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I genuinely feel this way every day. I hope the younger freaks see me hobbling around at 49 and go, "yep, I can get there."

After an especially bad day that left me feeling really down, I ended up walking behind a woman wearing a t-shirt that said something along the lines of “you’ve made the world a better place with your existence”

Thanks. I look forward to getting into my 40s and being like: “Hey, remember that time when my own ass literally tried to murder me?” I can’t laugh at that yet. I really want too.

No it feels terrible at this point, I get it. I didn’t believe anyone about the light at the end of the tunnel. And chemo fucking sucks. But you’ll have good days and bad. And there is a life beyond. Keep the gallows humor even when you can’t laugh at it. It helps.