Skye

Can someone better than me, remove & replace me? -can't even remember to go to my sister's birthday -constantly irritating (you don't know me irl if you think otherwise) -disgusting personality -gross body -will actually end up with dementia as I get older (all the early symptoms & signs are there)

Me: I wanna win the lottery... Also me: I hate gambling, it's so boring. *sets 15 reminders on phone to get a ticket while I'm not out for groceries but still forget*

learning that I am so rancid that people can't stand bringing me around their friends... further discovery that it's so caked into my core that it oozes out through all the patchwork and fixes and ducttape and even that dinosaur tape...

It's generally easy to spot malicious links by using one of the following methods. A) Hover your cursor over the button/link. You'll often see the web address (URL) show up at the bottom left of your browser. -------- Part 1/3

B) Right click (mouse), two finger tap (touchpad) or long-press (most phones) on the button/link. Select "copy link" and paste it into a notepad (or anywhere that isn't the web browser). -------- Part 2/3

Hard to stay depressed when I'm watching Kusunoki's Garden of Gods

In such a fucked mood because of how little light I cannsee anymore. My country (US) has a govt. full of genocidal maniacs. My finances are constantly in the negative. My car is falling apart. My house is falling apart (and it's still cheaper than renting). I'm stuck in a body I just can't with.

I'm not as brave as Richard, nor did I have as supporting of a family to truly be the person I am. My mom and most of my family, and even my best friend sees me as a man. I am stuck in this disgusting male form, forced to forever be a man for the rest of my life

*sighs*... I'm falling apart... It's like my brain is just losing parts. I can't explain it any other way. Losing interest in things... Forgetting what I was doing all the time... Solving problems and thinking keep taking longer and longer...