goba (ACT 2 out NOW!)

I think, if I could redo it all, I'd probably make the colonialism aspect of Carter's Quest clearer. It's in the text very explicitly that the Elves have on and off occupied large swaths of human land, but I don't think the game's characters reflect the scars of that enough.

When you arrive in Kaliere for the first time, with word of Kelly's death spreading, Tara is burning thousands of documents. The implication you are supposed to take away is that their entire political system will collapse without her and Elven invasion is imminent.

I think, if I could redo it all, I'd probably make the colonialism aspect of Carter's Quest clearer. It's in the text very explicitly that the Elves have on and off occupied large swaths of human land, but I don't think the game's characters reflect the scars of that enough.

I think the scenes that are there are so obfuscated that people miss them. Elys very explicitly says that she became a Helix terrorist because she felt that existing Human governance structures weren't combatting Elven colonialism enough.

I was so scared for so long of being seen as pretentious. It's kind of gauche for an artist to talk about what their work is supposed to mean, but I think I designed the game to be so unassuming that I failed to prepare people for the kind of story Carter's Quest is trying to be

When Elys says the Helix is the "negation of negation," what she means is that they are not trying to create a God, proper. Rather, they are returning to the source (religion) at a higher level of development (through its inverse, atheism), to create something new.

I was so scared for so long of being seen as pretentious. It's kind of gauche for an artist to talk about what their work is supposed to mean, but I think I designed the game to be so unassuming that I failed to prepare people for the kind of story Carter's Quest is trying to be

The phrase "negation of negation" was not understood by any playtesters, and I was enthused at a few steps to cut it or directly explain it, but I felt like leaving it in the game was a direct hint to the player that there might be paratextual concepts worth investigating

The hand is a motif in CQ that specifically relates to agency. Carter makes Yooba by piercing his own hand, a piece of his own agency is given away to create him. He rejects enslaving this piece of himself, that choice setting in motion the entire real plot of the game.

Phyllubis hints at the dialectical relationship between the hand and the development of intelligence in the course of human evolution in this cutscene. Our capacity for logic and reason is downstream of our ability to manipulate and experiment with our own world.

The hand is a motif in CQ that specifically relates to agency. Carter makes Yooba by piercing his own hand, a piece of his own agency is given away to create him. He rejects enslaving this piece of himself, that choice setting in motion the entire real plot of the game.

Carter as an abused gay guy whose unique experiences prime him to be recognized by a god-like figure beyond anyone's comprehension is not a direction I think anyone could have seen coming, but the root of it is implied all the way back in one of the first cutscenes I ever made.

He speaks through Yooba in Act 1 as an object of his own subconscious world. It is not until he sees true recognition that he can consciously verbalize his own motivations. Carter's arc is told mostly through implication and I think most players have missed the subtle implications

Carter as an abused gay guy whose unique experiences prime him to be recognized by a god-like figure beyond anyone's comprehension is not a direction I think anyone could have seen coming, but the root of it is implied all the way back in one of the first cutscenes I ever made.

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i played it. its really, really good. here is my fanart (?)

its like a crazy ass first person schmup and once it clicked it feels soooooo good. im excited for johnathan scary dream to get that bad boy out the door

A message from "Goba" part 2

carters quest spotted in the newest stephanie sterling video alongside benjamin netanyahu #yup #ivemadeit