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ryu rkgk

guile rkgk

a lot of great art was created during its creator's personal progression from okay to good to great, and every time you cheat and try to reach some arbitrary end state prematurely, you rob yourself of that fundamental moment where you learned how to work around your own limits

there's also something to be said for having "eh" raw technical ability and trying to make art 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺. like, a lot of great guitar riffs came from a player trying to be clever about what they're playing within their limitations rather than as demonstrations of pure skill

toying around with Magical FDS Plug. very nice to have the FDS sound chip in a format outside of hardware-accurate music trackers

I have to admit that the running gag of Facebook recommending me wrestlers and Japanese musicians/composers as people that I should add to my friends list is very funny. Of course, I would love to be friends with Takashi Tateishi and Manami Matsumae... also Rebel and Speedball Mike Bailey

mugshot rkgk. still out of practice...

need to wrap things up before next year...

i think i can completely let it go now. nothing will change the things i did in the past

cookie's eyes finally opened wide after 6 days of eyedrop treatment 🥹

kinda curious what age people get the impression of me, close or not

lifestyle has been rough that i'm back to being a fatass. guess i'll have to practice discipline again =_=

oreo-puff has officially claimed me

younger me would be hella confused that i've grown to liking cats now... a lot

i think i like the color green now

prime example of executing guitar-like sound sequencing with synths. it's like the programmers for this and the MT32 versions actually play guitar with vibrato systems youtu.be/qUBEoKOcL0c

Rockman & Forte Groundman Stage BGM chords on guitar + i pulled this from memory. not close to the original voicings played on organ but it's fun

using sanae's th10 theme as a guitar exercise

mandatory jk outfit pics with the new guitar (relieved that it still fits)

online class meeting for my one of my midterm exams supposedly, but the prof has been AFK for an hour now. i rarely do this

during the past few days i spent doomscrolling just to lurk within the wrestling fanbase because of a wrestler's passing, i realize that i did not miss twitter at all. everything else that was pushed on my feed outside of those were still as dogshit and infuriating as i remember

sobbing heavily

could only catch up with Dynamite thru highlights but oh my fucking god it's going to give me a heart attack on top of bursting into tears several times

compensated brass saddles finally arrived. installed them and the string spacing looks *infinitely* nicer

eddie kingston was live on insta and now i'm breaking. fuck. all of this hurts

i'm not ready...

rest in peace, PAC. you'll always be everyone's BASTARD.

my heart just sank. what the hell do you mean PAC passed away???

i should not have eaten dynamite lumpia

grateful to not carry any significant trauma after being molested by a classmate in senior high 8 years ago but god did he set a really bad example for LGBT folk when i was still in my formative years. very thankful to have met many great people that prevented me from going down the pipeline

i would've worn a sailor jk uniform in all my guitar footage if philippine weather wasn't awful 24/7

coughing + sneezing mid-shit that's a new one