Blonde ⭐ Mrs. Self Destruct | Resurrection Arc

Also if anyone is still on X, please yell at Support on my behalf to take these appeals seriously. Apparently that's an option & I'm not risking a new account for bAn eVaSiOn nonsense 🤷🏼‍♀️ It's not my email address on my account anymore, someone has my data and who knows what else 😡 I've got receipts!

Please help & share! During my online absence my X/Twitter was hacked (email changed) so it's in permanent read-only mode. I've submitted 4 appeals now. I had GameDev testimonials/references in my DMs which are hard to access & locate w/my .js data OR missing now if they've since left the platform.

I'm reaching out for anyone to get in touch with me with feedback for the play testing/QA work I've done on your game (written, streamed) so that I can get back up and running again with my new PC with bonafide reviews, I'd really appreciate it. I had more than 10 in my DMs, now I'm finding TWO ;(

I've had a hell of a week. Tuesday night I ended up in the ER & admitted overnight -my HR that couldn't get above ~48bpm and kept dropping whenever I sat. I'm thankfully ok, got taken off beta blockers 👏🏼 My week and mood improved with some warmer temperature and yard work 🌱 finally had a great (1/6)

just hug someone & see a friendly face. I see my husband everyday, so there's some daily human contact, but I really miss my family & friends in Aus. Life happens, I get it, but I'm internally screaming that my social life lives in text messages 100% of the time. Yet I used to thrive this way (5/6)

I've had a hell of a week. Tuesday night I ended up in the ER & admitted overnight -my HR that couldn't get above ~48bpm and kept dropping whenever I sat. I'm thankfully ok, got taken off beta blockers 👏🏼 My week and mood improved with some warmer temperature and yard work 🌱 finally had a great (1/6)

I had a great time! BUT (there's always a but) a friend I hadn't seen in 6 or 7 years was also there, and I reached out to see them so I could say a quick hi - sadly that wasn't feasible, but I just felt my eyes well up immediately when I read the message. Since moving here I've struggled with (3/6)

I've had a hell of a week. Tuesday night I ended up in the ER & admitted overnight -my HR that couldn't get above ~48bpm and kept dropping whenever I sat. I'm thankfully ok, got taken off beta blockers 👏🏼 My week and mood improved with some warmer temperature and yard work 🌱 finally had a great (1/6)

Apparently getting COVID and embarking on a soul pilgrimage makes the internet disappear for a while ;) so uh, hi! 👋🏼 it's been a minute. I turned 40 last Friday 😬 so here's a 🖼️ from my quiet celebration. I've lots to report back on about the last year (in due course) 🤘🏼 What's new bsky?

..and yes, I absolutely saw @nin.com back in August in Chicago. Next month I'll be in St Louis for more - right beside the B-Stage and I cannot fkn wait! Current world events make me want to completely shut down and hide, but concerts are my salvation and I have to make good memories while I can 🥹

I must do better with putting the social back in social media 😤 tbh I have no idea what I'm doing anymore 😆 is bsky still chill or do I need to stay in one lane for interests of mine? What I have been doing: Writing lotsss ✅ Waiting on a new computer ✅ Going to shows🤘🏼✅ Getting health on track ✅

That being said, once covid is done wrecking my energy, I'll be back to doing more writing, more streaming, more art, more reading, learning to garden, more exercise, etc. I'm done with surviving, it's time to enjoy things again and start living my goddamn life🤘🏼

Most ppl who know me are familiar with the lore of my family (or lack of) and my rocky upbringing, normalized family violence, being raised by my oldest brother as a teen etc. The past few months especially has seen a massive 180⁰ and a lot of old trauma has been worked through and things that were

I'll be 40 next birthday, so I just want to have this divide and deception put to bed, some truth on the table, and be able to share my story. My narrative has been told by others since I was 5, and that's a horrific reality to realize and face. It's cost my home, my identity, my name, and my life

Most ppl who know me are familiar with the lore of my family (or lack of) and my rocky upbringing, normalized family violence, being raised by my oldest brother as a teen etc. The past few months especially has seen a massive 180⁰ and a lot of old trauma has been worked through and things that were

once impossible are reaching a healing point. I never thought I'd be able to speak with BOTH brothers again, and currently waiting on possibly speaking with my dad again - another situation I never thought would be possible. I'm possibly opening up a new can of hurt with this, but I have to try