churjc [[HIATUS]]

churjc [[HIATUS]]

@churchdevil.bsky.social

a little weird, a little traumatized, and the perfect level of insanity. these are the qualities sometimes necessary for creation. https://www.primfeed.com/churchdevil.resident

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churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

i swear to god my speech has been reduced to Toddler. i cant for the life of me remember how to speak anymore. on good days i can carry a somewhat passable human conversation, on bad days it is UNGA BUNGA i dont know a Word!

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churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

so of course, being the complete autist i am, i reconstructed him from scratch in blender and gave him the justice he deserved. made him some animations, too . . . and of course i will decide on whether or not i plan on puttign him on the marketplace as a full avatar.. chances are high!! i like him.

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

its been a while since i liked something enough to put full effort into it, so thats a good sign of my art productivity returning. i kind of forgot that doing tiny goofy projects are just as fun if not more beneficial than massive, chunky ones..

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

i was playing a game on roblox and i saw THIS BEAUTY. but the longer i stared at him, the more he looked like one of them AI generated 3d models... (when inspecting the creator i confirmed the creator used ai gen in their game. BOOOO!)

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

also shout out to genderweird people because it took me 26 years of denial for me to realize I Most Definitely am one of those too. also I don't care anymore . I am just everything and nothing at the same time. Bro just refer to me as _____

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

would any1 be mad if i started posting #myart here more frequently?????????? i kinda dont have a platform for my shit no more and ive been thinking about drawing again......... art block is prob the worst its ever been lately. these are from last year ish tho These are my OCs they suck :)

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

soemtimes i remember that SL creators get paid peanuts in comparison to other virtual world games like VRchat and i crumple up and die. what do you MEAN one VR avatar is liek an average of 40-800 USD. if i charged that for any of my sl products id get looked at like i just fucked someone's dead mom

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

seriously though i cant blame anyone for quitting SL at this point, ESPECIALLY with how badly managed the UGC is now. i think about it daily how id make double if not triple of what i make now if i just got off my lazy ass and learned unity + took priv avatar commissions...

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

i dont hate it so much at this stage , still avoiding the inevitable though (releasing it to the masses bc i still think it looks uggo) mayhaps i will do the other styles along w/ it??? #SL #SecondLife #SLfurry previous: bsky.app/profile/chur...

churjc [[HIATUS]]@churchdevil.bsky.social

i forget that with hair you have to make textures and hair HUDs and the mere thought of doing so made me shrivel up into my own skin. But I will for you people... I suppose.............<spoken reluctantly some kind of entitled disney villain

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

I want to make more sl music videos... I miss my babygirl Sony Vegas Pro 13 and my big fat FuckYou GPU that could run sl higher than 20 fps (I am restricted to my laptop currently)

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churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

((WIP)) what do you MEAN?!?!? i LOVE doing the opposite of what i said i was gonna do clacking my OCs together like toys, as god intended. #SecondLife #SL #OCs #originalcharacters

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

Grabbing my mental illnesses, forming them into a collective ball and throwing them out the window. I am free <(shortly after saying this, they bounce back off the glass and slam into me)

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

i forget that with hair you have to make textures and hair HUDs and the mere thought of doing so made me shrivel up into my own skin. But I will for you people... I suppose.............<spoken reluctantly some kind of entitled disney villain

churjc [[HIATUS]]@churchdevil.bsky.social

#SL #SecondLife *picks my nose* uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

when someone removes you as a friend on second life, their calling card goes to your trashcan ive been playing for 15+ years and idk if this is a new feature or if im just slow LMFAO

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

#SL #SecondLife (kind of) Gyazo, the image hosting service i use for ad examples had some kind of data breach, and they have locked ALL of the img/vid links i used unless i re-open them.. if you notice broken links thats why! i am gonna work on getting them back up for marketplace listings and such

churjc [[HIATUS]]
@churchdevil.bsky.social

i swear to god any time i listen to music i feel like my brain is being split into multiple equally sized slivers and my soul is escaping through every crevice!!!!!! *grips you by your shoulders* I CAN'T MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND!! I JUST CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!