leuki 🏳️‍⚧️

leuki 🏳️‍⚧️

@leuki.bsky.social

puppygirl gender-in-a-blender little creature makes silly gaming videos with friends | Θ∆ | acespec | she/it

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yeah i think today's flare up got way worse i genuinely feel in agony, and dizzy, and breathless, and my heart feels like its gonna explode im trynna make myself sleep now but god i hate this illness like wdym "yeah we are just gonna make it so ur body tries to kill itself constantly uwu" 😭

this will be the LAST week at my job... to reaffirm everything that has happened: - im chronically ill - i had reasonable adjustments i requested including a seat behind the tills (to avoid fainting/pain/fatigue), leeway of 5-10 mins in case of sickness-related illness, and some others

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to this end, i will be trying to stream more as well and donations, subs, or watch time/sharing during these streams and videos is most welcome i will be getting some monetary assistance while searching for a job (for rent and basic amenities), but donations will help me afford food, medicine, etc.

again im sorry for the long thread but i want everyone to be aware of my situation and that i tried everything possible to hold on to this job it is heartbreaking to lose another job this year, i just want to be able to survive but i wont let this break me, i will get back into software/game dev

this will be the LAST week at my job... to reaffirm everything that has happened: - im chronically ill - i had reasonable adjustments i requested including a seat behind the tills (to avoid fainting/pain/fatigue), leeway of 5-10 mins in case of sickness-related illness, and some others

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this is not a job im safe in at all, and despite all best attempts to come to an arrangement i have been refused to be treated like a human being who has needs as such i will need to take my leave due to my worsening health both physically and mentally to focus on getting a better job

to be clear i am not giving up on working, but i need a job that i can actually SAFELY do (like going back into software engineering/game dev) this job involves (pretty significant) physical labor, direct contact with customers with no hygiene standards, and genuine risk of physical harm to myself

this will be the LAST week at my job... to reaffirm everything that has happened: - im chronically ill - i had reasonable adjustments i requested including a seat behind the tills (to avoid fainting/pain/fatigue), leeway of 5-10 mins in case of sickness-related illness, and some others

- all of my reasonable adjustments were refused bar a temporary drop to 16hr/week which has now been bumped up to full-time hours - i have been witness to violent fights between customers (traumatic), threatened by customers, intimidated constantly, sexually harassed, and left feeling scared

- also my previous manager (who was kind and tried to let things slide as he knew i was sick) passed away from a heart attack - and sadly the transphobic comments were not limited to just customers, some other staff have made very peculiar comments regarding it

gf and me are watching jacob fucking jones smoke five brothers tobacco out a cigarette while i paint my nails and shes making zombie noises while he tries to get a thumbnail 😭😭😭 🧟‍♀️🧟‍♀️🧟‍♀️

daily reminder that using the term "degenerate" is a nazi terminology rooted in eugenics which is an inherently evil and dark pseudoscience that pushes racism, antisemitism, anti-LGBTQ+, and ableism to a genocide-level degree please stop using that fucked up term, you are not cool, you are a nazi

jeremy cunt back at it again with killing people in the UK not exactly new for the absolute wolves den that is parliament but hey, good to know undiagnosed ASPD still runs rampant in the upper 1% (love my ASPD girlies btw ur lovely 🤍 - these men who want only to destroy our world however are not)

The i Paper @theipaper.com

“Healey should remove anxiety and depression as a reason to claim benefits and offer people treatment instead. It would be better for the individuals and a fraction of the cost.” Read more: trib.al/cxsKwxw

reminder that fascist dickheads in power are sad because they are unfuckable little pipsqeaks and so they decide to launch a crusade against independent women in an effort to enslave us all this is rape culture at the higher level by the way, men who cant take no for an answer ACAB includes CEOs

“Palantir cofounder and CEO Alex Karp states ‘AI will undermine the influence of highly educated, often female voters and give it to working class men. We have feminine energy running our cities and our courts,’ he complained.”

24/10/26 supine-to-standing test: 5 mins between each reading lying read 1: 116/69 78bpm, O2 97% read 2: 117/72, 67bpm, O2 97% standing read 1: 127/96, 114bpm, O2 89% read 2: 134/91, 101bpm, O2 98%

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The way liberals treat trans people makes much more sense when you take into account they consider social transitioning "full time drag" and medical transition a luxury

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aight well, had an urgent appointment this morning and three things are happening: - autoimmune testing as my symptoms fit likely systemic autoimmune disorder (eg. SLE) - cardiology re-referral for POTS testing (again) /w tilt table test - follow up TSH tests after levothyroxine & check haemoglobin

aight well, had an urgent appointment this morning and three things are happening: - autoimmune testing as my symptoms fit likely systemic autoimmune disorder (eg. SLE) - cardiology re-referral for POTS testing (again) /w tilt table test - follow up TSH tests after levothyroxine & check haemoglobin

for context it took me almost three years to get here ^~^ oh and ofc they keep trying to suggest i stop HRT as if itll fix everything (fun fact it wont) :3 but i not gonna would rather die 🤍🏳️‍⚧️ cant transphobia ur way out of this one doctorrr !! oh and btw i want to live, im not suicidal 🤍

feel like sadly in this world as a trans woman saying "im not suicidal" is so important because you just dont know who is gonna try and murder you ^~^ anyway i love u all 🤍

aight well, had an urgent appointment this morning and three things are happening: - autoimmune testing as my symptoms fit likely systemic autoimmune disorder (eg. SLE) - cardiology re-referral for POTS testing (again) /w tilt table test - follow up TSH tests after levothyroxine & check haemoglobin

i have hypothyroidism which i take levothyroxine for (recent diagnosis) there are concerns about low haemoglobin levels.. some of my symptoms include: major fatigue, difficulty eating solid food, debilitating joint pain, dizziness esp when standing, persistent tachycardia (w/ postural symptoms)

spasms, increasingly frequent bouts of confusion and dissociation, and cannot stand up for long periods of time without pain & dizziness & passing out/falling over also hypersensitivity to light, frequent headaches and migraines, nausea, rashes during flareups, hypersensitivity to temperature

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a vote for leuki is a vote for anarchy

on a positive note a lovely recruiter from a games company is helping me improve my portfolio n stuff so maybe i can turn things around lovelies 🫂🤍

leuki 🏳️‍⚧️@leuki.bsky.social

okay well, yet another job i was really betting on has decided to refuse me for no discernible reason other than my transness and disabled status my current job as a cashier is killing me - i literally will have to quit soon due to that fact until this fascist regime is dead ig i cant work

also no its not okay to ask if im israeli just because im jewish thats really weird.. yikes this has really made me so uncomfortable

leuki 🏳️‍⚧️@leuki.bsky.social

atheism is cool, so is theism.. what isnt cool is forcing your beliefs on others that means its not cool if you force people to adhere to theistic principles and its also not cool if you try and abolish religion shouldnt be controversial, apparently it is ! AnSoc/Com includes jews & muslims 🫂🤍✊🕎☪️

atheism is cool, so is theism.. what isnt cool is forcing your beliefs on others that means its not cool if you force people to adhere to theistic principles and its also not cool if you try and abolish religion shouldnt be controversial, apparently it is ! AnSoc/Com includes jews & muslims 🫂🤍✊🕎☪️

u really cannot claim to be a leftist and then harass religious folks for existing/believe in anti-theism & abolition of religion, literally part of the fascist agenda ! the nazis did this ! u can have valid critiques of religion, u cannot push to ban religion and call yourself a revolutionary ! ✊