appeal in ending life like that, art or otherwise x.o

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悠哉【youzai】

@youzai.bsky.social

14 Feb

Wolvermon

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@kythetigrex.bsky.social

That time of month again. It's so hard to not apologize for this, doubly so 'cause I'm not gonna be able to stream for it this time <_<; Anyway: I currently have $6.96. I need $87.04 for phone bill and maintenance fee. Please help or share if you can't. ;-; www.paypal.com/paypalme/Kyl...

Well then. This year just keeps getting fucking better... That's another £200+ down the shitter I really didn't need to lose right now to replace this. That's two screens this year. one blew a cap and made blue smoke. This ones fried it's chip. Both were 5+ years old though n running constantly.

Moods gone to shit. Politics here and around the world looking to fuck over as many people as possible, just so rich cunts can get richer at the expense of others.. yhea, great for the mental state. Probably just going to disappear for a while. Not like I've got any new art or such for you anyway.

I "THINK" the design for the relaunch of 'me' is almost ready. Pretty sure I've got the design aspects I like down, plans for colors, patterns ect. Just gotta get it drawn now to see how it looks together and if anything needs tweaking :x Then it's BIG grippers and steppers for all~

The urge to get a YCH like this done with the new me once they're drawn properly >3> nom on some cuties like @dylanbunbun.bsky.social @proximiter.bsky.social @nommz.bsky.social ~

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Aaaand this big piece is done!!! Super happy with it. Mass vore my beloved <3 Thank you all for participating and being good little snacks :9

I just wanna wrap good beans like @dylanbunbun.bsky.social up in my massive meaty grippers and hide them away until the world is better. Totally not because they'd make a delicious E-pulse battery. Nope.

Watched the finale of Digimon Beatbreak. Over all it was alright. But felt rushed. My main flaw with Beatbreak has been it's pacing. Some parts just felt very rushed, with others entirely feeling like filler. But it gave me Wolvemon. And the push to embrace things. So it still ranks high.

Main bug for me, is some central characters and digimon really felt left out/left behind in favor of the main character. Some fun concepts got left behind or rushed. Only giving some main digimon mega's right at the end, for only seconds? ehh. Series started strong, but kind of fell off for me.

The final few episodes? Over all I'd give a 5 out of 10. Series as a whole? Solid 8. Fav digi line? Wolvermons. More please, and has served as a very big inspiration for changes to come >3> Fav human? Probably Kyo.

21 Sept

Fuck Bungie. They really dropped the line that "Destiny is Foundational to our future as a company" and "Marathon is an important part of shaping where Bungie goes next, but it was never intended to replace Destiny" despite literally killing it in favor of marathon. They're backtracking hard now.

21 Sept

It's almost like they killed a beloved IP, moved all it's staff to chase the current trend, made a worse version of the other games already out; and it both didn't sell well and rapidly lost players to the better games. And now they're in a panic spiral pissing away money. Oh no.

20 Sept

Okay, @deamondante.bsky.social has just put an idea in my head that, fuck... it might actually work. Don't have a set sona like I've tried going for... Do a Digimon. Rookie through Mega. All the same person, different stages.. and even those can have alt mods (greymon/blackgreymon).. ...hmmm...

20 Sept

The Wolvermon line would likely end up being a BIG inspiration. My simpage for the gun toting, big bapper armed digi is no secret x3

furaffinity.netBunch of stuff moved to scraps. -- XanderShadow's JournalNot deleted anything. Pretty much all art of some of my characters has been moved to the scraps folder. The current iterations of Xander ...

20 Sept

An update on thoughts www.furaffinity.net/journal/1142... and a bunch of art on FA going into scraps moving forward. TL:DR- art moved to scraps. Trying to decide what Xander will be; if anything at all.

