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≥im eddy⛧ and mandy✪/ im 21+/nb/nd/ace/age regressor/ohio fr/bad smartass/i draw in paint .NET/no commz/no rp/🔞18+only plz🔞/no ai ≥check media or https://dogbraind.carrd.co ≥youre the dog now man✦

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Yeah, it's a wee bit dire... what the fuck

Tyelle@tyelle.bsky.social

Still need help, friends. I'm sorry I keep having to ask. Anything helps: gofund.me/81f8ebc75

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It is hard to be happy if you see yourself as "the main character" of the world. realizing that everyone else, strangers you don't know, they all have a life as vivid and interesting as yours will help you, genuinely, to feel less lonely inside

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am sorry for asking more help but sadly my job has cut my hours significantly (8 hrs in total next week) it came out of nowhere and put things at a very bad spot atm i’m soooooo close on moving in by November, it would mean a lot to share ;A; 💕💕 gofund.me/f242972b9 ko-fi.com/jackiewackie

gofundme.comDonate to Support Jackie's Move to a Safer City, organized by Monroe OceanHello there, my name is Monroe. I'm a part-time artist who is here to help get my c… Monroe Ocean needs your support for Support Jackie's Move to a Safer City

my current mental state has been worsening and wanna accelerate the moving process eventually.. any help is appreciated and this will be my main pinned post from now on i’ll go in detail under this post, thank uu.. www.gofundme.com/f/support-ja... ko-fi.com/jackiewackie

it was just one of those little 80 cent ones at the baking area of walmart lolol they have a 2 week shelf life and are a nice stoner treat ig

i allow myself to be aware of others desires and problems when drawing, i am always primarily focused on doing it for myself and its why i struggle to fathom monetizing it but i might do icons some time so i can go to MFF multiple artists have me confident thatd work better than i can imagine

i also still ultimately end up drawing things that i know wont sit well wtih some peeps regardless of these thoughts they are nothing more than a hurdle, a fear of backlash thats kinda dying

you might be shocked to know i dont use social media on my phone cuz i cant use a lotta apps on my main phone cuz its a flip phone and my smart phone is just a camera that i can send images over discord on, to me

heck its not even nostalgia i just dont trust smart phones cuz they get old and lag in a year and flip phones have buttons and u can rely on them for more immediate use i only think of phones as a means to call for help cuz im kinda lonely and dont us social media like that lolol

if some hit i talk about is controversial, u can hold it against me but just know i am unaware and may not care unless i find out every share and like is funding somebodys genocide

eviternity_-_ice gives me so much nostlagia cuz i had a friends cover of it downloaded on my phone in glorious ogg format while i was homeless in 2020 lol

being in a situation of some sort seems to accellerate nostalgic feelings. i get a lot more nostalgic about things that got me through hard times, in general. like roblox and mc and quake III growing up

and the mega wads id play with my bestie before and after i was homeless cuz my computers GPU and PSU fan had seized up, unsurprisingly

i feel a bit for more mainstream furry artists who like try dark vent art and get peeps in the replies posting memes who cant fathom that theyre seeing pain due to their sheltering from it

so my vape pen and dab pen take the same thread size interesting..... cuz that means the dab pen is just a much stronger vape pen my vape pens hardly able to get it hot enough to dab tho

yk me and my dad both missed the fact that the pen doesnt have a hole to hit through its not an electric dab straw im not even high yet, yo

i remember my most liked twitter post was eddy bent over in front of a vending machien with a cherry pop and i titled it like "i like cherry pop" and i learned that way that it was an inuendo

i will say there is a whoooole lotta standing around in my art lately thatll prly change next actually cuz like ive just been leaning too hard on practicing and warming up on details. still not super confident in how i draw feet atm despite the last post. thats the big thing for me rn

i really need a name for the indus valley/mesopotamia inspired art too thatll still be in the style it was in before. i made that style for that stuff