Kami [Coyote]

Kami [Coyote]

@beanhopper.bsky.social

43🐰longtime fur 🏳️‍🌈he/him/disabled/demiace/single/INFP/♾️/DFW 💙 random thoughts ahead/nsfw for dirty art&faves💐texmex 🇲🇽💙if you try, they're gonna love you! 👹🐶 I sometimes am my old coyote self and a clown kaiju named Tusk

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Still just awful about Eric Bauza passing. I'm glad I saw Coyote vs Acme twice, one with a fur buddy and one of my best non fur irl friends. The reach of this story was that huge.

Keppra dosage upped so hopefully it will help curb focal crashouts. Like the one i had Friday. Right temporal lobe epilepsy is what I have officially, they said. So they know where it is.

Today sucked. I didn't have quite a seizure but... I lost my focus and was in a state of confusion today and it affected my work. I don't drop like a sack of potatoes but.. I just got Hella confused. And those with seizures know it's coming. I'm seeing my neurologist Monday and might up my Keppra

Officially 1/3 into IT.... the movies are great but the TV series sets the mood closer. Both the TV and movies have faithful scenes and exaggerations. It's...a tough but enjoyable read.

Reading the book and listening to the audio I had rewind. This really hit like a sack of bricks of dealing with constant loneliness. I can easily say the weight has been above my head since my late teens to uh now still.

Random thought. If you're just minding your own business at a store or dinner and notice somebody next to you silently yet obviously with tears in their eyes just staring at the phone, best leave things be or ask what's up. Hmm. OH that's me. Random song came on my Playlist and missing my bros.

Finally giving this book a go since I grew up with the TV series and how my late brothers, horror enthusiasts, loved the movies. Over 40 hours audio, 1100+ pages in book form... It's Stephen Kings IT. So far, it's very detailed. Depressing. I feel the dread hard.

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I visited at night. These mannequins are staring at the deadlights, all of them. This is... Even creepier at night. 💀

Kami [Coyote]@beanhopper.bsky.social

This guy's Halloween decorations truly are... Kinda off setting and scary. And at night they stare at a huge bright light. They can turn and look at you, these mannequins. Not too far from my house! 😱

I visited at night. These mannequins are staring at the deadlights, all of them. This is... Even creepier at night. 💀

Kami [Coyote]@beanhopper.bsky.social

This guy's Halloween decorations truly are... Kinda off setting and scary. And at night they stare at a huge bright light. They can turn and look at you, these mannequins. Not too far from my house! 😱

Manager sees me walking in fix their machine and says he's glad I'm here and "You want a kiss?" 🤔🤔 I mean, he was elder dad type, short, stocky and funny humor. I jokingly considered yes xD

I still love that Robocop tried to say it was in Detroit but obviously filmed in Dallas. I mean the old TFF hotel (current TFS) is in a scene the Hyatt hotel xD

This guy's Halloween decorations truly are... Kinda off setting and scary. And at night they stare at a huge bright light. They can turn and look at you, these mannequins. Not too far from my house! 😱

Worked 13 hours and didn't finish til 930pm so that's a good enough excuse to get some honey butter chicken at Whataburger right? My new fast food obsession D:

#NationalComingOutDay Hmm. I'm pissed at the idea. Mom threw me out of the closet as she long suspected I was gay and she is a lesbian but STILL. I wanted to come out on my own terms, not at a family birthday dinner in front of everyone with the spotlight on me. But yeah, I've been long out.

And a seizure doesn't always mean you drop to the floor. Rarely even with meds, it means I lose focus and need a few snapping fingers to brimg me away from my 1000 yard stare back to reality. Blech.