Estellar

I bought the standard edition of final fantasy 14 after playing the demo for several days and setting it up is taking way longer than I expected… </3

I think I might have something major happen tomorrow :) but I’ll have to see what happens

There’s an indie game I’ve been playing for the last several weeks and on discord it just says my status is “game.” I’m too lazy to fix it and it’s funny so I’m keeping it

I thought this was Portland miku until I saw the ope

I finally finished Alien Stage and I loved it so much! <3 Having an entire series be music videos with narratives was an interesting choice that I think worked well

I think I’m finally almost done with fields of Mistria :) I think it might be one of my favorite games of the year!

I now have 32,000 beatmaps on Osu thanks to a few zip files that had every ranked map from the last two years. I think I might have more to play than I’ll ever get to…

#alnst #mizi #fanart

I got back into Osu recently, but I can’t figure out whether to stick to mouse or switch to my drawing tablet. Drawing tablets supposedly help increase your skill ceiling, but I tend to play better with a mouse because that’s what I’ve used for a decade… :(

My PC-98 inspired yuri visual novel "if you stay" is OUT NOW! It is available for free on Steam and itch.io (Windows, Mac, and Linux). Links below!

I did another livestream and was able to do my new voice for a full hour! I should actually read the chat during the whole stream next time though

I’m thinking of turning my secondary PC with cachyOS, Com, into possibly a TV PC while keeping my main PC for my regular monitors. The only downside is since it’s running on an RTX 5060 I’d have to run most things in 1080p in order to be playable despite having a 4K TV…

I forgot to install Debian Linux for my mom while I was visiting… I agreed with her to do it once she has a medical procedure done

For the first time in almost a decade I’ve changed my username! I’ve gone from Neb to Estellar :)

Woke up at 3 am and walked two miles through the dark to Starbucks. My love of coffee knows no bounds

I started final fantasy 14 and I love my custom character to bits already <3

I hope I can start estrogen soon. My voice is at the point where I feel gender euphoria, but my face still makes me feel dysphoric

Hiii oomfs!

Spent a while on my fyp page on twitter and I hate it so much. Just endless negativity. The only tolerable way to use that site is to stay on the following page. On here at least I can go to the discovery tab and not see so much toxicity

sailor moon

I want to get back to work on my personal indie game project, but now that I’m making it a simple open world exploration game I think I might make more complex 3D models than just cubes

My texting style has been changing a bit lately and I think it’s a nice mix of my old one with some more expressiveness <3

Was going to do a livestream today, but now I’m too tired to do it… :(

I think the biggest sign I was trans was I made an OC that was literally just me, but as a girl. Then I took her name two years later hehe

No no this is accurate

do you care her

Just finished my first public livestream! www.twitch.tv/videos/29026...

This is the second time my old town has had a mass incident like this happen in the last several years. I’m still heartbroken

The irony of the niece of a former Microsoft product manager being a Linux nerd is so funny to me. I used windows for almost 20 years and now I use Linux as my daily driver instead

I noticed ever since I started voice training my new voice slips out a lot when I’m in stealth without me even trying. It always surprises me in the best way

yuri makes the world a better place

It's my great pleasure to give a long overdue progress update on our fully human-translated and human-coded English patch for the legendary Tokimeki Memorial 2!

I am split between trying standard arch linux on my main desktop or endeavor OS. Hmm

Someone I know on another site came out as trans and I told her what I wished I heard a year ago: There’s no wrong way to transition and this is your journey

Going to talk to my therapist about starting estrogen tomorrow. I hope it goes well

How do I reach out to an oomf I haven’t texted before without being awkward

The test livestream was fun

I think I’ll try my first twitch livestream today! But it’ll just be a test livestream since I want to make sure OBS works properly first

I saw something about cyberpunk having a 20% FPS reduction compared to windows 11 on my Nvidia RTX 5070 ti if I enable ray tracing, but tbh I don’t use ray tracing in most games… so not really a big deal for me

I ate some Singapore style noodles just now!

Nothing beats reading yuri visual novels out loud by myself to practice voice training

Talking to oomfs is so much fun :)

I suspect all of the baristas at Starbucks can tell I’m trans because I could’ve sworn I just heard them refer to me as “her”

It seems my cat likes my new fem voice. She purrs more and licks my face whenever I do it!

10th anniversary~? #va11halla