Farin Vikka 📵

Farin Vikka 📵

@farinvikka.bsky.social

And you, who never thought to question if this was how things were supposed to be, I convict your conviction. History is contingency and things could always have been otherwise, and still might. And "still might" will end in time all you held so perpetual.

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Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

"And you... who never thought to question if this was how things were supposed to be... I convict your conviction. History is contingency and things could always have been otherwise... and still might. And 'still might' will end in time all you held so perpetual...

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

If I've impacted your life in a positive way, and that still means something to you, please let me know. My DMs are open, and I need to hear your voices again. Give me a reason stick around.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

If I have personally wronged you through my actions both now and in the past, directly or indirectly, I want you to know that I love you, and I'm sorry. None of you deserved that from me, and I know I can never take that back or repair the damage caused. You deserve so much better, and I failed you.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

I don't know what to do anymore. Everywhere I turn, my past is right there ready to show itself to those around me and cause them to act out. VRChat was my second life, but... I fear there's nowhere left for me to go, nowhere that I can just be myself and make people happy. I just... I'm sorry. 💔

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Being able to create things for people to enjoy is something that gives my life meaning, whether it's making DJ sets or hosting music and game events, or even just giving someone some fresh avatar textures. It's hard but meaningful work, and I'd give anything to be able to do it again. One day...

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

It's 2026 now, and for the sake of growth, I'm gonna keep my eyes forward. The goals: 1. Start DJing again 2. Live more in the moment 3. Forgive myself for old mistakes 4. Rediscover pure joy 5. Share it all with the world It's the year of self-improvement, and I've got 365 days to get shit done.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Quote this with what you have accomplished in 2025 no matter how small. - didn't die - traveled to Europe for the first time - DJ'd at Nordic Fuzzcon for my first ever IRL stage performance - DJ'd at FWA at the Georgia Aquarium - started therapy (unrelated to the above) - am somehow still alive

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Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

2026 will be the year of self-improvement for me. I need to treat it as a fresh start and relearn how to be the best version of myself no matter how difficult things are. And maybe I'll find happiness again during that time too. If you're still here, thank you. It means more than you can ever know.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

This Thanksgiving, I'm grateful for all the wonderful people I get to share this life with. From my real family to those I've met through VR, as well as those that provided me the opportunity to share music through DJing, I feel blessed with this life, and it wouldn't have been possible without you.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you! I wish you all the very best when it comes to spending the holidays with the ones you love the most, whether they're your real family, found family, or a combination of the two. Cherish each moment you spend with them, and don't let trivial matters define your time.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Looking back at my old posts, I was actually posting very little of my own stuff. Instead it was mostly reposting stuff from friends and VR clubs I wanted to show support for, plus the occasional shitpost to mix it up. I miss those times, those friends. Maybe I'll see it again, but I don't know. 💔

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Everyone's reminiscing about the good days that are no longer. Maybe we should take that as a sign to move forward and create some new good days. The past only exists for as long as we remember it. Don't let that hold you back from living today, here and now. We're all still here. Make it count! <3

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

Recovery takes time. Healing takes time. Improvement takes time. The process is started. I want to be better, and I'm committed to showing it. Whatever it takes to make things right... But it will take time.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. Some small, some big, some VERY big. I can't change the past, but I can change my present. If you know what I've done and choose to judge me for it, all I can say is I'm sorry I was not better. But I won't try to change your mind if you've already made it up.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

I have to move on at some point and find a way to live my life in spite of all who wish me to suffer for my mistakes. And I'll be very glad for those around me who make the choice to join me on that adventure. If you want to talk, I'm here. If not, I'll still be here. It's the only life I've got.

Farin Vikka 📵
@farinvikka.bsky.social

And yes, this is what's been bugging me over the last few months. I've been in such a bad headspace over this that I've been withdrawing a lot from my circles. Maybe it's time I reverse that course and find a way to smile again.

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@iwait.club

A.W.A.I.T. - Avali Wanted An Immediate Takeover (of i.W.A.I.T.) All times are in Mountain Time. Starting on Thursday, September 4th @ 7PM MDT Join us at iwait.club Jere @ 7:00PM FunnelVision @ 8:00PM Duskii @ 9:00PM

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Nahmii.DJ
@nahmii.dj

UPDATE: I will still be performing~ Come catch me tomorrow night as I close out second stage, right by reg <3