Learning with my sister, and she's instructing me, verbally, to put in "--lts"
my ass;
"ashdashlts" because I'm tired and misheard her.
Thank you for not giving up on me <3
I hope you're happy.
I hope both of you are happy.
I hope that whatever comes after all this, you tell me the stories you both got up to during the wait for me.
I hope that this darkness lifts before I do.
I hope my story where I left off from when we parted ways is half as interesting as yours.
💖
Decided to give alt stream a chance, because i also wanted to snag a thing;
altstream.online/socks
Just "Socks" ahhh short name. Never had that opportunity. Still Extralongsocks, but linking things feels special.
Im going to start my own "xyz"tober drawing challenge.
I'm pleased to introduce
"Just fucking draw something. Anything at all"tober.
Draw a lot?
Draw one thing?
You win!
As of posting this, she is out of the ICU which is GOOD! This is just an apparently very painful recovery process
#artgoblinrio#commission#goblin#animation
@rio-offline.bsky.social 100% wanna comm ya, just can't rn till like the 1st. If your sale goes off by then w/e, ill still go for it 💖 your art is super cute and I'd like to see you sketch the Neo Yggdrasil crew
I think I'm not doing anymore art commissions after I'm done with the backlog I've been realistically- not working on. I wanna draw random bullshit that i dont finish and don't have to worry about it. I wanna make and create the messiest way possible, leaving tons of halfdrawn works along the way.
So. Going forward. Aside from what people have paid for. (you know who you are, don't DM me, I'm going to do it I just have to cross an ocean of give a fuck first) If i make emotes or art or anything. I don't want money. I don't want anything. I simply want you to enjoy a gift.
I want my art to fucking mean something god damn it. I can't when I have to tie it to a banal resource. I fucking hate currency. If i have to sell off everything else first before I sell art again, then I'll still at least be doodling on the walls of my cardboard home, happily.
I think I'm not doing anymore art commissions after I'm done with the backlog I've been realistically- not working on. I wanna draw random bullshit that i dont finish and don't have to worry about it. I wanna make and create the messiest way possible, leaving tons of halfdrawn works along the way.
Part of the reason I've been in a creative slump- (amongst other anguishes, grief, etc) is *money*. and my one export I thought I could rely on, I can't. and I'm not.. mad about it, but tieing it to an economic value makes my soul hurt. I don't want my art to be truncated by *capitalism*
I have my problems with Jace.
But seeing Karn and Memnarc unsullied by the phyrexian oil is a big love- also seeing Syr Ginger, but having her partner survive garruk- I love we get to see her happy. I love my colorless lovelies.
If a creator makes a character black, brown whichever; and you make them white- block me. Unfollow. Cease being in my circle with your racist shit. We white people have plenty of rep (lgbt aside*), you aren't doing a good thing. *Fixing* them is gonna get a brick *fixed* inside your skull.
Genuine earnest question. what color or colors are your friendships? like- Say you and two of your best friends are all standing in a room, and it's lit up by only interactions between the 3 of you. what does it look like?
I didn't talk about it yesterday - but Will Murray, Creator of Squirrel Girl passed away yesterday. I'll be honest, i know my own squirrelly self was a recent-ish rebrand, but I've been a squirrel girl fan for like 15 ish years. I'm not a fan that's read everything, but i appreciate her.
I won last night. My Sealed Commander League tournament. Ill post the decklist and pool after a bit, I have to add a ton of stuff cause i got lazy. I had some crazy hits, namely Nadu. To anyone who knows this card, it would be obvious that I was going to win but let me tell you a story about luck...
I go a couple turns and draw into the lands i needed- the luck I'd never seen in a higher stakes game. I would get Nadu out on turn 3- by turn 5 I'd amassed almost 10 lands and a 'The Mind Stone'. It would snowball from there with minor setbacks, a. very grumpy wipe that hit attacking creatures-
but after knocking two opponents out, the third gracefully conceded. My trophy- an 8' table playmat from ff16. It was 4am by the time i got home. I slept.. no fan, no AC unit running, no music. my head hurts, lmao.
I won last night. My Sealed Commander League tournament. Ill post the decklist and pool after a bit, I have to add a ton of stuff cause i got lazy. I had some crazy hits, namely Nadu. To anyone who knows this card, it would be obvious that I was going to win but let me tell you a story about luck...
I wound up taking out the burn player and a second in one swing, but had only 2 blockers for the remaining opponent's 2 menaced creatures. - worse off when he secured victory by destroying one of my blockers, eeking exactly the amount of damage to take me to zero.
Two people per pod were sent to the final table, so i got a second chance, being the second in-line for victory. Game 2. First hand- not good. one land. first mulligan... no lands. 3rd mulligan... a tap RB land, mountain and forest... but some playable things, i can't risk getting a worse hand...
I won last night. My Sealed Commander League tournament. Ill post the decklist and pool after a bit, I have to add a ton of stuff cause i got lazy. I had some crazy hits, namely Nadu. To anyone who knows this card, it would be obvious that I was going to win but let me tell you a story about luck...
the deck would perform fine in fish-bowling (basically zero-resistance testing) and really give my friend a challenge 1v1. but consistently across the 2 previous finals- my deck would belly-up for no reason. no major edits to lands, nothing. I'd get no lands with no mulligan providing relief.
game 1 of 2... I had to mulligan to 4 cards. keeping a swamp-cycler, a forest and an island. this game was rough, as one of my opponents had a *shotgun* of a setup, dealing 4-6 damage per spell cast. I managed to politic the other two to handle him as i try to stabilize in any form.
I won last night. My Sealed Commander League tournament. Ill post the decklist and pool after a bit, I have to add a ton of stuff cause i got lazy. I had some crazy hits, namely Nadu. To anyone who knows this card, it would be obvious that I was going to win but let me tell you a story about luck...
This is the 3rd one i participated in. Spent... Way too much money on it. And as things get more expensive - i wasn't going to play. Were it not for my friend basically sponsoring my entire run. I think I won maybe once out of the games leading up.
-As for the games Nadu was a late introduction, so while I had *some* power- pulling Capstone and realizing Lo & Li from the Avatar set straight up tutors it- was an easy pick. the deck still struggled to get wins. Nadu being added, while refined the strategy- wasn't guaranteed wins.
I won last night. My Sealed Commander League tournament. Ill post the decklist and pool after a bit, I have to add a ton of stuff cause i got lazy. I had some crazy hits, namely Nadu. To anyone who knows this card, it would be obvious that I was going to win but let me tell you a story about luck...
I consider myself an unlucky person. I've missed alot of things by mere seconds. Especially when it's in games. My d&d experience is wrought with nearly dying to missed attacks. Whe we transfer that to competitions- well. You get one chance. (Cont)
I've said it once, and ill say it a billion times more;
I am the master of my destiny.
I am the sole decider what my future looks like.
I refuse to be anything but me.
Death before detransiton.