Another Descent Into Madness

Another Descent Into Madness

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Welcome to my brainrot — ND/NBi illustrator constantly dying over my boys: 🎥:CQL🐢 | 🎶: 5HINee, SKZ, OOO, ATEEZ, The Rose, TXT, XLOV, NEXZ, Christian Yu | Blinger 💎 ult: TaeMin 6v6 🐰🐣🦖🐿️🦊 Carrd: anotherdescentintomadness.carrd.co

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Visited Namsan Park and hiked up to Seoul Tower today. Mom brought a lock from home to put on lovelock bridge. It touched my heart reading so many messages from people who visited from all over the world to leave locks in honor of loved ones. 🩵

I feel very lucky to be able to bring this painting to The Shiny Foundation today. I saw JongHyun’s belongings, the collection there, and wrote him a letter. It was very meaningful and I shed a lot of tears. Thank you for your beautiful heart, JongHyun, and sharing so much with us. I love you. 🩵💎

Do you find yourself in one of my fandoms? Just reflecting on the many friends I’ve made. I love you all 🫶🏼 ❤️💛💚🐰🦁 💎 6v6🐣 ㅎㅅㅎ🦖 ✵🐷🐇🥟🐿️ ❌🖤🐰🦋🐵🦊 🖤🌹🐺 🏴‍☠️⚓️ 🐿️🐰👑 +×+🦊 ⁷🐱🦄

My spouse told me when he listens to Float, when TaeMin says “on edge I barely sit straight,” spouse hears, “I admit I’m barely cis-straight” 🤣🤣 In the car, spousey will be singing along to Float and he’ll sing loudly, “I admit I’m barely cis-straight” and then say, “every time.”

Gf hadn’t seen Get Out or Nope, so we watched both tonight while I worked on commissions. I really, really love Jordan Peele’s work, yall. REALLY. I’ve seen both films multiple times before, but I still had a hard time concentrating on my work, because the films are really so compelling.

Remember when he wore wigs and we were like “what if he grew his hair out like that”and then HE DID 😭😭 and he kept it that way for sooo long. I know many of us are mourning the loss of that glorious mane. So I drop these paintings to memorialize #wangyibo ‘s hair

Yaaallllll …Thanks to the generosity of friends (and people who I don’t even know well, but enjoy my art 😭😭) I’m going to Amsterdam in November to see TaeMin with my best friend who lives in The Hague. Thank you so much I am in tears 🫶🏼🙏🏼😭

My sweet spouse made this and asked me to share it. It feels weird to put it out there, knowing everyone is struggling as much as we are, but maybe this is what the universe has decided is the way to make it happen 🤷🏻 anyway gofund.me/1ae8a94ee

gofund.meDonate to Send Lee to See TaeMin, organized by Tyler CallI'm raising funds for my spouse, Lee, to help make one of the biggest dreams of their life possible:… Tyler Call needs your support for Send Lee to See TaeMin

Watching the fancams for Liminal, I’m vacillating between the high of knowing he’s out there, free, making the art he wants to make in front of people who are showering him with love, and intense grief that I will be missing this tour. #taemin

Why can’t I make art for a living again? I did it for two decades and it was difficult/long hours, but it was just me in my studio vibing. I hate working amongst the people. I’m not built for it. I don’t have the right neurotype. I just wanna draw queer shit and hide. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK

Update: My 70yo Christian fundamentalist mother texted to tell me she really identifies with TaeMin’s Parasite. THIS from the woman who completely swore off The Rose because “they use the f-word.” Yall. YALL. I wish I could convey how much this means to me. Bless you, lord and savior, Lee TaeMin 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

My gf made me a surprise sensory kit for TaeMin’s comeback. She remembered that I got so dysregulated and crashed out over Eternal, and so put this together to help me stay a little more balanced for Soft Violence. Each item has a different sensory experience. 🐜🐜🐜

My current ranking of TaeMin’s Soft Violence after listening to it for a week (expanded in alt text) This album is a brilliant and strange genre mashup. I found it to be completely unexpected and an absolute delight to listen to. #taemin