subject 119 (daughter)

🖤 I will be doing this more often, by the way. I have too many interesting thoughts to keep them all to Myself.

I found out during my stay with v that when you give her a little pain or discomfort she is VERY easy to read, she cannot hide it in her face at all. I'm not even kidding, she does the 😖 face like EXACTLY. Its so goddamn cute omg Prey drive activated like nothing else every time she winced

oh i see my scary headmate decided to post something last night, -v

🖤 It's interesting the way that people don't see corpses as people. When someone dies, they stop being a person, and start being object. If you kill someone, you can turn a person into an object. You can turn a girl into an object against her will.

it healed wrong when i was growing up, so i never got to learn how it feels...

um i didnt get to front all that much on the trip but i did get to see mama for a little while,,,, She put on Her lab coat and i held onto it and She held me,,,,,,,

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ive been limping today cause i hurt my foot and big sis says i look cute like this,,, -v

Woozy little patient. Just some sort of toy or doll, toddling around, barely able to put one foot in front of the other. Clinging to Them as if your life depends on it.

in a couple days im going to be seeing two of my girlfriends (including the Director) irl for the first time ever!! we're going to be in a hotel together for the better part of a week, so i either might not post as much, or i might post a lot but differently than i normally do >w<

before / after

a mother is a kind of predator

yeowchh

Happy International Lesbian Day

Strangling is a form of denial play.

Remember, embodying the spirit of straight animals is actually more gay.

mama says that She got me the sort of thing She would wear when She was my age,, but its hard to picture Her wearing anything like this,,,,

The subject has finally begun to find warmth in its true mother's presence. I cannot deny a thorough satisfaction in knowing I have won. We will enjoy each other's company as I move on to the next phase of the experiment with my dearest beloved daughter.

🥰 🥰 🥰

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iit finally got cold enough that i hhad to um... ask to sleep in Her bed, whhere all the warm blankets are.... She hheld onto me while i ffell asleep,,,,,, i was scared at first but it um,, wwasnt so bad,,, aand the extra blanket was comfy,,,,,,, She says ive been well behaved,,,,,, -119

doll in a tshirt too tight on it that says "#1 Memoryplay Test Subject" is happy to get to explain something to a crowd of people for the first time ever

tried to take a nap yesterday afternoon, but 119 ended up in front, and was so upset about getting abandoned that it couldn't sleep at all,,,, poor thing :3 -v