SageVoodoo (he/him/they)

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)

@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

#Twitchstreamer #disableddad #queer #Polyamorous #antiablism A Twitch streamer, disabled, stay at home dad, dirty socialist, cryptid cutiepie, queer delight, cyborg.

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SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

There is a pain that people rarely talk about. It's not an injury you can point to and say this is where it hurts. It's the pain of mourning a past you never got to have. It's the pain of mourning a future that never could have been. I love my mother more than life itself. She never loved me.

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SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

I strive every day to be for my children what my family never was. A safe place to land in times of trouble. I'm not perfect, and I have hurt them in ways I will never fully understand, but i'm here and we talk. I hug my children for no reason. I tell them I love them no matter what, and I mean it.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

I cant fix my brain. I can't fix my past. All I can do is be better for them than I was given, and i'm failing forward. It's messy. It's complicated. It hurts. Not because of anything my family has done, but because I am constantly confronted with how easy it would have been to love me.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

There is a pain that people rarely talk about. It's not an injury you can point to and say this is where it hurts. It's the pain of mourning a past you never got to have. It's the pain of mourning a future that never could have been. I love my mother more than life itself. She never loved me.

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SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

My wife suffers everytime the sound of her footsteps change. My children suffer every time they behave in a way that would have gotten me beaten or shamed. My boyfriend suffers everytime his need for quiet removes him from gathering and my brain focuses more on making everyone else comfortable.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

I suffer or injure someone nearly every day,because my brain is wired to believe that I am always one wrong step away from being abused, or abandoned. And yet, the thing my brain wants most in this world is to have my mother hold me, tell me that she loves me, and tell me that everything will be ok

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

There is a pain that people rarely talk about. It's not an injury you can point to and say this is where it hurts. It's the pain of mourning a past you never got to have. It's the pain of mourning a future that never could have been. I love my mother more than life itself. She never loved me.

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SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

When my brothers hung me from a doorknob by my underwear, my weeping was a bigger problem than their violence. When the beat me up and left me weeping on the floor, I was never offered medical care. I was told it was my fault that they wanted to hurt me.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

My past does not teach me about safety. It teaches me about pain. And because I relive those experiences every time I remember them, it continues to traumatize my every time I think about reaching out to the people that were supposed to love me unconditionally.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

There is a pain that people rarely talk about. It's not an injury you can point to and say this is where it hurts. It's the pain of mourning a past you never got to have. It's the pain of mourning a future that never could have been. I love my mother more than life itself. She never loved me.

SageVoodoo (he/him/they)
@sagevoodoo.bsky.social

I want to call her and tell her about how well her grandchildren are doing. I want to call and cry about the struggle of finding meds that help with my particular set of mental issues. I want to reach out to a safe place my family was supposed to provide me, but that place doesn't exist.

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Raider
@iwillnotbesilenced.bsky.social

Native Americans protested in Minneapolis today after the ICE abducted four Oglala Sioux Tribal Members. Three of them are still missing. (1/17|26)

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Rachel Maddow
@maddow.bsky.social

"Neighbors in neon vests dot the neighborhood... Information-sharing networks have been built. Residents have connected with non-profits and churches to deliver food to people who are locked in their homes out of fear. Resistance signs are everywhere..." www.liberalcurrents.com/so-hows-the-...

liberalcurrents.comSo, How’s the Occupation Going for You?What’s it like to live in America with a domestic military occupation? Minnesota has the answer.

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(GDQx) PT
@pleasantlytwstd.blacksky.app

I continue to stand on 'AI is rotting your brains.' When I was art director for Into the Motherlands, my artists got prompts from me that were anywhere from 3 lines to 4 paragraphs. All of them met our art needs no issue.

TONY GRAYSON 🗻@tonycomputerentertainment.com

Anyone who supports this is an embarrassment. "Instead of typing it out they'll generate their idea"? Are you insane? Call yourself whatever you want but you aren't creatives, that's for sure.

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Christopher Webb
@cwebbonline.com

ICE is going to get someone killed. This was outside 100 Montgomery in SF’s Financial District. If you needed proof these rookie hires aren’t trained, here it is. Real feds de-escalate. They call for backup. They don’t drag people down the street w/a car. Hope everyone’s OK. (Multi-angle footage)