Bailey

Bailey

@baileyfeesh.bsky.social

Fish on computer he/she/they YT: https://www.youtube.com/@BaileyFeesh Twitch: twitch.tv/baileyfeesh 18+

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1/2 Hey Patreon folks, I apologize for the lack of content I know it's been a while. Long story short my phone broke and I completely lost access to the email and some important stuff logged into it including my Patreon login so I'm completely unable to access it in any capacity.

Genuinely life has been such a huge turnaround for me mentally compared to a few years ago. Please fight for your future, you will always have people in your corner who want to see you succeed.

Deadlock OC idea: Alt Universe/Parody of Seymour from Little Shop of Horrors where Audrey II ate Audrey. Now as a completely disheveled and hopeless husk of a man, skin and bone in a busted up old suit, Seymour carries a large Audrey II on his back and does whatever it says.

The main gimmick I envision this character revolving around is feeding Audrey II by having a dedicated chomp ability that when used to kill confirm eats an enemy. Similar to Silver, when a threshold of eating is met the ultimate becomes available and it turns Audrey II into a Walker-sized monster.

Proportionally I imagine the plant being fairly large in comparison to Seymour showing the physical strain of carrying this monster on his back everywhere. He himself would be weak only having a shitty pistol to work with but building around Audrey makes them strong.

LRT: it's incredibly easy to not submit to Microsoft as well as other BDS targets and to boycott them in every possible instance. They are complicit in genocide and the more developers and consumers that publicly distance themselves the more effective this movement will be.

Big Walk devs are goated for taking a stance and being open as to why, awesome fuckin' game and I hope this sets a new precedent against Microsoft and other companies going forward. Be on the right side of history or be remembered as a coward.

2 years have past I still think about Balloon a lot. I've thought many times off and on how I would personally communicate what happens and what my interpretation of consciousness my character would've had beyond the story.

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After staring deep into the dot, the fish-turned-man would suddenly regain his memories of how he got here, seeing and feeling every moment flood back for just a flash. But before he could react to his life spooling into his mind, he's back at the door, just a regular human guy at the bar, forever.

Again, just a thought. Another idea was that he backed up his mind on the soul transfer machine and a copy of him is just locked away, deep underground on a dead world forever. these are all very dark scenarios but truly I feel that is the only appropriate form that epilogue can take lol

2 years have past I still think about Balloon a lot. I've thought many times off and on how I would personally communicate what happens and what my interpretation of consciousness my character would've had beyond the story.

An idea that kept coming back was my fish being stuck as a regular human guy in a bar, walking in, sitting down, talking about his "crazy day" to the bartender faced away, and he's just glad to grab a drink. The bartender hands him a drink to reveal a pinhole sized blue dot in place of a human face.

They're like the Tom Felton of video games just move on bro, its over. if you're gonna cry about Deadlock being super vigilant about making their game a safe and comfortable environment for everyone you might have your answer as to why they don't want to touch the game with a 10 foot pole

I also want to note that I love TF2, I've been playing since I was 14. However I have no interest in pretending that it is this golden shining beacon of community when anything outside of the gameplay is made up of 40 year old cringe cry-bullies

Deltarune's twist ending will be that by the end of chapter 7 we will figure out that the original Toby Fox that made Undertale is not the same guy who made Deltarune but carries his name and identity Venom Fox

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I can guarantee all these shitty ai made mods and recomps that fully rip away any effort or time it takes to make these creations is going to accelerate revamped piracy laws that will encourage lawmakers to make emulation and modding illegal in any capacity without company oversight. Fuck that shit.

I can guarantee all these shitty ai made mods and recomps that fully rip away any effort or time it takes to make these creations is going to accelerate revamped piracy laws that will encourage lawmakers to make emulation and modding illegal in any capacity without company oversight. Fuck that shit.

I promise you that this will be used as an argument to overstep highly intrusive laws that will nuke unsanctioned modifications of any game or software. Don't participate by using or promoting it.

People being mad at Rain World devs for announcing a dev book is crazy, apparently everyone thought they were announcing a sequel which like, no lmao (I WILL admit that marketing with the words "a new world to explore" is kinda crazy but be fr The Watcher DLC just came out)

here's the thing also I love Rain World it's my favorite game of all time and I would love to see more, but genuinely if they were to ever do an actual sequel game I would want to see something of that scope in like, 3+ years

Regarding the last post I also want to say we are more than fine outside of all that. We are surrounded in kindness and love daily both from friends and family, never once since then have we felt any sort of uncomfortably, debilitating depression or fear. More than ever, I am okay.

I want to be very clear on something. If you were wondering why we have not been involved with certain circles anymore it is because multiple people from that group have said and done grotesque and awful shit that we cannot stand by and we removed ourselves from those spaces for our safety.

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I am writing this publicly because the people who both defended this behavior and took part in it advised us to approach each person individually in DMs. Which is an extremely unfair expectation from us due to the sheer number of people involved and the knowingly triggering nature of what they did.

If you are in these circles and not privy to these events, you were not the problem. Our decision to leave those spaces so abruptly 6 months ago came from the necessity of preserving our safety and mental health. Thank you.

I want to be very clear on something. If you were wondering why we have not been involved with certain circles anymore it is because multiple people from that group have said and done grotesque and awful shit that we cannot stand by and we removed ourselves from those spaces for our safety.

After our decision to leave, we were, in no exaggerating manner, berated and screamed at for making the decision to leave for our safety. We were made to feel like our comfort did not matter in the slightest in comparison to their feelings.

I posted this exactly the same on Twitter as a controlled environment to see how different the replies would be and all I gotta say is you guys win lol

Bailey@baileyfeesh.bsky.social

Probably the funniest thing I've said in Deadlock allchat

like there is no perfect representation of how dogshit Twitter is than people in their chud rage going "oh PLEASE tell me you beat the polycule". I MADE THE JOKE!!!!!! THAT IS ME BRO!!! FUCKING READ!!!!!!!

It would be so easy to farm on Twitter, just make up scenarios that aren't real in the slightest and you win, it's like Dhar Mann videos for chuds who think it's real

Small thing: These past few months I've been learning to let go of the part of my brain that makes me second guess every funny idea that comes into my head and let it come first before I filter it to be "perfect" which in reality, makes it bland. This is to say be yourself first before anything else

Social anxiety had a death grip on me for a long time and I felt like I couldn't keep up with my peers, and I realized that the problem wasn't me not being able to "keep up" rather it was me trying to mirror something that I was not. So instead I chose me. Confidence will always snowball, let it.