Chi

Chi

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It if #ffxivwrite2026 so you know what that means! An entry from me every day! Nobody has to read since I write for myself, but if you do I certainly hope to draw you into the stories I've written previously: they are just as worthwhile! #ffxivwrite2026 #day1:key www.tumblr.com/eikonoklast/...

tumblr.comPost by @eikonoklast💬 0  🔁 0  ❤️ 1 · Day 1: (Key) · Take My Hand Krile tapped her quill on the page, unsure what she was going to write. It had been a couple weeks since Chiteni had approached her asking for help lea…

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its that time of year again! remember that hellhounds are not only a life long commitment, but after life long commitment as well! (I am the og artist for these)

I think for Chiteni it is like...romantic love. People like him dont feel they deserve anyone, even though often enough you cant help who you fall in love with. That you fall in the first place. His story wont have a happy ending and he knows that - it is scary to imagine hurting someone like that.

#wolqotd / #wolquestion Which emotion scares your wol / oc the most and why?

He is deeply avoidant of those feelings to the point of obliviousness. It is clear to others but not to him - which is the way he intends to keep it. Anyone who would fall in love with him is better-served simply never acting upon that and letting it fade away. That's what he honestly believes.

I guess the way Chiteni sees it: this is the only place he's ever felt he BELONGS. He isn't the WoL because he chooses to be, he is only being *himself* in the place where he feels most like he CAN be. Years of trying to find a place to fit in and this is where his heart is. Where his family is.

#wolqotd: What is your WoL’s reasoning for continuing to be the Warrior Of Light after Endwalker? Is it out of a sense of obligation or duty? Do they enjoy the acclaim associated with the title? Or do they just enjoy helping those in need?

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The Madness of King Scar. This feels like such a Halloween reshare, my favorite villain song and in perfect color scheme. #skulldogart #lionking #furryart

This ties in nicely with the self-esteem question: he does think he deserves nice things! It is easy to get him down about it and ruin that way of looking at things for him, but generally when neutral he thinks everyone does equally. Only in being better to yourself, can you be better to others!

#wolqotd / #wolquestion Does your wol / oc believe they deserve good things? Why or why not?

He understands after living a life full of ppl who genuinely love him - even after all of his hardships - that their kindness and warmth is something he MUST have deserved. Otherwise they'd all have been lying: but thinking they'd all lie about that is unfair to the warmth they shared with him.

When I write for younger Chiteni I write in more of my personal self-esteem issues. I let myself live in that space for a time - though I avoid doing so regularly. He really thinks lowly of himself until more recently in his life, but nowadays he is gentler. You shouldn't be cruel, even to yourself.

#wolqotd / #wolquestion How is your wol / oc’s self esteem level? Has it changed overtime?

You know, I never really thought about this. I think Chiteni surprisingly would prefer a cold but sunny day. He can't really tolerate humidity and it's even worse when it's damp! But he likes to sit in the grass and relax. That's not to say he doesn't enjoy the rain, however!

#wolqotd / #wolquestion Does your wol / oc like rainy or sunny days better? Maybe both or neither?

Currently thinking about someone I interacted with a couple years ago who was incredibly self-obsessed and toxic who keeps tripping UP the stairs of popularity. I'm honestly incredibly grossed out seeing mention of them in popular context this morning, but never forget: popularity=/=kindness.

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It does not pay to be the considerate person. Ppl won't put your name in lights just bc you did the right thing. I reached out to the event host and they started a poll, and the suggestion I made resounded with THOUSANDS of ppl. They'll never know me, and that's fine by me.

But I still remember how I was told I was inconsiderate for making that suggestion. For saying we should petition for better - for wanting better for strangers I'd never meet. How this person was offended bc the status quo suited them just fine and I was rocking the boat. Rest in piss, I guess.

Currently thinking about someone I interacted with a couple years ago who was incredibly self-obsessed and toxic who keeps tripping UP the stairs of popularity. I'm honestly incredibly grossed out seeing mention of them in popular context this morning, but never forget: popularity=/=kindness.

I still have screenshots of the arguments we had. And to this day I'm still blown away by how concerned this person only ever was for themself and themself ONLY. In all of these arguments. And 1 of those arguments I acted upon, and it ended up starting a poll wherein my suggestion was accepted.