Logan McCloud

Logan McCloud

@hyperchaotix.bsky.social

Figuring myself out. Getting help. Art will be weird for a while as part of healing. πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸ’– @chaofanatic.bsky.social πŸ’–

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I just got back from Wildwood. Beautiful, stunning, and brutal. Laika has made some fantastic films but this one might be straight up their best. I left the theater remembering why this art form is so important to me.

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A frustrating thing about being able to constructively analyze your mental health is that you can define the issues and recognize the steps needed to resolve them, but the analyzing doesn't necessarily digest and process the emotional factors and it can be so difficult to effectively unpack them.

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"who would win in a fight!!!!!!" debaters are never willing to humor the interesting narrative questions like "what if Goku had really bad stomach problems and had to shit or something," the way Toriyama himself was constantly doing, which is why he was a genius and they aren't

So the little one-eyed creature I've been drawing doesn't have a name and it never will. However, I've been referring to what it is as "An Omnid". I wouldn't call omnids a "species" it's more like a bipedal emotional mass of sorts and they can manifest differently.

I finally unlocked and beat expert mode in Shadow the Hedgehog after all these years. Was nice to have a new experience with the game (except Cosmic Fall, that sucked).

Almost had a meltdown in public, but made it to the car and finally broke down crying hard. I wouldn't wish this past month and a half of pain on my worst enemies. Please tell someone you care about that you love them. Don't keep them in the dark. Don't throw them away.

I wanna start game dev soon, but I know if I do it too soon it'll just be distracting me from the personal work I still need to do. At least it's something to look forward to, which is nice.

"You can choose who you want to be" makes it sound like a multiple choice question of solved paths. I'm learning that it's more like you have to carve through unknown territory. You can choose your tools, you can pick a direction, but where and how you end up is basically unknown.

Just as a heads up the series of art pieces I've been doing the past month are going to get more emotionally intense. There are sketches I did weeks ago I hadn't finished yet and I'm going to be finishing those soon. I've been extra afraid to post them, but holding off on them is making me sick.

Here I thought feelings related to anger were going to be the most difficult, but I was able to work through those much easier than I expected. There's something else down there underneath it.

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they don't make em like this anymore

Hydro@the-hydroxian.bsky.social

Shady from Gen1 mlp sucks so much. She's the best. She's the best to ever do it. i want to be her friend she'd be so annoying to hang out with. I only wish the best for her. she's so whiny and irritating and she deserves the world. she so goddamn negative. she's such a downer. I love her

Deleting those posts, I didn't mean to alarm anyone. I'm fine I didn't take anything and I was referring to like tylenol lol. I had a couple people reach out to check on me.