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@geminid.bsky.social

20+ they/them eng/id/日本語 posting art and nonsense. im geminid or geminnnid on other sites.

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We're like 50% there!

Shio @ working on comms@shioriarts.bsky.social

[ Urgent Post ] My mom and I have to move out in 2 weeks essentially so while I hate to do it, I'm reaching out for help I'll probably open comms after I finish up a few as well in the next week. > ko-fi.com/shioriarts Rts rly appreciated🩵 #MutualAid #Helpsky

im avoiding this account for a bit and staying on @peywet.bsky.social its kinda just the usual stuff ud see from me but on there. this is temporary its for my sanity. art still goes here tho i just wont check the comments sorry

Usually I do ghost icons around now but unfortunately im really busy this year and have other things I need to be working on 😔 sorry for missing 2 years in a row

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tokimeki festa (NYC's new doujinshi event coming next feburary) has opened circle and staff applications! Please consider supporting doujin culture in the US by checking it out! links attached below (im just gonna copy and paste their tweet here)

I genuinely have been trying so hard in the past couple of years to evacuate the fe fandom but nothing manages to keep my attention. Generally things are somewhat peaceful but im dreading the fresh hell of nonsense that comes out of this new game what do I even do

I wrote a substack about it but smth that annoys me a lot is that "hoyo is big at cons bc the fan merch policy is lax so if u make anything besides hoyo u get exploded by lawyers" like if that were true how come ppl also complain about hazbin hotel, alien stage, vtubers at cons too

But this also just frames everyone who makes hoyo merch as ppl who Have to do it and not as ppl who Want to do it bc idk, they like the games? Its just absurd and disrespectful

There was one very specific song i wanted to dance to this year but they didnt have it in the rotation at megabon :( I missed out... so sad... also when we were on the bus someone said they got their flu shot at megabon and now im kind of upset I didnt get a flu shot at megabon

the hurricane earlier this week sucked out all the wind from the island before it left and it also sucked out all my motivation

i added a bit more to this so now its like 3.8k... sorry its short i have a disease called i dont wanna connect scenes

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new fic eiland/farmer oc, 2k, ongoing. just a few snippets about these two that i'll add to when i feel like it archiveofourown.org/works/918352...

Like idk seeing voice actors quote someone's art adding personal opinions or headcanon or whatever like u could just post that on its own wo dragging someone's art into it I fear

Im honestly so glad the ppl who voice charas i like dont use socmed much or at all id have to block all of them if they ever interacted w my art

Im so sorry its taken me so long to finish comms considering I didnt even take that many... im a fool... i know the vgen deadline isnt for a few weeks but I still feel like im going too slow

I like when im credited in papers and specimen collections bc i never did anything ever I was just 🧍‍♂️ the whole time but thats enough for credit I guess

ive been playing otome games again recently anybody got any reccs im in the middle of overrequiemz and p much the only one on my to play list rn is even if tempest (which i keep saying ill play and then I never do)

the faith xiv has in their yaoi enjoyers' capability to subsist on passing mentions of charas instead of on screen interaction is fascinating to me. like ok yeah i have no self respect and i can do it but id appreciate a lil more

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hi all! this is really difficult for me to talk about, but the store is in danger of closing before the end of the year. you can read more about what happened here: www.mayakern.com/blog i'm at a point where i need to ask for help. 👇

Glad I finished this comm before the storm arrived cuz idk if ill have power... I think i will take it easy for the next few days but hoping to wrap up comms this week 😔

I guess a fear of mine was that if I wasnt posting art very much ppl would stop caring about my stuff and I feel that is indeed becoming true. Like ur destined for it when u insist on drawing things that ppl dont care about anyway but when ur also just not even drawing it either that fall is harder

Fwiw im just acknowledging this fear has dictated my behavior for a while and now that its been realized I just have to navigate it. Like how does that make me feel and what do I do now