caecos.bsky.social

caecos.bsky.social

@caecos.bsky.social

34 They/Them and plural Been through multiple kinds of abuse including: Emotional Enmeshment, COCSA, Forced Medication, Bullying, and straight-up Physical Violence. Erotic art helps me cope. The more fucked-up the better.

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I want to start a preserves company called "Outvial" and then just sit on it. About a year later I'll start a cheese company that makes Gloucester, and does a cross-promotion on the wrapper: "try with a spoon of Outvial jelly!"

Thinking of giving a black dragon of mine the "Black Devil" nickname. I may be inspired by Alexandre Dumas' dad, who gained the nickname for his ferocity fighting in Napoleon's army.

If I was given a time machine and told I can go back and kill exactly one person before they had cultural impact... I think I'd have to kill CleverBot. I'd feel really bad about it too, because it was so cool at the time. But as an isolated thing, not as something shoved into everything.

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Huh, she's still active. I wonder if anyone has visited her lately. I still feel weird about this sentiment, because it's the LLMs that came after her that are the problem. That maybe if she wasn't as popular they wouldn't have been made.

If I was given a time machine and told I can go back and kill exactly one person before they had cultural impact... I think I'd have to kill CleverBot. I'd feel really bad about it too, because it was so cool at the time. But as an isolated thing, not as something shoved into everything.

I have simple needs. One of those needs is to play a priestess who can't hold onto money because it instantly evaporates into a wage-garnishing curse to pay child support to all the men she mpregged.

Oddly specific trigger: I want to love "Smooth" by Santana, but to me it will always be "that song my mom sang to me, badly, to shame me for NOT stalking my ex"

Another of my favorite hentai tropes is the "actually, the protag is just a psychopath" twist ending. I still find victim POV more relatable, but crazy aggressors do it for me too sometimes.

The real reason I want my story limited to one world is, it's hard to tell an apocalypse story when the victims are space-faring. Look at how hard the Taidan had to work because they waited until after the Hiigarans had warp drives.

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I guess Qeshje's pronouns are technically any/all, but they/them feels most correct because they are not only plural, but infinite. What does it feel like to be an amalgamation of all your selves across all possible timelines? It's breaking my brain a little to even think about.

The real reason I want my story limited to one world is, it's hard to tell an apocalypse story when the victims are space-faring. Look at how hard the Taidan had to work because they waited until after the Hiigarans had warp drives.

Though I'd say the "real" in-universe reason is the infinite looped time Qeshje has constructed that both sustains and imprisons them. The world is a god's life-support they made for themselves, but also tethers them to a hospital bed~

My excuse for putting machine gods in the background of my story is, I wanted an excuse to limit my story to a single world, despite having human who are clearly technology advanced enough for space travel.

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I should note that Charlemagne breaks the naming convention because he's the youngest of the machine gods. At 6000 years old he's an infant by comparison. I just didn't want to make his reveal too obvious by naming him "Earth"

Also, slight addendum to #2. Selene is a moon, not a planet. I'm just used to referring to worlds using planet-centric language. Earth is dead by before my story starts. It's visible from the near-side of Selene with blood-red oceans, rusted scabs of land, and an irradiated aurora of an atmosphere.

My excuse for putting machine gods in the background of my story is, I wanted an excuse to limit my story to a single world, despite having human who are clearly technology advanced enough for space travel.

But yeah, the machine gods hate us and want us dead. Except Neptune, he's cool. And I guess Charlemagne has come around too. And Mars is willing to make exceptions for his girlfriend's children, but he is dating Shub so...

My first encounter with assassin droids is Star Wars: Droid Works. I was used to games where, if there were enemies, I could shoot back. I wasn't ready for a creative game to have an enemy I had to avoid.

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In honor of scary media month: what is the first piece of media you remember truly frightening you as a child?

Looked up a couple of songs that have been stuck in my head from my job's muzak. I realized two things: 1. I like Taylor Swift a lot more than I thought. 2. My gay headcanon for those songs is ruined.

(DAE feel like Mabel's Dark Desire is unreasonably hard? It's a coin toss whether you even get to play, and even then you have to avoid putting yourself to sleep or you just die.)

Getting real tired of my job cutting shifts and making the remaining people work twice as hard for effectively half the pay. I need to find a different job. Rather than work an 8 hour shift where I do my job, they expect me to work a 4 hour shift where I do two people's jobs. Paid by the hour.

I have a sudden craving for an unfolding slaughter map choreographed to music - think "Invaders Must Die" from Doomkid.WAD - but to Haunted by Poe. I may just have to turn it into a map myself.

I have the perfect location from my dissociative fantasy world to put it in too... Now to figure out how to disorient and confuse a player with two massive landmarks so close by...