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'if a hungry lion kills and eats a deer, is the lion evil/the deer is evil for being weak/they are both evil for being alive' type thesis from the outset really really loved that really related to that in terms of sexuality because that is fully and exactly how I felt about coming out/being exposed

and also how people get tied in knots about dom/sub vilification. it's not evil to want something to be done to you but it is evil to want to do something to someone. or also: it's humiliation/emasculation to be penetrated but not to be the one penetrating. fragtime is good actually

the sound design is crazy good I love when music is sparse and saved up for a gut punch moment. the stuff like movement of fabric etc is also really good. I also like that it's freak4freak behaviour

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often when i do something absentminded i will have the recurring thought, "i'm roman emperor stupidus fuck." when i lose my keys i am roman emperor stupidus fuck. when i drop something fragile i'm roman emperor stupidus fuck. i just touched a hot pan, and indeed i was roman emperor stupidus fuck

I don't remember which oomf on here said this but that comment about how so many small indie artists making projects or in the con scene truly just see themselves as a temporarily disgraced manager/directors vs their peers' naive amateur behaviour was extremely correct

currently watching an exfriend crash out and trash someone else's refund processes whilst sitting on a vn project and artist alley brand that she scraped literal days of pro-bono labour from friends for...

I have refrained somewhat from talking about this until now and it'll remain on an iykyk basis but jesus fucking christ. get out of the creative scene. climb the corporate ladder instead of being a tar pit online. it'll genuinely be good for you.

I keep thinking about hephaistos ffxiv and how his VA for the second phase in japanese had him stuttering through his line delivery as his mind and soul break apart................................................................................................................................

fiction affects reality if they HAD done this I would have followed my desires and fused my soul into a person leaving them with no choice but to cut out the part that was corrupted by the creeping rot of ego death so I suppose it's for the best....

can we look into the blatant game balancing issue that anaemia, poor circulation and freezing debuffs all proc each others DoT effect an additional time because like I feel this doesn't make any sense and it wasnt intended design to be taking triple damage w each tick

main tanks have small tits as an evolutionary trait: it helps them get in the face of the boss easier to piss them off, however offtanks have massive tits because they have to be able to distract the boss at a moment's notice for enmity management and al;so they are used to breastfeed the main tan

1. coercive controlling relationship with her favourite streamer 2. mermaid eggs in her 3. the events of hit indie game lobotomy corporation and now 4. wolf's rain but surely this time they will find puppy dog city

we do a lot of like. battling against being called lazy for [disability symptoms] but I actually truly & wholeheartedly believe in pushing for a quality of life for disabled people where we can actively choose to be lazy. like. for fun. I think you can & should be able to be both disabled & lazy

you know when you wake up & you're like 'oh bed is so comfy warm cozy I think I will fake sick today' being able to do that on a good pain day. not bc you're desperate for rest, just bc it feels objectively awesome to do something you're not supposed to do? everyone needs that once in a while

bouquet is starting to wilt now so I've sorted flowers for dryin and pressin and scattered the rest on her grave so in a month and a bit I'll start making mourning lockets for Eirin's best friends

there's a genre of that thing. you know when someone casually says the saddest thing you've ever heard in your life. that eldest daughters do. and they also so frequently hold these horrible things they endured up as badges of honour which is sometimes scarier than it just being an offhand joke