Claribel

Claribel

@claribel.ink

Narrative-driven, technology-focused disaster. 27 | 🇦🇷 Narrative Designer looking for work. Published on The Geekiary and Unwinnable.

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I'm living under an abusive situation with my family and I'm trying to pay my debts and get the fuck out of here. Any help, be it a donation or pointing me to a job, would be really appreciated. I'm barely holding together. #MutualAid #TransCrowdFund

Claribel@claribel.ink

I hate to be in this situation again. But I've been struggling a lot with debts and monetary problems. I've had a lot of issues keeping work and staying on top of things. If you'd can help me in any way I'd appreciate it a lot. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund ko-fi.com/claristeps/g...

I'm living under an abusive situation with my family and I'm trying to pay my debts and get the fuck out of here. Any help, be it a donation or pointing me to a job, would be really appreciated. I'm barely holding together. #MutualAid #TransCrowdFund

Claribel@claribel.ink

I hate to be in this situation again. But I've been struggling a lot with debts and monetary problems. I've had a lot of issues keeping work and staying on top of things. If you'd can help me in any way I'd appreciate it a lot. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund ko-fi.com/claristeps/g...

I'm genuinely desperate and don't know what else to do. It's been months and months of being told to get better while they keep kicking me down. I'm trying to work fixing computers but it takes time to get clients and I can't bear to keep suffering this shit. If there's anything I could do, lmk

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Hey! I'm still struggling for a bunch of situations out of my control and I'm trying to move out of my abusive home. Any help would be deeply appreciated. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund

Claribel@claribel.ink

I hate to be in this situation again. But I've been struggling a lot with debts and monetary problems. I've had a lot of issues keeping work and staying on top of things. If you'd can help me in any way I'd appreciate it a lot. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund ko-fi.com/claristeps/g...

I often come back to this idea.

Claribel@claribel.ink

there was discourse on the hellsite and I swear to god people think that it's totally fine to like "greg the kid eviscerator" but you're really weird if you're into "lina the girl that surprise-kissed the dude that was just kiiinda into it", like, you like SA if you like lina, no red flags for greg

Hey! I'm still struggling for a bunch of situations out of my control and I'm trying to move out of my abusive home. Any help would be deeply appreciated. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund

Claribel@claribel.ink

I hate to be in this situation again. But I've been struggling a lot with debts and monetary problems. I've had a lot of issues keeping work and staying on top of things. If you'd can help me in any way I'd appreciate it a lot. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund ko-fi.com/claristeps/g...

An immersive sim is a game where you open drawers.

Zuul Nightingale🚪@danaenight.northsky.social

Define what an immersive sim is without mentioning — stacking objects — 0451 — any game, genre, studio, or dev

I truly try to keep my emotions and feelings private, but truth is, I keep increasingly feeling like I'm just unable to attain stability. I seem to dig my own graves, constantly. It's been a deep, constant, downward spiral the last few months. I wish I had something to show for it instead of whines

So many people seem to see so many nice things about me and I hope they really are there. But when I look in the mirror it's just... ... someone I hate. Still. Not as much as before transitioning. But still. Everyone in my life deserves better.

... people I've not reached out to in a while, people I should be helping, people who helped me just to end in the same place as before. What could I ever do. What can I do? Even writing this is, why? Why not just tell someone directly? Fucking stupid mess of a brain.

I need to create something again. I need to write. I need to feel alive. What the fuck is happening to me. How long have I been lost inside myself. I need to get out. As soon as possible.

Thanks a lot for all the positive thoughts! I'm sorry to hijack my own post but I suddenly got into a very messy situation. Any help is appreciated.

Claribel@claribel.ink

I hate to be in this situation again. But I've been struggling a lot with debts and monetary problems. I've had a lot of issues keeping work and staying on top of things. If you'd can help me in any way I'd appreciate it a lot. #MutualAid #TransCrowdfund ko-fi.com/claristeps/g...

why did this get 220 likes how the fuck did that happen uh. thank you everyone. sorry I stopped responding, bit overwhelmed. I'll see what I can do

Claribel@claribel.ink

I need to create something again. I need to write. I need to feel alive. What the fuck is happening to me. How long have I been lost inside myself. I need to get out. As soon as possible.

why did this get 220 likes how the fuck did that happen uh. thank you everyone. sorry I stopped responding, bit overwhelmed. I'll see what I can do

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I need to create something again. I need to write. I need to feel alive. What the fuck is happening to me. How long have I been lost inside myself. I need to get out. As soon as possible.

I can't possibly be real. This is not a coherent human being. This is just the shattered remains of whatever one might try to call human. I don't get it. I can't get it. I don't know what perspective is left to take.

Do I exist? Would I even know? I'm not sure anymore. It doesn't feel real. Maybe it's just the last... Forever. That keeps feeling like a dream. I need to make myself function. I really need to.

Rooting against the racist discriminatory Argentinians by supporting progressive egalitarian paradise... England.

Claribel@claribel.ink

Hey I'm totally fine with adversarial banter but if you refer to my country (ARG) as a fascistic white supremacist nazi state please unfollow me. My country is shit for a lot of reasons but I don't feel like I owe you the nuance.

Hey I'm totally fine with adversarial banter but if you refer to my country (ARG) as a fascistic white supremacist nazi state please unfollow me. My country is shit for a lot of reasons but I don't feel like I owe you the nuance.

Increasingly disgusted by so many people celebrating a new Obsidian Fallout like Microsoft didn't just kill every other project they were working on. Something like Pentiment is never going to happen again in a long time, but at least the franchise you like is back! You're proving the CEO right.

As long as they focus on five or six properties people love, well. Most people are willing to put everything aside. No shade to Obsidian. I am sure they will do an amazing game. But please, some people, can you read the room? 3/4 of my timeline is mourning the industry while you cheer more fallout

me checking my reads history: "Oh yeah I read Getting Things Done"... i think all I got from that book was anxiety 🥴

god what a mess of a few months. I'll start being active again soon, hopefully. need to write. a lot. write. never stop writing.

trying to cut down on more useless social media noise. trying to stop using YouTube and feeling big withdrawal. I'll have to endure it. I don't want to spend time filling my mind with noise anymore.

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me when im not transgender: “heres my snowboard with a picture of me on it. why is it a girl? because girls are cool. shut up.”

Kars@karoshimyriad.bsky.social

Jacques de Molay (5* Saber) ascension arts #FateGO #FGO #fgospoilers

I've let the latest Chainsaw Man chapter settle in, and I like it quite a lot. I think the last third of Part 2 *really* struggles with being published in chunks, it's clearly very serial. I'm guessing reading it all in one sitting flows much better. now we wait for the landing. exciting!

new idea: a videogame where you play as a character and engage with mechanics to accomplish an objective. I'll call it Mission Quest. It'll sell billions.

I've been pondering if the new ULTRAKILL layer has bad design compared to the previous ones. After much consideration I've come to the conclusion that it's as good as ever, it's just that I'm 27 now and my hand muscles are weak and brittle.

you might say "27 is not that old" and the answer is I spend most of my days writing with bad posture, I'm sure the carpal tunnel is already setting in

it's always "I was really called by the transgressive, underground culture" and it's calls for "the natural order" and the most basic essentialism possible

Ty Schalter@tyschalter.com

oh fuck off

pitching a "People who have notifications on for being added to moderation lists" moderation list to make the bit really meta