MetaruScarlet

MetaruScarlet

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I feel like I'm more open to talk about my problem or my feeling than I was used to. I now can share what I feel honestly and vent healthily thanks to my friends. Still I have my depression and see myself low tho, at least I'm changing

I emailed her and got a response. Honestly I didn't mind for the response but she thanked my mail saying she is thinking to review her class rule to keep the atmosphere right and saying "the student like you helps me a lot." I'm so proud of myself and never regret to email her. I'm very happy!

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I'm so frustrated that I can cry again just by thinking about it. I think I can email the prof and that's all I can do for now. I really respect her not only what she studies but also as a person. She's so kind to all students and cares them. Nobody deserves those kind of rudeness.

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Last Splatoon Raiders Shiver W.I.P. Finally finished all the outlining and touch ups, all that's left is to give it some color and then it will be complete! (Now if you excuse me, I'm gonna go eat then sleep bye lol)

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Joined the cool kids and added links to my profile, viewing my prices is now slightly more convenient (as is tipping me, for I need food)

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I'm so exhausted of the thing I had to deal with this morning. I got even emotional. I had a class in my school. This one is the earliest period but since I really love the professor, I'm taking it. It's a very easy English class that is going on in my mother tongue, which is Japanese.

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I'll write down what the conversation was like in Japanese to make it more clear; The prof said "ไฝ•๏ผŸ (what have you done?)" and he answered "ใ‚ฏใ‚ฝๆš‘ใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใง (it was warm as shit)." ใ‚ฏใ‚ฝ literally means "shit" and you know what's wrong here.

In Japanese, we have the politeness term but it's clear even tho you put that it won't be valid. It's not about the grammar, it's about how you respect the ppl and I believe all languages share this.

I'm so exhausted of the thing I had to deal with this morning. I got even emotional. I had a class in my school. This one is the earliest period but since I really love the professor, I'm taking it. It's a very easy English class that is going on in my mother tongue, which is Japanese.

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Ppl around me will think I'm such a nerd and very serious. Yes I am. I don't fucking care what you think. It was not okay. You guys are not okay for not taking about this attitude seriously. I'm not okay with just being an observer.

I'm so frustrated that I can cry again just by thinking about it. I think I can email the prof and that's all I can do for now. I really respect her not only what she studies but also as a person. She's so kind to all students and cares them. Nobody deserves those kind of rudeness.

I'm so exhausted of the thing I had to deal with this morning. I got even emotional. I had a class in my school. This one is the earliest period but since I really love the professor, I'm taking it. It's a very easy English class that is going on in my mother tongue, which is Japanese.

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I felt really sorry to the prof. She should be respected as a professor. But what have he done for her even tho she is putting an effort for us?? Just make a noise at the rear of the classroom without listening to what she says?? He was clearly out of common sense.

Since the class has so many "uninterested" students, many of them skip or arrive not on time. They take it all for the credit. The prof is very used to it I think. But this time?

I'm so exhausted of the thing I had to deal with this morning. I got even emotional. I had a class in my school. This one is the earliest period but since I really love the professor, I'm taking it. It's a very easy English class that is going on in my mother tongue, which is Japanese.

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And of course she got mad and scolded him saying like "What was that attitude? Seriously? You have to be serious." And he said "ah I'm sorry" very small and shortly and that's it.

I've been hating teachers scolding in front of everyone because it's like my fault. Even tho I'm trying fucking my best?? I mean I can't blame her. It was really fair she got mad. But I got emotional and cried in the middle of the class (nobody knows tho) thinking about it again and again.

I'm so exhausted of the thing I had to deal with this morning. I got even emotional. I had a class in my school. This one is the earliest period but since I really love the professor, I'm taking it. It's a very easy English class that is going on in my mother tongue, which is Japanese.

But since the prof is very kind, the class is seen as an "easy" class for students, I meant "easy to skip," not "easy to understand" here (I think her class is very easy to understand but the level is "intermediate" so I assume it's around CEFR B1?).

And what happened is a student stood up and tried to lower the temperature of AC without the prof's permission. She looked at and asked him "What (have you done)?" He responded "It was warm as shit." To her. The professor. Literally.

My problem right now is that I got too excited to talk with someone new and I really want to tell how queer I and ppl around me are. I really should calm down myself and make sure if it's allowed before I accidentally out someone.

"Japanese has no pronouns so you won't be misgendered!" It's not really the thing. Yes we don't use 3rd-person pronouns often but instead girl/boy woman/man terms like ใŠๅง‰ใ•ใ‚“/ใŠๅ…„ใ•ใ‚“ or ๅฅณใฎๅญ/็”ทใฎๅญ are used.

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Also I can't believe there are still Japanese teachers who teach 1st and 2nd pronouns have their own gender. You can use whatever you want as long as it's not rude, it's more about politeness. I got frustrated about this years ago and thought they are gone but...sigh.

Apparently my friend was taught like "no you can't use ใŠๅ‰ because you are a girl" Like no...It's not how it works and should not be taught like that. You can't use it in front of your superior because it sounds rude. If you use it among friends, go ahead. Your gender doesn't really matter.

"Japanese has no pronouns so you won't be misgendered!" It's not really the thing. Yes we don't use 3rd-person pronouns often but instead girl/boy woman/man terms like ใŠๅง‰ใ•ใ‚“/ใŠๅ…„ใ•ใ‚“ or ๅฅณใฎๅญ/็”ทใฎๅญ are used.

For example, when a business person wants to make you stop, they say "ใใ“ใฎใŠๅง‰ใ•ใ‚“/ใŠๅ…„ใ•ใ‚“" and it's very common. It's not accurate to use it because it's gender-based but they are still living with old standard. And of course you'll be misgendered in English class (they/them? What's that?).

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Some friends playfully mocked the fact that I rarely get commissioned to draw SFW but haha, jokes on them! As they say that I get commed to draw a cute Gobbo! >:D