This Is What Our Ruling Class Decided Will Be Normal

The best thing to happen to my family was expulsion & individual conscientious objectors. The ones who thought their hands were clean wound up in a trunk courtesy of Ric Prado. There's always a Ric Prado somewhere, & I hope these people figure that out before it's done for & to them.

Sad news

Michelle's dead & Eliza's doing deeply meaningful acts of service in other realms. Almost everybody else who stood to benefit from any of it really fucking shouldn't.

Joan won't stop trying to shove her face & tail into the most perfect garlic cream pasta I have ever made. She isn't sure if she wants to bathe in it, eat it, or kill me for it & then indulge in a celebratory shower beer like she's Fiona Apple in the "Criminal" music video. I'm afraid.

Nothing about this could ever be obscene I love the Frost Zamboni queen.

Jeff Buckley was trying to tell everyone this with "the sky is a landfill" very loudly.

The first time I did LSD, we watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Wonder Showzen, Alien & Aliens. I had a Taschen "Wonderful World of HR Geiger" book clutched in my tiny fists & I apparently kept asking if anybody wanted a Slurpee or potato chips because half of me was 'at 7-11 in my mind'

THE HOPE IS WHERE YOU CRAWL OUT FROM THE FALLOUT, BABY. IF TICKLING THE DRAGON'S TAIL BUMS YOU OUT & YOU MUST CRAWL UNDER A ROCK, WE WILL GIVE YOU A LOVING CONCUSSION, YOU SWEET MOTHERFUCKER.

Pharmacy: your estradiol refill is bad Me: I refilled it 3 days ago, it's going up next month anyway. If I sound like I'm crying it's because I am. Pharmacy: you're out of Adderall in a week. Me: I never remember to take it & it's useless for a week of every month. Pharmacy: oh.

Holy shit, I thought this was a Depeche Mode or Manic Street Preachers art thing for a moment, now I'm just pissed off.

Got to install microwave ovens Custom kitchen deliveries We got to move these refrigerators GET YOUR MONEY FOR NOTHING Get your chicks for free

Will be devoting at least 20 minutes to Fallout 4 in therapy tomorrow because I'm doing drugs in Goodneighbor with John Fitzgerald Kennedy Hancock again. We have matching red frock coats & modified bowling ball heavy weaponry to demonstrate a labor strike for the bigots & capitalists.

Hegseth can't spell Immanetize the Eschaton because he Immanuel Kant know what he wants but he knows how to get it, or whatever.

The fuck cannot hear the fucker. Are we cooked, chat?

I'm too short to see through that motherfucker so I open the door with silly string in one hand, an air horn in the other, and a legal (in my domicile/state) kabar within reach just in case you want to party.

There's a bunch of people I think should take a running leap off the property at the Stahl House.

Where I am mentally, no new pictures:

Zelda woke up from a nap & hugged her buddy Dart today. Little guys being monsters together.

God loves a terrier. Like all bastard people, he also loves to Wait for Guffman. "He's teaching me to change my instincts. or at least ignore them."

They really didn't enjoy briefly feeling like prey & didn't want us thinking we could ever be anything more than prey. This is the part when they clap their hands & laugh about payback being a bitch.

Who needs assassination when the director's committing suicide by jumping into everybody's mouth? I hope Spike Lee haunts him every single night in the afterlife. A very specific Rod Serling kind of hell. The Hunger/Tales from the Hood but completely devoid of sex & soaking in Burger King coupons.

This is very Sam & Max. I love feverish kid.

"I love your nails, darlin', I see it's a Versayce Day" "Do you want to ride your Cyberpunk 2077 bike around, zoom zoom?" "Don't stab my feet while I pee" "That squirrel outside wants to twirl your tail" "You are a wanton gutterslut harlot for cookies" "You're doing the Penthouse pose for me again"

It's like we're all sitting in the back of a school bus playing "stop touching me" & it's Opposite Day every single day until somebody raises the lunchbox nose-high for the boys being boys.

Frankly, I can't believe the story I have about him isn't explicitly sexual, it's sleazy in a power-dynamics way. It didn't go so well for him, I'm very happy to have sabotaged that film. Sue Mengers would have been very proud of the whole thing.

Co-signed. Also almost every child actress from 19-whatever on who did time at Nick or Disney. People ask me why I don't talk about it. I am really just waiting for a bunch of motherfuckers who've been sufficiently removed from offending but remain very lawyered up to die. A lot of us are.

I told my therapist it was gonna be Those People. She missed out on the E/N sites. "Never heard of ... Stile. What's a Lowtax?" I hope she has a wonderful 2 week vacation. She is an angel.

He better never mount Hyperion Cantos. I mean that sensually & I mean that Keats will haunt him for all time, because he doesn't fucking get it.

ICE has been rat-fucking Los Angeles from Highland Park to West Hollywood & Panorama City all year, it's just that if you get dragged off, no de-arrest attempts with be made, nobody's going to feed your dog, you're just going to get filmed as it happens, & people will be thankful it was you.

Shovel. Shovel. Salt the earth.

I would like to fast forward to the part where Miller learns that there are no good ones, model minorities don't exist, & he'll be up against the wall, too.

Calling these people on the phone & fucking yelling at them is so much fun. You want to call me? I'm not picking up unless I like you. Placing calls to dipshits? I'm nice as hell to their staff. Sweet as pecan pie. Lava for their voicemails. Absolute ruination & condemnation. A lovely hobby.

I'm a pedestrian in a city where everybody outwardly hates each other, if I'm out at night, there's a bright lantern on my back & one on my cane. Motor vehicle operators do not need to feign politeness. They need to actually be predictable.

Current status of the fundraisers for those killed by ICE: Renee Good: $1,499,580 Alex Pretti: $1,289,249 Keith Porter, Jr. $302,423 Parady La: $45,848 Heber Sanchez Dominguez: $47,991 Luis Beltrán Yanez Cruz: $18,640 Victor Manuel Diaz: $2,538 Geraldo Lunas: $2,260 Luis Gustavo Núñez: $1,935

I call SCE & yell at them about it a few times a week. Had a week of obsession with optimizing useage in my home. Yelled enough to get a technician out, he said "there is nothing better you could do, this is really creative, can you do my house?" (I am an ex-lighting technician) - STILL FUCKED $$

One of the best things I did for myself was embrace shaving my head. I'm very tiny & can work it. TankGirl.exe I have autism/ADHD where I understand hierarchy & do not respect it, & a mean, domineering dad like the current president. Being cruel in front of me is to their own detriment.

A lot of people really believe that the systems of domination they're invested in are the natural order of things.

Perimenopause & HRT gave me wings. I will absolutely fight these women with everything I have for those who've more to lose than I do. Before I knew the term was intersectionality, I called my situation "white on probation", and it's a very good tool. Because we do need to fight these women.