!! ghost hunter in training !!

my currently developing new bout of medical trauma is 100% entirely because of the chronic defunding of our health system

the sustained anxiety of being prepped for a surgery at 8am and having no idea whether the surgery will happen today so you're NBM indefinitely and getting IV fluids (do not mistake this for a criticism of the individuals, they are doing what they can)

ghosts decided to use my abdomen as a meeting place for their fucking after school sportsball team (doctor described it as softball sized. that's not the size of an ovary. how is my body so fucking bad at this.)

(i've been given pain relief just waiting for it to hit) my pain right this second is the closest to friday night as it has been since then. what this tells me is that My Ovary Knows What's Coming you started this motherfucker but i'm going to finish it (by consenting to surgery)

i'm really glad i decided to stay inpatient waiting for the ultrasound. the other choice was heading home and waiting for the ultrasound through the clinic and i mean. while I Did Not Want This, this is definitely the lesser of two evils.

so my right ovary might be getting exorcised

being up at 4:30 in the hospital for reasons i'm not going to get into but i'm not in an Excruciating amount of pain despite the fact i have to keep getting up and walking around (which exacerbates it) maybe i will actually be able to go home tomorrow after my ovary scan so here's hoping

DEVIANTS ARE SACRIFICED TO INCREASE GROUP SOLIDARITY

mmm scan tomorrow morning. then we make decisions from there. today's gyno is fairly confident that the scan is largely a "prepare to prevent this in the future" scan which is encouraging at least. ow my fucking everything in my lower right quadrant

An offering of Churu to our little devil

has anyone does this

New World of Horror Update is dropping on Halloween 2026 per Steam page!

oh you "vibe coded" this whole app? prove it. show me the vibrator

oral paracetamol, drug of champions (who have a mild headache)

it's not often pain wakes me up, i rated the pain that woke me at about a 7 and i do not have a low pain tolerance. but the norflex seems to have eased it as long as i don't lie down (back or side, doesn't matter) but obvs if it gets Worse i will. start trying to doctor lmao [hand gestures]

i'm in the petrol station. i'm in the coffee shop. i'm in the combination petrol station-coffee shop

"izzie, why has your subcommittee created cafeteria, laundromats, and children's dormitories despite your narrow focus?" sex is gender and it is everywhere, and we must rip it out root and stem from the earth in which it grows: the labour that defines the class relation

#deer 🦌

Lvl 1. Oof Lvl. 22: Oofa Lvl. 43: Oofaga

Charlie Brown had hoes

#deer 🦌

This post isn’t making a point about voting, but people with pundit-brain can’t approach any idea w/o equating it to voting, and so they respond by demanding assurances about voting—to which I say those who offer no assurances will receive no assurances. Feel a fraction of the anxiety you cause.