Populus Ursus

Hi I'm Populus! I do 3D modeling, rigging and animation. You may have seen my stuff in TF2. Currently I make VTuber and VR avatars. Expect 3D tinkering and posts about my sona Chamomile. Info about comissions will be posted here! Socials and contact info: https://populus89.carrd.co

Apologies for slow DM replies. Had a surge in messages in the past week or so.

Sleep animation for the avatar

Model for @archeremberpelt.bsky.social

Wireless charging

Oh God shut up shut up shut up Saying this out loud is how you get furry cons swamped with loser tech bros and start up vultures The minute this knowledge goes mainstream, it stops working We're going to have to start an Ankh'morpork style furry guild to keep them out

Hip bump! Seems @exvarn.bsky.social and Cerin are bumping their wide hips~ Render and model created by the legendary @populus89.bsky.social

Summer may be over, but it's never too late to enjoy it anyway Josh's model just got a new bikini added it! Model and outfit by @populus89.bsky.social

#catcrumb

Among other things

lets take antidepressants together

My Cptsd is textbook. So much so the repeated teauma event happened on scheduled hours. And on either alternating days or every day. The only way I was able to tell if it's going to happen was by listening for a tiny difference in the way a door was opened.

Havent posted this anim here ( for @caaaarrrrll.bsky.social )

This little loop I animated for @a-bat.com

Shoutout to that one time I modded in egg in Half-Life: Alyx.

Model for @exvarn.bsky.social

I get two types - focal preserved consciousness seizure and absence seizures. Genuinely, unironically prefer the absence ones, just waking up 2 minutes later because holy shit feeling every awful feeling your mind is capable of all at once is just indescribable.

Apologies for slow DM replies. Had a surge in messages in the past week or so.

Lego Skylines, a city builder with Lego bricks, was just announced I need it so bad. Literally the second game in nearly 10 years I can't wait for since Space Marine 2.

The only fucking thing I regret from going no contact is that I didn't get my Bionicle collection first. But seriously no, going no contact is not just "an answer". It's not made on a whim, it's not even much of a choice. It takes more than a grudge. It means these people seriously fucked up.

Project Hail Mary is, for me, the best movie I've watched in maybe in 20 years. Me and @lavblueberry.bsky.social watched it right after the eclipse. It hit me right in the feels with the themes, the space, the science, everything just made me cry so many times.

Happy 810nicle day.

So few people can describe me beyond my work.

I am getting hit by the admiration creates distance thing very hard.

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I went no contact with my family 7 years ago. Today I found out my grandfather died 3 days ago. It's astounding how I don't feel anything at all. Grief? Sadness? Nothing. I have no emotional connection with them except seeing them as a threat to my safety.

@populus89.bsky.social be relaxing~

Patreon Not everything on the patreon is sussy ^^ sometimes people just want cute art!

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Dissociation

It's a déjà rêvé - "already dreamed" commonly associated with seizures. It hit me twice today and it completely knocked me off my feet. It's an incredibly horrifying experience and all I felt were my nightmares. NO doctor even MENTIONED something like that can happen. Fuck the neurologists here.

cute beach themed pfp doodles!

@sethra.cc as a zoombini

@sethra.cc as a zoombini