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Had to make a painful decision adding someone to my blocklist today. Then I think about how a group of people have been stalking and harassing me for 16 months because I broke up with one of their friends 3 years ago, and I remember exactly why I can't reason with any of them.

On the other hand, the pain of finding out people weren't who you thought they were is nothing compared to the joy of never having to interact with them ever again.

Last night, I saw people posting about furries who falsely accuse others of crimes, and how false allegations make things harder for real victims. The people who said that are right. It made me realise I'm not being loud enough about my own experience of being falsely accused of stalking last year.

I found out Aster was doing this to punish me for breaking up with my abusive ex-boyfriend, who was a friend of his. qhstec abused me, blackmailed me every time I tried to leave, and I eventually broke up with him, in April 2022. I blocked him in May last year. The next day, the harassment started.

Last night, I saw people posting about furries who falsely accuse others of crimes, and how false allegations make things harder for real victims. The people who said that are right. It made me realise I'm not being loud enough about my own experience of being falsely accused of stalking last year.

Aster blocking and accusing me of stalking him came completely out of the blue. I had come back from visiting his boyfriend in Sweden months prior, had bought them a new TV and paid for day trips to Norway and Denmark, and they repaid me by begging all our mutual friends to cut off contact with me.

Last night, I saw people posting about furries who falsely accuse others of crimes, and how false allegations make things harder for real victims. The people who said that are right. It made me realise I'm not being loud enough about my own experience of being falsely accused of stalking last year.

One thing I haven't acknowledged until recently is how much my brain fog has got worse in the last few years. Even little things like my talking speed, or how long it takes me to understand what people are saying to me. I'm slower than I used to be. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little worried.

I'm gonna try drawing from time to time, and see if I'm still drawing by this time next year. 1.

People have been checking up on me on Discord while I've been recovering, and I wanted to say thank you. I've been feeling a little better each day. I really feel like I have friends who care about me, and want to see me get better. Knowing they've been on my side the whole time keeps me going. 🐺💕

This has helped a lot these last few months especially. The Discord messages here and there asking how I've been, sending me things to watch, or even just knowing you're a message away, helps me feel connected. I'm starting to feel more confident talking again and I'm always open to more requests.

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Before May, Aster and I had been close friends for years. Some of our mutual friends, I had been around for over a decade. They were my inner circle of friends. A few weeks ago, I was made aware of false allegations he was making against me in private, as well as in this vague post. I trusted him.

To top it off, the "alt" accounts Aster is talking about are: - someone with the same voice as me. - someone who I don't think is even from the UK. - my .bsky.social account I was only using to namesquat. Some friends of theirs did contact me about this, so I know they've been harassing them, too.

Before May, Aster and I had been close friends for years. Some of our mutual friends, I had been around for over a decade. They were my inner circle of friends. A few weeks ago, I was made aware of false allegations he was making against me in private, as well as in this vague post. I trusted him.

Aster and I stayed in touch for a month after. His boyfriend and I had a meetup in Sweden planned, so I flew over for a break. Aster told me I could rejoin his server when I felt better, and left me an invite so I could rejoin. Before I did, I contacted him on Discord to let him know I was around.

Before May, Aster and I had been close friends for years. Some of our mutual friends, I had been around for over a decade. They were my inner circle of friends. A few weeks ago, I was made aware of false allegations he was making against me in private, as well as in this vague post. I trusted him.