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Any EU based mutuals down to help me buy a right index controller? Or anyone who has a hookup or a used one? Hope this doesn't snag any bots lol

Going forward the boobs will be smaller. I'm not sorry :)

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Rice Cooker Banana Bread Dude

Leafy and I made cheesy artisan bread. So yummy 😋

Some crispy air fryer chicken nuggets 😋

Was good to be back 💖

Doctor said 'prognosis is good, healing and recovering well' and told me to start integrating my normal diet back. Looks good for being in VR this weekend finally 💖

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Other than dealing with a slow adapting gut and a lot of bloating making me feel less than pleasant. This is hopefully going to be the last weekend outside of VR 😊

Took the bandages off, my belly button gonna look weird after this 😩

I hope that the fact that so many of my symptoms have gone away already that this is 100% the right thing and what has been causing all my issues over the past 6 months 🙃

Out of surgery and heading to my parents house. Already feel like my breathing issues are gone. Holy moly 😩

Tomorrow is the day. Gallbladder going to be gone...then it's time for recovery. Hoping for a smooth recovery 💖

Less than a week to get this gallbladder out of me. It's doing things to make me feel like shit constantly. I do not know how anyone with a chronic condition can deal with this shit. 😩

Tired of feeling like shit cause of this gallbladder. 9 days to go 😩

I love how I'm in some kind of 'VRC is so over, again, but for real cause 18+" video for 1 second for no fucking reason and no context. But hey there's my name at an 18+ party where everyone is verified. Fucking cringe ragebait 😩

2 weeks until I get the gallbladder bio-demon out of me and it's kicking and screaming. Made a bunch of Korean BBQ marinade chicken breasts and will eat with rice for the next week and try to make it to the finish line without the organ winning before it's gone 😭

3rd day so bandages are off. Time for maintaining the scar and more healing 😊

Out of surgery and resting at my parents place. Time to start the recovery before my gallbladder surgery later this month 😊

Surgery for my right arm Friday morning. Starting at least a month or so of no VR again as I will also have surgery to remove my gallbladder later in August. Hope you all have a great month and I can return stronger and healthier 💖

Korean BBQ Ribs and Hobak Jeon with some rice and kimchi 😊

Been real conservative with my right arm before this upcoming surgery. Went to sleep without my splint and slept really well until I wake up at 3am with my pinky and ring finger and wrist below that asleep. Fucking why?! 😓

Tuscan Butter Salmon. Crispy skin on the salmon is so good 😋

hello! i had to back out of playing @ EXODUS tonight. apologies for the late notice and i appreciate you all 🖤

Official that I will be having right arm Cubital Tunnel and Carpal Tunnel surgery on August 7th and 2-3 weeks after that I will be having my gallbladder out. Here's hoping I can recover in time to have my bday in VR this year 🙃

Gallbladder test results show 22% function. Healthy is over 50%. Probably going to have to remove. Also developing carpal and cubital tunnel symptoms in my dominant hand now. Surgery scheduled for August. So yeah probably 3 surgeries this year. All my vacation time used for health stuff yay.

I did it. I finally joined a political party. Took way too long but I signed up for the DSA 💖

Was hoping to be back in VR this weekend, but after an MRI that got delayed by 2 hours and then horrendous traffic and just overall not doing great + being on-call for work. Next weekend will try to come see everyone and have some parties. Just hope for some good news from the MRI 🫠

Chuy's styled Chicka-Chicka Boom Boom chicken enchiladas 😋

Chuy's styled Chicka-Chicka Boom Boom chicken enchiladas 😋

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Incisions are healing well. Big bruise on my elbow. Still numbness in my hand, but hopefully slowly healing. Not going to stop me from cooking though! Made salmon with some cream sauce pasta. Some yellowfin tuna steak, and some salmon with citrus cream sauce. Using my new stainless steel pan.

Bandages are off and the incisions look pretty good. Still have about 80% of the pre-OP numbness in my pinky/ring/palm areas of my left hand but that's what needs to heal outside of the incisions. So here's hoping it goes well 💖 Pain was worst on night 2 but otherwise just gotta heal!

Out of surgery. Wrist and elbow bandages will come off Monday night. Pinky and ring finger are super numb like way more than before surgery, but apparently it's the local anesthesia. Hopefully things go well 😊

Surgery early tomorrow morning. Anxiety is as in check as it can be lol 😅 Probably out of VR for at least 3-4 weeks. We'll see how it goes! 🫠

Surgery this Friday for both my elbow and wrist. Scans on Monday for figuring out my breathing issues. Seems to be related to gallbladder but we shall see!

Cubital Tunnel syndrome surgery in a little under 2 weeks. Breathing issues being shitty. Burned my left hand on Wed and luckily it's recovering well. Just not my year so far. Hopefully get back to my old self by the end of the year 😓

Pretty much completely over my breathing issues and feeling great again. So my left arm decided to entrap my Ulnar nerve. My pinky and part of my hand and ring finger are constantly numb/tingling. Gotta go see another specialist. When it rains it pours I suppose 😔

If you host an event with Very Poor rates restrictions but you and your homies are exempt AND y'all got prio. Yeah you probably look even more like assholes lol

If you host an event with Very Poor rates restrictions but you and your homies are exempt AND y'all got prio. Yeah you probably look even more like assholes lol

Hoping to see everyone this weekend if the health is continuing to get better 🤗

Also having to take another weekend off cause on antibiotics and not wanting to take any chances 😓

Allergist wants to do tests so need to be off the antihistamine that I've been on since ER visit. Within a day or so my shortness of breath returns and have to deal. Last night was hours of trying to sleep and getting my breathing right. Hope I make it to the appointment without much more of that 😔