DizzyWeb

Last Friday depression claimed the life of someone I know that was loved by many. Today I received a message from my dearest friend that said "I can't do this anymore". Check in on your loved ones. Support them. Depression is real and dark and cruel. I feel so useless right now.

First day after vacation, you wake up at 4am and your alarm clock is off. No power in my bedroom, office or living room. 1 breaker. No faulty appliances. Turns out, the breaker has died. Thank fuck there was a spare one installed already...

Worst part of being autistic for me, constantly being told I've said things I've literally not said. Constantly being told I've upset someone because of what I said, because if someone else had said it, it would have meant something else.

Did I just spend a few hours messing around in streamer bot redoing a redeem, while I haven't been live in 2 years? Cause I wanted to see if I could do it? ....that would be silly...

Wait, autism somehow exempts you from taxes? What the hell? And eh, I'm autistic. I've written poetry. And I know plenty of people who aren't autistic who have never written a line of poetry. What does that have to do with anything?! I'm so confused.

What the heck? 1998 by Binary Finary is an amazing track!

I couldn't sleep so I was awake till 4 am.. and at 7 am I got woken up by a neighbors ridiculous truck and now I can't sleep again. Fuck this shit. Can barely keep my eyes open by keeping them closed annoys the hell out of me too cause I'm just lying there waiting.

Also, what the hell Instagram? I follow a bunch of people I used to follow on Tiktok, just, creators.... And now my for you page is somehow soccer, Indian guys I can't understand and food. And the search page is, well, porn. I like half naked women as much as the next guy, but why the hell!?

So, Tiktok is now banned in the US. But... somehow... US companies can still advertise on Tiktok? That seems a bit hypocritical, doesn't it?

Oh good, I'm getting porn follows, really starting to feel like twitter.

Finding out how unhinged @aslightshimmy.bsky.social has been while I was asleep has become kind of a wake-up routine...

Good morning bsky!

Facts.

I don't know what the heck is going on with twitter but my personal account has been getting weird-ass pro-Trump propaganda tweets suggestions... NOTHING in my tweets suggests I have anything in common with the orange weirdo!? What the hell.

I'm no horror person but I definitely know some ;)

Domain brokers are absolutely ridiculous. I used to own a domain, decades ago. Cost me 15 bucks to buy. Had to let it go and it was immediately bought by a broker. It's been sitting there unused for a decade with no chance of ever selling it. It would cost me almost $4000 to get back.

Ever have one of those evenings where you've just had dinner and you sit there and you just don't feel like... not anything, cause I don't feel like doing nothing either. It kinda freaks me out tbh.

I'm gonna have trouble sleeping... My brain is going to continue rambling and there's not a damned thing I can go about it.

...aaaand the transphobes and homophobes immediately climb out of the woodworks spouting their vile crap... I hate this so damn much.

I stopped my TV subscription because TV sucks and all the news I'm confronted with is depressing, sad and terrifying. I can't deal with the constant stream of horrible crap. Not that it matters much cause everywhere I look I get overwhelmed with the harsh reality of a world on fire.

Not me typing something out cause I thought I'd only tweeted it... only to realise I only posted on here. Also, the one thing I miss is calling them tweets, how do you call posts on here?

Good morning world. I have risen. Kind of. Barely slept all weekend so when I got home I fell asleep on the couch and woke up at 1:45 am. And the muscle I pulled in my back seems to have calmed the f* down a bit too, thank god.

So, what's this about then?