ZeeCiBee

ZeeCiBee

@zeecibee.bsky.social

Kobold and bondage artist 28 🔞18+ only, minors will be blocked🔞 Hit me up if you want a commission!!

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Anyone know how to fix this? Refreshing just gets me a new request ID. It seems like I only get to use DA for like 2-3 minutes at a time before I'm stuck here for 20 damn minutes. I cleared out my cache too and it worked right up until I logged in then it started again

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I was tempted to pirate HP, curiosity and all that. But @jessiegender.bsky.social is right - think of the amount of times HBO commented on GOT leaks and downloads, just as an example. They DO track these things, and even that drives interest. Let this show die. Trans people deserve better.

Feels like anytime I try to make any art for myself I seem to just freeze completely. Like comms are one thing but doing art for myself or patreon somehow feels 10 times harder and I don't know why

Been taking some time off. Any art I do is just throwaway doodles but otherwise it turns out I had mold on the windows so I been taking care of that and this dust good lord so much dust XD

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"They're not misunderstanding the film; they're co-opting a message"

Marlow Stern@marlownyc.bsky.social

‘The Matrix’ creator Lilly Wachowski on J.K. Rowling and the new ‘Harry Potter’ series: “She is funding trans genocide. J.K. Rowling funds trans genocide, full stop. So, if you support ‘Harry Potter,’ you’re supporting trans genocide.” variety.com/2026/tv/feat...

I like to think I've worked hard and tried as hard as I can to do what I've managed to do. But it really sucks to hit a wall and know that all the people around me would tell me I'm not trying hard enough if I dared showed any sign that I'm really struggling right now.

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Not being able to do any art sucks as is but I've not taken on any new comms and my Patreon has dropped to it's lowest point in years so I got that extra shit on top of everything else... im tired as hell

I like to think I've worked hard and tried as hard as I can to do what I've managed to do. But it really sucks to hit a wall and know that all the people around me would tell me I'm not trying hard enough if I dared showed any sign that I'm really struggling right now.

Trying to manage ADHD symptoms solo has been such a monstrous struggle, so much. The amount of strategies and techniques I've implemented and eventually fail to maintain is maddening. But so much also needs to be done in secret cause the people around me think it's all bs. Fuck me I guess

I'm tired as hell. Sitting in my room trying not to breakdown after struggling to do much of anything at all. Not for a lack of trying either. Sometimes it feels like I'm not trying but I think I am? But am I really? I don't even know anymore or if I've just been coasting this whole time

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sorry to resurrect this like a week later but i've slowed down the footage here and like. lines genuinely appear out of nowhere, the footage is just too choppy and too fast to make it clear. most obvious example is at about 40 seconds with the big hair line but it's all over the place when slowed.

Ashe, the Unknowing🔞@magicxmc.bsky.social

anyway fortunately discord has seemingly not realized the post is deleted yet. smile.

I went full time doing this because I reckoned it would be a great way to make a living and get me out of a bad job but now I'm earning less then I had when I started, my life feels like a joke, and the idea of having to find a job fills me with so much dread... like I kinda just fucked myself here

Art's the only thing i've ever been even remotely good at but clearly not good enough and now i'm a chud, pushin 30 living with my parents with no real future prospects. The worst part is the self awareness. Like I can do stuff but I simply dont.... like how does this happen?

I honestly thought sleep would help with my mood and mindset but I've instead done fuck all. Like straight up no energy to do anything because I don't think anything would help. I've spent years trying to break that doomer mindset but it always creeps in yknow