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weirdie but friendly. 🔞 be adult to follow please. digital artist. deep into GO🤡 #NotMyFinal 30+yo.

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Day2 Experiment with technique that I’ve been planning for ages but not sure yet if I want to do lineart ever again 🫣😂 I feel like normal people do this other way, lol If anyone want to play with coloring all of a sudden, i shared psd on my TG channel

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I'm back for another #storytober with my beloved 🧞‍♀️ Won't post every day obviously. Maybe i will be more motivated with yours reactions🫠 Requests/questions/just a hi comments are welcome, missed yall fd❤

Day2 Experiment with technique that I’ve been planning for ages but not sure yet if I want to do lineart ever again 🫣😂 I feel like normal people do this other way, lol If anyone want to play with coloring all of a sudden, i shared psd on my TG channel

I'm back for another #storytober with my beloved 🧞‍♀️ Won't post every day obviously. Maybe i will be more motivated with yours reactions🫠 Requests/questions/just a hi comments are welcome, missed yall fd❤

I'll probably be alone in this, but the more I learn about final the more low i feel. Including news from con So i left socials for a while now. In a hope to draw C&A in their cottage again one day without tears on my eyes If anyone surprisingly will miss me - i'm still on discord and TG Bye bye!

So sorry guys but i won't agree to any final less than eternity together. SD cottage or no. No fake eternities, no metaphorical eternities. They shouldn't sacrifice their immortality as well as their existence to "deserve" love and peace. All of my art was and would be about this #NotMyFinal

I haven't posted in a while & honestly I'm still not sure if I should? How can I express the state when I love our fd with all my heart & will never leave GO, but I'm terribly tired of socials? besides the heartbroke the final caused (I can ignore it, but I don't want to see doppelgangers & all) >>

Bsky seems dead, I'll never post on Shitter again, Insta doesn't allow🔞 & my channels have always been too niche? I've been sketching a lot this past month but I have no motivation to finish or post yet, sorry guys. I want to feel like I belong again😔

I've been thinking about opening some requests lately to cheer up? but I'm scared of what might be requested nowadays lmao & i hate this feeling :< Maybe i need more time. So I find solace in my old sketches rn, hope it comforts some of y'all as well

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Hello world! I'm here for #GoodOmens One of my most popular sketches to say hi❤ Imagine your favorite love poem, this is what Crowley recites 😌

Crap! With all the fd tragedy I forgot to share the result Maybe it's not perfect but it was my first experience with mosaic😆

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Finish one of a dozen wips? ❌ Maybe better to make the old working table fancy? ✅ Seriously i dreamed of this redo for so long! There would be also blue tile grout

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I’m not part of the script department or by any means someone who decides or knows for sure - but - as someone who was a lifelong fan even before I worked on it, I believe that they love each other beyond any cosmic rules set by a single entity. To me, they will always persist beyond everything.

Guys may i ask you a question and i mean it fully serious, no sark, no bad intentions. Why denial IS a problem? I saw ppl formulate it like, now it's canon and we can do nothing so we just need come to terms with it one day. So... What for? >>

I mean, it's a show. As trekkie i fully deny any "canon" after Enterprise and live my best life? The problem may only be with ugly arguing with other fans, but we're better than that, aren't we?

Another sad thought. I'm so annoyed to see how Crowley's acts of services bringed down to the lack of will and Aziraphale's damsel in distress roleplay to manipulation. They are so much better then that...

#go3spoilers I came up with the other fix-it idea (i know i didn't post previous one yet but i'm in progress) So during lost time in s2 final 15 (remember the clock?) Az gave a secret signal to Crowley they invented after Armagedoff and C stopped the time and they had a proper conversation about >>

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I lied lmao. The movie universe is obviously God's one but no Aziracrow's one. It's the universe where the love is just gone. We can see it reflects on people from Wickber street. God never invented love. It was THEM. And love conquers all. Even goddess's ineffable play. And I will stand for it.

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Going down the memory lane to find my spark again. Here is my first GO comic I ever made from 3years ago:

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Magician Aziraphale and his wonderful assistant!

