Anvil

Anvil

@anvilsp.com

ava β€’ she/they πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ β€’ 24 β€’ programmer (sometimes), gamedev (rarely), art (never), balls (always) β€’ pfp by mewbrush

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i enjoy having long hair and it feels like an important part of my identity but also there are times like right now where i wake up feeling like a horrible hair monster and i want to chop it all off immediately

last night we were in the drive thru at a coffee shop and i pointed out that the seating area reminded me of an old burger king. and then i pulled up google maps and it WAS a burger king and i felt like that one caseoh clip

i'm moving all my junk to a new server and don't have time for the personal site rn (which hadn't been updated since like 2024...). gave it a small update with some sillies for the outdated socials while it's still on the old server

oyyy they keep asking me why i stay in my room but then i leave my room and everyone is constantly at each other's throats. perhaps I'll stay in my room thanks

older people are always lecturing me about monster being bad for you. look man i dont drink i dont smoke this is all ive got just let me have this

and if one more person says i'm too young to need caffeine i'm exploding their brains

day 11: i have been very sleepy and wanted to cry all day. just gotta lock in just gotta lock in

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day 3: i already confused my morning and night dose (4mg morning, 2mg night but i just realized i did the opposite) and i know it's gonna be fun if i go back to normal the next day

mental spaghetti last night

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i was ruminating on gender and depersonalization feelings and i was like "this is so [OC] coded... ohhh that's why i made her like that"

i am super out of practice with drawing but sometimes i'll sketch something and be like wow... this is still an ava drawing. it's never gone

i was ruminating on gender and depersonalization feelings and i was like "this is so [OC] coded... ohhh that's why i made her like that"

it's interesting when someone clearly looks at my profile and likes a recent post of mine but does not follow me. what gives. are you intimidated by me. do you want to kiss

guys i have a confession. i only had littlebigplanet on psp... im sorry im a fraud

there is a burger place near one of the stores that i work at and it's pretty damn good but they do not season their fries at all and it is so mildly inconvenient

they provide salt and pepper so i get the idea is that you can season to taste. but i just got a to go order and i had to take everything out of the bag, dump the fries and seasoning in there and shake it

the fact that i felt so powerful and kinda pretty with my hoodie and painted nails tells me that i would be unstoppable if i let myself free

day 3: i already confused my morning and night dose (4mg morning, 2mg night but i just realized i did the opposite) and i know it's gonna be fun if i go back to normal the next day

Anvil@anvilsp.com

got my estradiol dosage bumped up... wish me luck chat

i have been v sleepy and i know i just need to let my body adjust. i probably shouldn't be putting my endocrine system through a rock tumbler though

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β€’ SERIES NAME REVEAL: Stellarlight !!! these 2 cuties r my lovely OCs amy valentine & nala hoshikawa yay ❀️ wip of my next mini animation #originalcharacters #ocartist

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πŸŽ€ hi i’m ami and i’m a digitgal artist ! i draw a lot of characters and stories, my oc stories usually inspired/based upon personal experiences. ⚠️ TW note: i’m a SA victim, my art (especially my Stellarlight series) may reflect that a lot as it’s how i cope. thank youu for reading !! ^^

happy national coming out day! i first came out 5 years and 1 day ago :0 i remember people being like "why didn't you come out one day later" LMAO i didn't know...

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Experimental post: The Duality of Whacka In the Switch version of Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door, Whacka can finally be fought, and has a suspiciously specific 108 HP. The game both offers a ridiculously simplistic explanation for this as well as a complex one steeped in Dharmic symbolism.

i never quite understood why sliced fruit often comes with lime bc i like my fruit sweet. but now i crave sour all the Freaking time and i finally can grasp the ways of the lime

maybe next i gotta give the tajin packets a chance but i think that might be pushing it

i genuinely do not know how much longer i can tolerate putting on a performance in my day to day life

i honestly truly have not allowed myself to get to know and explore myself and i cling so hard to what's safe and familiar

i was talking to the sysadmin at work and somehow he started going on a rant about trans people and it took everything in my power to not be like "you're telling this to a person who is lowkey growing boobs"

woag. 10 months on hrt...

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i remembered this time. 9 months on hrt!! that number feels significant fsr

the weather was *just* cool enough to wear a sweater on tuesday and i genuinely felt so powerful

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i posted an epiphany i had about why i hate AI so much on fedi and i wanna post it here but it won't fit and i don't wanna cut it down to size so fuckit i'm just posting a screenshot

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this is how i find out Super Monkey Ball 2's keyboard has no lowercase w???? just a second t??