Irène 🥀

Irène 🥀

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I draw things that bring me joy :) she/her | eng/esp | 20↑ I really like corriander • kamarx • cornxan • cornder • マクカム • makukamu 🫶 pfp & header: geminid ✨

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Irène 🥀
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Decided to draw something real quick. Sorry for not drawing lately I have been mainly catching up on art that’s overdue and all sorts of past projects, abandoned wips all of that jazz.

Irène 🥀
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Spent five hours straight with my hairdresser recently. You can only stay introverted for so long, by the end we were 🤞, but it took a bit to get there.

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Recorded a process for con apps in CSP. Behold the suffering of a SAI user.

Irène 🥀
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Not that I don’t care for the doodles that come easily… I just care less. Like I’m satisfied with something so messy and rudimentary cause it’s not for someone or some project in particular. So there’s no expectation real or in my head…

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Lately though I think I’ve been finding ways to trick my mind… I hope I can find a way to make this less of a problem cause, hell, it extends to so many things. I think it’s a confidence problem too, but that’s a whole other can of worms. Ultimately: fake it till you make it.

Irène 🥀
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Same old problem of the less I care about something the easier/faster it is to do. All the art I care most about.. cornder midsummer, trades, specific ideas near and dear to my heart, gifts, take me forever because of fear of disappointment. it’s a hurdle I need to overcome and not be afraid.

Irène 🥀
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I feel as a collective we dropped the ball on Leo’s comment of Corrin being Xander’s favorite toy soldier. I see potential in any cornxan adjacent interaction though through my lenses…

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If I were more powerful I’d lean in and make them freakier (I mean in what I depict, they are freaks on their own without my input behind closed doors)… I’m unfortunately like 80% very vanilla in my preferences and capabilities.

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Here’s a mundane secret: I’m very insecure about my tongue- since forever. Every once in a while I become very aware of its particular shape and its placement against my teeth and I put extra care in the enunciation of my words whenever I speak.

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It doesn’t give me a like lisp so to say, but I think it does make me have a minor speech impediment with how hard I have to concentrate to articulate my words. When I played the clarinet too, I was always super aware because of the necessary tongue and the reed interaction.

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Thinking about Shakira’s natural black hair and how absolutely fried her hair must be now. I’m sleepy but also kinda lazy and don’t want the night to end. Existing.

Irène 🥀
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You know I still have that Halloween wip from last year’s cornder week I can finish for this year. I really hate how slow I make things.

Irène 🥀
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I feel like I feed myself and everyone false promises but I do want to do a billion things. Getting to actually do it is the problem. But these is across all the board it’s still hard to even get out of bed on days I don’t have work. I need that sense of obligation for things I love/enjoy.

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They had me clopen I am so sleepy… I was supposed to train someone today but I’m a turn of events they aren’t here today or tomorrow… the only reason they have me here at 5:30 am for those two days awawawawa

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I haven’t heard Choosin’ Texas once and I live in Texas But also I avoid country like the plague so it makes sense I see it pop up on feeds breaking records every once in a while and it’s not registered as a real song in my brain.

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I’ve been extra mopey and lethargic today and I kept reminding myself hey it’s probably that time! It always is! Those looming and brewing feelings aren’t real! And aha! it was that time of the month. I’m getting better at catching myself before my mind starts to spiral and think horrible things.

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Also I don’t think I’ve cried in a month and it might sound silly idk what is typical, but it feels like a big accomplishment. Like it’s slowly coming together. Every baby step and all the help extended to me. I’m glad I have what I have.

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#fireemblem #fireemblemfortunesweave [SHOP UPDATE] reposts are appreciated!❤️ fishnbacon.etsy.com My new Fortune's Weave Medals and Cipher inspired TCG shaker and cards are up for preorder! Thank you for looking~💖 During preorder period I'll be doing FE sketches, please leave me requests in reply!

Irène 🥀
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Edie Britt being a very close to perfect modern au Charlotte. Susan also is very Corrin- mainly in the klutzy naivety department and being the protag, attracting all sorts of drama.

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No Segway. Just this year I learned “pipirisnáis” was an actual word people use and not just a thing my mom would say. Idk it never registered like an actual word to me. Also “chiripiorca”- that one I learned is in fact less real.