cloud bullier in 7r cope jail

cloud bullier in 7r cope jail

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Teeth any pronouns, 30, YAP place Im crazy here, maybe some wips but art on @icicleteeth.bsky.social

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Hello if you recognize me from main pls do not follow back thinking this is a normal side account this is my solitary confinement cell that I'll prob also use to share wips to but other than that it's cringe but free yap central here ๐Ÿ‘

Felt a single ounce of joy logging in to see Honey again and worked on personal stuff to not let that stupid nightmare keep me down, being Girl Who Is Going To Be Okay dot jpg and then friend I hung out with the other day msged they tested pos for cvid like damn okay my bad for feeling better lol

Sorry I'm really not one to treat my socmeds as a vent or journal (not cuz it's a bad thing to use them this way, it just isn't for me) like I'd rather just make dumb posts and wips but that dream last night got to me like I couldn't do anything all day ๐Ÿฅฒ

Ngl I had a dream last night about sharing something I put a lot of time and thought into was going out into a void and that I should give up and quit and tbh I've never had a dream like that, it's not even the most frightening thing you could dream of but it's affected me all day ๐Ÿฅฒ

All things considered, I'm pretty good at this not affecting me, I'm usually pretty content with whatever attention I've ever gotten on my artwork, but ig I'm in a uh. More complicated and messy and convoluted situation with something else that I can't share anywhere so it's been getting to me

Was going to be like Whaaaat people really worry about that?? Bc when I work w/ the same character/cmsioner multiple times I'm like My Liege ๐ŸงŽBut I do get it cuz my ass don't cm as much anymore bc of this same fear ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Like cleaning the sink and toilet is fine but the shower???? Or is it an outlier to deal with shared shower (cleaning stains I know I didn't make) + having a cat who LOVES the smell of bleach and cleaner like she has to be kept out of the bathroom when I clean at all costs bc she will go for it ๐Ÿšถ

Like I wish I could say it's just a bit that I do for laughs or to be unfunny in a new age Cringe And Free way like teehee I'm da food guy but unironically half of my comfort vids are abt food, either meme stuff or cooking vids and ofc everything Tasting History does, like I am really like this ๐Ÿšถ

I have phases where I stop buying orange juice and then I think "should buy some orange juice" and I fall in love again, orange juice must enter my holy collection of Best Foods (that are delicious but also joyous to draw) alongside eggs and hot coffee and grilled corn and rice ๐Ÿค”

A stranger once asked me how I got into ff7 and I just didn't answer it at all and that was probably rude but like. I didn't know how to succinctly tell the. Saga of dominoes that 10 yrs of being a ff7 and specifically Cloud hater went from an mtg card to the superfan that I am now ๐Ÿง

And the thing is I *remember* when I pulled his card too like I bought 6 packs with my friend who also bought 6 so not only was it extremely unlikely to have pulled the full art that I did, but it very easily could've been from a pack my friend bought like the universe really made this happen ๐Ÿšถ

Craaaazy that they made Eggs & Chips real bc I literally workshopped w my friend so much about what it is, how it's cooked, how it's enjoyed in the slums (like quite a bit bc ofc I care about this) only now for them to release this ๐Ÿ˜ญ Like we woulda came up with something off of this if we knew ๐Ÿ’”

Have to laugh remembering despite seeing it on official posts and literally printed on the ff7 commander deck's box, I saw Let's Mosey and just refused to believe it was real like nuh uh no way they let THE Mr. FF cool edgelord hawt anime protagonist say something so lame and silly. Giggles

My fear is people don't because a pretty big bag of them is dirt cheap still even today, and you know over the years you just learn to not be optimistic about anything, so my verdict is probably they are cheap bc people find them nasty or mid ๐Ÿ˜”

Hated it when I was a Hater (real) and still don't like it on principle as a Hater (affectionate) bc it's Top half Way-Too-Sleek-For-His-Income-Bracket vest with wolf shaped Is Pussy Home door hinge stapled to it, bottom half Farmer Brown Pant overalls like I can't take it seriously. I can't ๐Ÿ˜ž

I wonder how early the concept art of Cloud riding the chocobo is bc it's one of the only official arts where he looks happy right? Like clearly at some point in Cloud's development, it was decided this guy will not have anything to smile about (which. Yeah) ๐Ÿ˜”

My deep dark shameful secret is I'll probably never play Deltarune even though I loved Undertale bc I've always been the biggest wuss about horror adjacent things and couldn't sleep for a week bc of the force quit thing (yes I'm that much of a wuss) and I don't want to risk that happening again ๐Ÿ˜”

But also I have a personal unreasonable vendetta against that Spamton guy cuz Honey got called a Spamton look alike just bc of his eyes like I'm sorry I'm literally the only person on this earth who hasn't played Deltarune so it extra pmo to hear that ๐Ÿ˜ญ But I'm sure the game is amazing ๐Ÿ˜”

THE MONKEY'S PAW CURLED ON ME HELP

cloud bullier in 7r cope jail@swilldump.bsky.social

I know I'm inviting getting beat to death with hammers for greed they only speak about in the bible but I hope ff7 getting its own raid series doesn't mean we'll never get more (non intrusive, like how stb and shb did it, not like dt) references to it in msq and zones and such ๐Ÿ˜”