Heavy Meddle

I'm really calm, cool and collected until I misplaced my special scrunchie

[grandma voice] I'm just going to rest my eyes for a bit

I could be a safe spot to rest your head if you needed me to be. I could, for you, temper my wildness and calm my storms...let the stillness exist in the space between my warm thigh and your troubled mind.

Come drink with me. Tell me all about your big things...about your big plans. And then lean forward, like you do, & tell me things that no one knows. That, is what I want. I want the other you- the secret you. The wet & the red & the frightening you. I want the gnashing teeth & the primal scream you

The desire to be known, at constant war with the desire to vanish off of the face of the earth

There is an ache in me that is permanent. I can't describe its origin, nor can I touch the spot where it exists But it's there. It wakes me from sleep, daring me to find it. Those times, I can almost grasp where it hides. Then like so many of my dreams, it's gone like smoke between my fingers

Running a bit behind on my "life well-lived" revenge plans

Having weird sex dreams about your bestie is normal, right? 🥴🫣

Life is weird...My father taught me about music & how to love it with your whole body. He taught me to love vegetables, & to appreciate the precision of a hospital corner on my bedsheets, but he was also a chaotic, criminal drug addict who beat the shit out of me my entire life until I escaped

I have 2 closets in my bedroom...2! And where the fuck do you think my clean laundry is? Would you guess hung neatly in each of the closets according to fabric and colour, on expensive wooden hangers? You'd be wrong. It's draped demurely over the back of a chair because I'm a fucking disappointment.

So many people use "Weary" when they mean "Wary" It has started to annoy me in a way that I know is not healthy, but here we are.

Temptation Island: My girlfriend doesn't trust me because I cheated on her, and her mistrust hurts me so I came here and cheated on her and now I'm hurting because she doesn't trust me. Lol

Jesus Christ Netflix. Your reality shows, which I'm low-key obsessed with when I'm trying to disassociate from the hellscape...Why is the music so loud, aggressive, and fucking obnoxious in between every goddamn scene!!??! Please I beg of you. Let me bed rot in peace and quiet.

my new theory is that once you have a certain amount of money and wealth you start to go crazy and detach from reality. that number is different for everyone. for me it's $20

If Supernatural taught me anything, it's that I need more salt and iron in my life.

Just moved into a haunted building. Found out the lady who used to lived here, died in my(her), bedroom. Waiting to run into her in the hallway at night.

I'm going see Nine Inch Nails in August right before my birthday and I might actually die of happiness poisoning. #Peelitback #NineInchNails

I've been with Scotiabank since the 80's. I sincerely, and I mean this from the bottom of my heart, hope that every single employee working this morning at the Pape and Danforth location, suffers unimaginable pain and horror until the end of time.

One great thing about going to sleep at 8:30pm tonight, is that I am W I D E awake and ready to start my day at 1:46am!

In case anyone was wondering about my mental health at the moment, or how wild my weekend is beginning: I just ate a bowl of sauerkraut for dinner and cried while watching Mollie-Mae:Behind it All, and now I'm going to sleep at 8:35pm

That's because we don't want to ask police to solve homeless, psychiatric emergencies and lack of community support and lack of affordable housing with police officers, Dianne.

The 13th Amendment allows for modern day SLAVE LABOR. They risking their lives for pennies.

Just joined. How is this different than threads? I don't get it.