Fernando Gros

Fernando Gros

@fernandogros.com

Writer Granta Memoir Workshop alumni Shortlisted for The Deep Creek Residency Fellowship Lived in 🇨🇱🇦🇺🇬🇧🇮🇳🇭🇰🇸🇬🇯🇵 Worked in academia and music TCK Made in Chile, grown in Australia, polished in Japan

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Looking at my flight schedule for October 2019 London > Tokyo > Brisbane > Adelaide > Melbourne > San Francisco > New York > London. Feels like a lifetime ago.

This morning's Japanese lesson was a good experience. I wasn't really in the mood. But I got into the swing of it pretty quickly. And mostly did well. Was right in that "challenging but not too hard" space. I've made progress this year.

Was nervously checking the results from Brasil. A crucial victory, not just for the future of the country, but the future of the continent. And fascinating the way the election was framed by supporters as a battle for science and social justice and against Meta and online misinformation.

Shows that centrist governments don't have to make concessions to the far right to stay in power, the way they were doing in the UK, and are doing here in Australia. Also shows that youth are far less swayed by the ideas that have stupefied their parents.

There’s an “almost” missing because English isn’t my first language.

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I have this expectation that one day speaking Japanese will not be stressful. But, I’ve spoken English my whole life and that’s never not been stressful. The only time speaking in English wasn’t anxiety inducing was in front of big audiences. Maybe I should try giving speeches in Japanese?

I have this expectation that one day speaking Japanese will not be stressful. But, I’ve spoken English my whole life and that’s never not been stressful. The only time speaking in English wasn’t anxiety inducing was in front of big audiences. Maybe I should try giving speeches in Japanese?

Sorted through my blog drafts. I have 22 unfinished essays. Picked 9 I will attempt to finish before the end of the year. The rest will be composted into notes in Obsidian. That process usually yields many more notes than the drafts they are cleaved from. My guess is 30-40 new notes.

Sitting in my cabin with the widow open listening to the sea breeze carry the sound of gentle rain falling on the nearby leaves. Somewhere, in the distance, someone is revving their motorcycle.

I finally have a reliable supplier of excellent seafood here in Adélaide. I have to pick up my order from an unmarked building in a central Adélaide laneway. It all feels kind of covert. But my diet is one step closer to what it should be. And life is beginning to make sense again.

You could argue that I'm not an expat in Adélaide. Everyone's entitled to their opinion. But, I feel like one here. And like other places I lived as an expat, the second year is defining the experience. Where it all becomes whatever it will be. fernandogros.com/year-two-def...

fernandogros.comYear Two Defines Your Expat Experience - Fernando GrosI'm now well and truly into the second year of my Singapore adventure. And once again, the second year is a defining one.

This is great. Cleaner bios and proper links. Twitter took way too long to innovate these creator tools and only did so when it was dying.

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Now we just need locations in core bio info as well. When I think about how Twitter helped me as a creator it was because I was in Hong Kong writing about Hong Kong, then Singapore commenting about Singapore, then Tokyo exploring Tokyo.

I frequently get nostalgic about Twitter. But then I remember that I copped hate for saying I loved the TV show Midnight Diner. Anyway, I love Midnight Diner. Just hearing the theme music, and the opening voice over, created so many emotions.

I lost yesterday to some kind of stomach bug. So I wanted comfort food for dinner tonight. Some Carnaroli rice arrived in the mail. So I decided to make a mushroom risotto. I was reminded that it takes quite a while to make a good risotto. And that it's a wonderfully calming dish to cook. And eat.

This morning's Japanese lesson was fun. I made a bunch of mistakes. The questions were (intentionally) confusing and it was nice to try and unpack them. I'm feeling good about the new things I've learnt. But there are basic things I still get wrong. And might always get wrong. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Atomic Habits, the book by James Clear, came up in my writer's group this morning. One of the group was asking if it was worth reading. The facial expressions from those who'd read it told me I was amongst my people.

Saw Hans Zimmer live in Adelaide last night. An epic show. Arrangements made his best cinema scores and cues work as concert material. The band full of brilliant and versatile musicians. A modular synth as big as a small apartment. And, the original singers from Gladiator, Dune, and The Lion King.

