Sylvie Hates You

Sylvie Hates You

@sylvieseven.bsky.social

Also, fuck you

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I should just kill myself right now, I'm so fucking done with this. I hate you all. I hate me. I hate everything. Badbye, don't fucking dare respond to this with any kind of care, or I will hunt you down and murder you first, fuck you

I hate it. I hate it so much. I wish my anger alone could spread out like fire and burn it all to the ground, every man woman and child, I don't give a fuck, it's all shit, and I want it to end more than anything. It's all I want now.

Tempted to wax my legs so the hair will stay gone longer, which would probably actually be a long time since my leg hair seems to grow slower now. But then I would risk going Ultra Ingrown Hair Instinct, and I don't know if I can do it again.

Maybe making a comedy routine out of mocking conservatism and fascism actually guts the seriousness, and removes the fear and terror we SHOULD feel. While it's obvious why fascists would want Colbert's show to end, I can't help but feel that kind of routine really isn't reading the room right now.

This is really not the time to be making fun of it anymore. It's time to be doing something about it. It made sense, before the takeover, when everything wasn't so life and death, but now I feel it's lulling people into a false sense of security, that can just be laughed off.

Maybe it always was. Maybe that's always been the point. But either way, I'm awake now, and won't laugh off how serious this really is. It's no joke. It's not something to even make jokes about. It's like making Holocaust jokes, it's fucking wrong, and that's what's happening.

If you feel you are being in any way forced to "take part in a fetish", or "affirm a delusion" by using a chosen name or pronouns, you have only revealed your fetish or delusion. Leave us out of it, pervert. It's not about sex, and it's not mentally ill to be who you are or dress how you want.

I gift you a heart shaped pendant. You open the pendent to find two pictures of Babar, the cartoon elephant. You look confused, so I start to explain: "your long, droopy ears remind me of an elephant." As soon as the words leave my mouth, I know it was the wrong words. The relationship is over.

Just looking at my profile picture, which I think was only from a couple weeks ago, my under eye area has firmed up and lifted an incredible amount, wowza! I can definitely see the results, now. There are still visible bags, and they sometimes get dark, but they don't droop anywhere as low now.

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Only two major insecurities remain: teeth and hairline. The hairline thing might actually resolve itself, and I got an appointment for the dentist, so I am on the right track right now on the physical front. Although I would also like electrolysis for the grey facial hairs, and can't find one.

With those things done, I will consider my transition to be fully complete. My hairline and teeth issues are only because I spent so much time hopeless and doing nothing, not knowing I could transition, so I consider it part of the transition to fix.

Just looking at my profile picture, which I think was only from a couple weeks ago, my under eye area has firmed up and lifted an incredible amount, wowza! I can definitely see the results, now. There are still visible bags, and they sometimes get dark, but they don't droop anywhere as low now.

I've been taking my face skin care routine pretty seriously in general lately, and it's paying off big. I noticed today my face skin feels so much softer and smoother and healthier and thicker lately. Good things are happening in the skin and beauty department. 🥰

There's not enough umami flavor in this. "You want your mommy? I'm sorry, we can't help you with that." No, I need more umami flavor! "You need more of your mommy's flavor? That must be some mom you've got, I'd like to meet her myself!" 😩

I look forward to the day when my boobs are either big enough to start hanging below their starting point, or the areolas stop puffing out so much, because I hate the triangular looking boobs I see from my perspective. I feel like a real life Lara Croft from the PS1 Tomb Raider.

I finally have all of the ingredients together again that I can have tofu nuggies for dinner tomorrow, and I find myself looking quite forward to it. Maybe I'll lightly batter and bake some broccoli with it too, for a semi-healthy meal

Sylvie Hates You reposted

i spent all day yesterday, and some of today, being hounded by blue maga bcos i think gavin newsom is a prick. here he is jus outright stating he’s a fan of elon musk and thinks he’s a ‘genius’. this’s who newsom is: a corporate lackey. he doesn’t care about you. he cares about corporate bucks.

Vince Mancini@vincemancini.bsky.social

Acknowledging that the billionaire who did a Nazi salute at the inauguration isn’t a cool guy you want to be friends with seems like it should be the absolute minimum qualification for membership in the opposition party.

Sometimes, you gotta look back and see how far you've come. Something like 10 years ago, I was too shy and socially anxious to even write anything on social media or forums Now you can't shut me up! Which is a double-edged sword, because with outspokenness comes haters. But haters don't shut me up

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I just got to keep these things in mind. Most of this happened over the last 5 years. My progress has been slow in the moment, but steady and mostly forward over time. Social integration, having friends and relationships, still feels a long ways off. But so did what I have now, once.

Sometimes, you gotta look back and see how far you've come. Something like 10 years ago, I was too shy and socially anxious to even write anything on social media or forums Now you can't shut me up! Which is a double-edged sword, because with outspokenness comes haters. But haters don't shut me up

I used to be scared to go into a store alone. I'm not going to lie, I still struggle with leaving my apartment in general, but when I do, it really doesn't make any difference as to what I'm doing, going in a store and talking to a cashier for a purchase isn't any harder than walking down the street

I hate that any idiot can just write and publish a book, like a politician. Or that they can hire a ghost writer, and pretend it was them, because they have some political agenda to sell and are using their life story to sell it.

I don't think there are any active electrolysis places in my city anymore. Either that, or they have all erased their existence from the internet for reasons I cannot fathom. They used to exist, and had webpages. The business listings are all weird circular references to outdated information.

"I am Atma. I am pure energy and as ancient as the cosmos. Feeble creatures, die!" I love Final Fantasy 6, and I love this boss in particular and it's unique boss music. What I do not love is the lack of lore or meaning behind encounters like this. There's one NPC that mentions it, and that's it.

When I see a notification disappear before I check it, I always think, "oh, another mutual has blocked me after angrily responding and I will never see it or know why..." I know it's probably not that, but my brain seeks explanations.

I was wondering why the detection looked so fragmented, and California was going nuts, but that's just where the American earthquake sensors are, obviously, and California has really made the effort to know what's going on tectonicly, so good on them.

This is what I fear. Why did I choose to move back to an island on top of the world's worst modern earthquake, just waiting to happen? I'm somewhere near that yellow dot. To the west of me, the world cracks and breaks. I need off this doomed island. Letmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeout!

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All of this started because I felt what might have been a mini earthquake earlier. Or it could have just been something in the building. Which brings me to my next fear: How sturdy and earthquake proof is this apartment building, really? I don't think I stand a good chance on the middle floor.

This is what I fear. Why did I choose to move back to an island on top of the world's worst modern earthquake, just waiting to happen? I'm somewhere near that yellow dot. To the west of me, the world cracks and breaks. I need off this doomed island. Letmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeout!

This is a really, really stupid place to live. I love the natural beauty of the area, but no one is prepared, or will know what to do, or where to go. Myself included. Most people probably don't even realize that a major earthquake will be followed by a serious tidal wave.