#go3spoilers I came up with the other fix-it idea (i know i didn't post previous one yet but i'm in progress) So during lost time in s2 final 15 (remember the clock?) Az gave a secret signal to Crowley they invented after Armagedoff and C stopped the time and they had a proper conversation about >>

#go3spoilers 2nd coming and all and came to a decision.The ones who broke up wasn't them already, it were puppets they created for goddess to play. They made it from each others worst fears - fake Crowley was made one who lost his inner fire & chose "holy water" and fake Az was totally brainwashed>>

solder of heaven and denies his free will. And this was "snow globe universe" which was erased in the end. The toy they made for goddess. Real ones saved their own universe by this trick. They moved to the cottage and got their eternity together

"Why give me Crowley? Why make me whole and then take it away?" said the same fake angel who abandoned him himself for heaven being completely sane and not under threat of death? Days go by and it's still sick... #go3spoilers Metatron replaced Az with an evil twin, tell ya

Haha, that's aged like milk. I'll never be an optimist about any piece of media once again. But that's okay, bc I'll never love another show nearly that desperately. Sorry for all the whining. I'm spiraling alone with my last brain cell while drawing fixit now I'll be okay. #go3spoilers ?

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I wanna hug all anxious co-fandom pals who can't just believe in happily ever after 4our celestial couple, though we've been told a million times they'll have it I just thought how many times in life we've been lied/given false hope that it's become so difficult, that we look for a catch everywhere

#go3spoilers The hardest thing for me is watching how fd tries to accept the ending now with denying their natural grief and disappointment. I already saw the same irl since 22 and it's the last i wish for this beautiful place. Or any other.

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“Yes, but when it’s done, ah, the Almighty is going to put up a new thing called a ‘rain bow’ as a promise not to drown everyone again.” “How kind.” #GoodOmens3

#go3spoilers I figured out the main thing that bothering me with hooman au we got. C&A fell for each other's beautiful personalities shown by certain deeds. Hooman guys had no single "you what?" moment at all. It's just two handsome faces. Even if swallow all this soulmate stuff i can't take it

#go3spoilers Hopes weren't met. If you don't wanna cry, don't read, but I need to get this out of my system. As they showed us after "rebels finally fell" C still there, messy but angelic. Az left him with a thing all fought for. How so C become a demon then? May it be... by choise? >>

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#go3spoilers And it always goes by Az's untill the very end when he finally chose "go off together" Also i guess Gabriel, Beelzebub, Michael, Muriel & others also have free will. They just never acted of it, well, until they do? Once again, i hate this narrative. >>

#go3spoilers Hopes weren't met. If you don't wanna cry, don't read, but I need to get this out of my system. As they showed us after "rebels finally fell" C still there, messy but angelic. Az left him with a thing all fought for. How so C become a demon then? May it be... by choise? >>

#go3spoilers May it be by own FREE WILL? Perhaps because he wanted nothing to do with heaven anymore. But he won nothing, hell is just the other department. Feel how different it hits when Az asks him to be an angel again? Ok. But Az also has his own will, he gave away his sword, >>

#go3spoilers he lied to save Job's kids. And i think this's the main thing why C fell for him so hard. And really it's pretty same for Az, i believe. But they love each other equally by two different ways. C is ready to risk up to destruction just to be with Az. Az ready to leave him to keep safe.>>

#go3spoilers Today I stopped crying (hopefully) and am ready to talk about the details. Don't get me wrong i'm not going shit on stuff just bc i'm hurt, besides there were some bits i loved. Nevertheless the list of issues with the final is longer than Crowley's scroll at Uz. >>

#go3spoilers So. Let's talk about the consept of wounded leg in the lore where they have no humanish corporations yet bc still far to human creation at least. We have human actors so we see them human but important to remember that they are NOT. >>

#go3spoilers And even if they were imboded the gravity still just an option for them. So it's so funny scene to me. Also i love Aziraphale Targaryen and Crowley dressed like Villainous one. Hot.