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despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Maybe ill go to sleep and never wake up

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Naomi deserves better

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Maybe symphony should’ve let our headspace fall apart into madness

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Every time i get closer to wanting to kill myself the only thing holding me back is my headmates but at some point its going to happen when i cant hear them and im scared ill fucking kill all of us

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

My moms house was hell, and i feel like im worse off right now

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Ive been suffering for years, it feels like the last time i was truly safe was when my dad took me in

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

The last 4 times ive spiraled into worrying about what will happen if i lose this house or if things keep getting worse, ive had to fight off the urge to just kill myself before things get worse I dont feel safe around knifes anymore, ive genuinely had to step out of the front to let someone do it

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

I use his microwave to heat up food, god forbid i use the stove because apparently i need to be double checked just to make sure that a pizza pan doesn’t get a fucking crumb on it And meanwhile i have a fucking death counter looming over me with barely anyway to stop it right now

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home

Genuinely, im living with someone whos life goal right now is to seemingly cause as many fucking issues with me as possible and i think its just to get me to fucking fight him And im stuck, alone, having to use my phone to do anything (because the hotspot i pay for was never meant to last this long)

despite me doing ok, being incredibly brave and getting my blood drawn, and even having things to do im just at a fucking rutt when im at hone For context, for any not aware, ive gotten into a couple of verbal fights with my roommate, which has lead to me losing internet and feeling unsafe at home