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He is over me using him as my audience for this edition of musical roulette - heavily featuring Hadestown and Rent

Something something never wanted something became needed - this has been lazy depressed posting with E.

No person #27 I am not the ticket person OR the drag performer point person - I'm just here to table for a nonprofit...please stop asking me questions, I am not involved in this event.

I love that moment when you have a major realization doing something mundane. Anywho, gonna talk to my doctor about the fact my depression is worse than before...so that's neat.

Wife said we needed to have one productive day this weekend - so today we've hit 3 stores, she is currently cleaning the carpet upstairs, while I've unpacked 6 boxes and put several more in long term storage

I have made my impact on this award committee by being that one person who HATED a particular title.

What do you mean I'm getting married in 2 months?

If it weren't for the crippling social anxiety I would have been a truly insufferable theater kid

Sitting in the Walmart auto center and the Vengaboys, We Like to Party is on the store radio. This is my personal hell.

We are surrounded by so much love it's physically overwhelming.

Congrats you made it to Denver 24 minutes early! Now you're gonna sit on the tarmac for 45 minutes...

Why yes, I know I do.

Me: I will give myself at least 3 years off of school before I start thinking about my PhD Also me: Requests information about a PhD program

I hope that young woman bankrupts Cornell University.

God I love laundromat drama

Not Madonna and Charli XCX releasing a song together, excuse me I need to go find my Chinese Laundry heels...

First round wedding invitations went out - immediate family, "have things to do in the wedding" folks, and CLOSE friends. It is taking every ounce of self control not to text everyone on the list asking if they got it yet...

Send help, been a hot second since I've been high and I forgot I can feel time

Reached the absolute best part of Government Documents today - paper maps folder and shoved into princeton files. /s

I am 98% sure one of the announcers for Sunday Night Football made a reference to curling...

Once a coward, always a coward.

man he cant equip that shit hes a cleric not a wizard. this DM sucks

Great news - hair and makeup trial for the impending wedding was a success, I am, as I have known, hot as fuck.

How stressed have I been? Well, I considered smoking again...so there is that

Other duties as assigned, horse assembly.

What do you mean I'm getting married in 3 months?

Just spent 25 minutes talking about the romance genre as an "expert" - we talked tentacles, Amish Cancer Romance, quivering members, the whole gamut really.

I really need social media to stop reminding me that September is National Suicide Prevention Month. Trust me, I know.

Oy vey as my Rabbi would say

Not the wife putting on the Prince of Egypt because she knows how much I love this movie 😭

Moose doesn't know much...thats it thats the post

Am I having an adverse reaction to the upping of my medication? Probably. If anyone needs me I will be in bed feeling disconnected from my body.

Just turn those anxious racing thoughts into a throughline

Things I got this week that were unexpected.

First Dolly, now Tim Curry? Truly an awful week for queer freaks. (It's me I'm queer freaks)

Live life for music and books and doing what's right for kids Like Dolly Parton would do 💜 imaginationlibrary.com

Moose is NOT a fan of the outside (don't worry he was in the enclosure for no more than 5 minutes before going back inside)

I can't keep living like this.

Nothing like watching military aircraft doing wild shit

Therapist: so we should explore options for treatment resistant depression... Me: are you saying I've got some super SARS like virus but mentally? Therapist: ...........no

Love having to sprint across the Denver Airport

Off to a great start on the return trip home - got to my gate and the first flight is delayed 😑

As if KC knew what I missed the most, woke up to a thunderstorm shaking the house 😌

Niece is coloring me a picture while telling me all about the mountains I took her to...

Yall I am so tired

Send help - we are stuck on the plane due to delay after we had been boarded for at least another 45 minutes and my headphones have stopped working in the right ear.

How delayed will my second flight be? Probably a lot.

Shout out to the person I was driving behind with the bumpersticker that said Magneto was right.