18 Sept

Seeing a marked increase in those bot/scam accounts on here again.. Y'know, instantly like your post/reply the second it's up. Same icon dozens use/no icon at all. Usually an attempt at sympathy based on X/Y war. Scam link first thing in their profile so you can 'donate to help X/Y/Z'

"Xander" started as a crux around 2010 to about 2015, possibly my first true 'sona'. Dropped due to someone who really hurt me. Design was up in the air until the first Wolf Xander in 2018 to 2022. Just wasn't happy with him. 2022-25 was Shadow, my goo bun. 25-now has been Mk2 Wolf

I just wish I could find and settle on a look that doesn't make me hate it or want to change it after a few years >.< Though most of my sona changes have come after big life events... Crux was around when mom died in '16 Wolf 1.0 was because of peoples comments. Shit like that.

ebay.co.ukKaiyodo Revoltech Judy Hopps & Nick Wilde! Movie Revo Figure Complex Disney Set! | eBay UKOnly minor part missing is the claw on Nick's stand. Judy's stand is complete.

www.ebay.co.uk/itm/19860967... This has been dropped to £220 plus postage

Dylan, stinky hare | Scotiacon 2027

Gods the steam frame is a fucking joke. Power supply? Head strap for the headset? Wrist straps for the controllers? Those are all sold separately. Adding up to another £90 atop a £889-1089 headset plus shipping. It doesn't come with the basic shit headsets have come with for years. Brilliant.

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@dylanbunbun.bsky.social

14 Sept

“Any Albertan will be able to access gender-affirming care on Saddle Lake Cree Nation reserved lands and territories, without affecting existing health services for Saddle Lake Cree Nation citizens.” They got a go fund me as well, seems like a cool and important thing to support!

The Breakdown AB@thebreakdownab.bsky.social

BREAKING! "Saddle Lake Cree Nation is asserting its Treaty rights and jurisdiction to provide safe refuge for those seeking and providing gender-affirming care. Any Albertan will be able to access gender-affirming care on Saddle Lake Cree Nation reserved lands and territories"

14 Sept

Possibly unpopular opinion. If you're a twitch streamer, and your main/only content is just you or your vtuber sat on screen, watching other creators content and talking over it? Or watching full damn movies? You're not just lazy. You're stealing other peoples content.

14 Sept

It's one thing to watch a snippet of someones stuff on your stream if you're promoting them and then getting back to your own content. But outright just showing entire streams, episodes, movies n shit like that? Never actually making anything yourself? Basically no better than an AI slop farm.

10 Sept

Really not in a good head space. Being crippled financially for the next three-four months sure as fuck isn't helping, nor is the constant pokes from my brain that I'm unwelcome, unwanted and going to die alone without anyone even realizing. Youtube recommending suicide themed music. Just. Whee.

9 Sept

What's up, my little snackrifices?~ A ponderance for you all. No secret I love deathclaws as much as I love werewolves. and I'm really in a mood for them. But the question I pose. Should I make the deathclaw part of Xan, as their Were form. Or a standalone sona? A 'me' besides Xan? What ya think?

9 Sept

Amusingly, if a separate second sona, Rednax actually sounds kind of fitting as a name. Reverse Xander x3

thedealersden.comBeastlabs Brown Wolf Partial FursuitOriginally made by Beastlabs Fursuits and bought back in 2023.Sadly a suit I just don't wear anymore, and would like to see it go to a good home.

7 Sept

www.thedealersden.com/listing/beas... This is still up for sale on Dealers Den by the by. Dropped down to £1000.

6 Sept

Project Zomboid... pisses me off. I just lost seven hours of progress; to an piss poor design bug. In a prison, climbed some stairs by an entrance, took me to a control room atop it. Stairs turn into a wall at the top; can't go back down them. Only way down. Had to jump. Broke leg. Dead. Joy.

6 Sept

Far as I can tell, the stairway doesn't come out properly in the room, it basically has the very edge of the stairs in line with the wall of the upper floors room... so once up, you can't go back down as the stairs are now technically BEHIND A WALL. I spent 30mins trying to get down them.

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Lemonfluff

@lemonfluff.bsky.social

5 Sept

This game is a hommage to Link's Awakening and I'm all for it! However you get to play as a cute owl instead of a boring human. #isleofreveries www.twitch.tv/lemonfluff

5 Sept

Might hold a raffle or such when I hit 700 followers. Probably just something like a stompy or vorey piece with the winner being my plaything x3

4 Sept

Y'all fuckin' crazy if you think I'm a g'damn floridian xD (The laugh; I'm English, but use a fair few americanizms x3)

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Thought it'd be interesting to share my results, as someone who learned English from movies and television (I learned the language before any intensive English class in school haha)