The Michelin Guide has arrived in Australia. Starting in Adelaide! Of course no one got three stars. Two stars for Magill Estate Restaurant. 11 Restaurants got one star including arkhé where I ate last month. Delighted to see Port Adelaide's La Popular Taqueria get a Bib Gourmand.

I've been saying for years Apple should make a clock. They've gone and done it. After the huge misstep with Vision Pro, all the VR nonsense, and their attempt to "AI-everything" Apple are back to defining categories and solving problems people actually have. Apple HomeView is a brilliant move.

East of Eden is terrific and everyone is rightly talking about Florence Pugh's performance as Cathy.. But I am spellbound by Hoon Lee's turn as Lee. I can't think of a better written example of forced code-switching and racialised emotional labour in a mainstream TV show.

The scene where Lee has to explain why he "talk Chinese talk" is so rich and deep and full of truth that I could swim in it for days. It's worth watching the series just for that scene. But there's a lot more to the character. And the story as a whole.

This morning's Japanese lesson was rough. Had technical problems at the start which forced me to change device. Then I was kind of lost for a while. Nothing was hard but it felt hard. The rest of the morning was a bit of a blur. Slowed down to cook a good lunch. A mental reset before the afternoon.

Latino Racism-Ethnicism (LRE) doesn't really exist in Australia like the USA for historical reasons. But a lot of the current justifications for racism in Australian politics and media echo the same ideology. Notable as we have seen a recent historical peak in immigrants from Latin America.

For me I love hearing Spanish spoken when I'm out and about. I love seeing young Latin Americans enjoying this country. It was hard always being "the only one" everywhere I went as a kid. But I am tired, so tired, of the resentment that hits each new wave of immigrants here.

I'm especially flabbergasted by the way folks who arrived here as young immigrants, or are the children of immigrants, grow into colonial anti-immigrant ideas as they get old. There's no explanation for the rise of ON without it. Or the "social cohesion" arguments. It's so sad and disappointing.

Project massive unpack has me doing hard, important, physical things that don't require a screen, everyday. And I'm loving it. I've been reminded that even though I was a Verified Twitter addict and OG Blogger so much of my life was analogue and offline.

Live broadcast public executions? We could see this coming at least as far back as 2020. The language was being tested. It's not a surprise.

Today's discourse is Amazon's "weird" about you tab. Here's what mine says, Consistently acquiring intellectual content Tracking technology industry developments Invests in high-quality kitchen equipment Seeks diverse perspectives on complex topics Reads extensively across academic disciplines

For the whole of my adult life politics has been dominated by white male baby boomers trying to undo their childhood trauma by winding back women’s rights, civil rights, and the unfolding of post-colonialism.

Today's Japanese lesson was OK. Because of DST my lessons are now one hour later. This doesn't work as well for me. As for the lesson it was mostly new grammar points using familiar vocab. I felt confident and relaxed.

I have a home office again and I can’t tell you how happy that makes me feel. I also have a studio space and it’s a little to emotionally overwhelming to even describe that feeling.

This weekend Australia moves to five different time zones as half the country plunges into Daylight Savings lunacy. It’s hardly worth debating this anymore. The arguments in favour of DST are so dumb. And the health issues around clock changes so well established. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Japanese lesson was delightful today. Sat outside in my old rattan chairs that have travelled with me from Singapore to Tokyo and are now finally unwrapped again in Adelaide. Felt confident speaking and using recently learned grammar points. And loved the vibe of this setting.

Contacted the council who claimed the beach was open. I sent them photos of the beach closed sign. A few days later houses in our area got a letter box drop saying the beach was open, with a rough map of the works. But no explanation who put up the beach closed signs.

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Went for a walk along the beach this morning. The beach was closed. Signage didn't mention a government department. Or provide contact info for more details. Nothing online about when the beach would open again. Just another example of the way Australia currently feels sub-democratic.

Long day of unpacking. Touching things I haven't seen since 2022. Or 2019. Unboxing, unwrapping, and shelving is tiring. But the emotional rollercoaster is even more exhausting.

Midnight Diner is coming back with a new season! Seven years after the last seasons. Lots of old characters returning. This is thrilling.