ardee

ardee

@ardee.bsky.social

soup-minded, coffee brewing rhythm game player. aka expcake on other platforms. 日本語を勉強しています。

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lately it feels like i’m more desperately fighting the urge to tear everything with my face, name, and existence down

if someone asked me a few years ago what i would do if i met my own clone i probably would have fucked it but if i met it today i would probably beat it to death with hammers

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After years of laying the groundwork, MAGWest has finally popped off. Attendance is up something wild like ~40% over last year. It's great to see this event thriving and its community forming

once again having that “little faith in humanity” moment again and when combined with those thoughts i am having again of “i find it hard to trust/forgive”, i am yet again feeling pretty distressed about it. again.

it’s nice how the habits you develop are often inherited from the people you love, which makes it all the more devastating when you still have habits from people who are long gone from your own life. i can only hope that someone sees those habits of mine and associates them with happiness.