Mami Dearest

I used to be a metal head and now that I’m grown I’ve metamorphosed into an elder goth

I may be older but very also lived through and enjoyed most of the coolest eras in modern history

My biggest problem is that I’m VIP stuck in a gen pop world

As an intuitive, my guides send me messages through music. youtu.be/91YgAIVSfbs?...

As a woman, you have to know your worth and stand by it even when people try to bring you down.

I declined an invitation to attend the gala of the year for my region, for free, because I’m tired of all the fake assess and clout chasers. Then I saw all the pictures of people I know who went and I felt like I made a mistake. Standing ten toes down isn’t easy

Hey kids at concerts, put the banana costume away. It was tolerable before it became a way to take attention away from the band. Now it’s straight up lame. I’m fucking old and I’ve been to hundreds of shows where the self expression was lit af. This new shit is whack. The end

My problem is that I’ve always been a nerd. I’ve always been different even if it wasn’t noticeable from the outside. I think too much and I talk myself out of a lot of things. My silence was my safety. But maybe I was too safe.

Two weeks ago we had to put my Roxy girl to sleep and my heart still hurts so much right now. I miss her so much 💔

everyone eventually realizes that time is our most valuable currency

The most violent people you know are not getting plucked off the street on their way to work, they are the ones in tactical gear with their faces covered preying on people as they try to live their normal lives

I have a confession to make, guys. I haven’t listened to either of the latest Deftones albums, not Ohms or Private Music. I’m just not the same person anymore Or maybe they’re not the same band I fell in love with You know how this goes

The only people making money right now are the people with lots of money. The ones who control the media. The media keeps gaslighting us by saying the economy is great when we know it isn’t. All the dummies listen to the media and keep us trapped in this cycle. How much longer can we live this way?

When I was 20 I walked up towards the front door of my high school friend’s door and Shavo and Darren walked out of the house right passed me. The Roadrunner days and the height of nu-metal

I don’t care what anyone says TURNSTILE IS SUCH A VIBE

Friday morning vibe youtu.be/6EjZF88vqNU?...

I wish we were better strangers.

Chicano hardcore has got my back

Hey baby, wake up, I made you a pop tart.

*blows you a kiss with my middle finger

I’m actually holding on by a thread

Pass the Billionaire tax and make these rich dudes pay a premium to enjoy this beautiful state. If they don’t like it they can join the current exodus to Idaho and let us figure out that they don’t actually do anything productive for California

You can’t bring me out of concert retirement. You’re not turnstile

I’m fighting off bouts of existential crises by acknowledging that consciousness doesn’t end when you die, it just moves on to the next dimension

Sometimes you really want people to be fun but they just can’t live up to the hype

I thought my somber mood was just in my head but then the cat came over decided I needed her presence Who needs acupuncture when you have a cat making biscuits on your bare arm

The National Museum of African American History and Culture is such an important institution. I believe all Americans should visit and learn about this nation’s history.

Take a breath Leave a breath

I’m nice but I’m not your savior Save yourself and find me when you’re healed

I feel the weight lifting off my shoulders, person by person And I’ve never felt better

I miss phones with cords but mostly for the kink.

Apparently admitting you like dick is harder than admitting you are a dick.

We wouldn’t be in this mess if most people accepted that the GOP are evil murderers we shouldnt tolerate at all.

Psychologists call it Reaction Formation and it can be found in nearly every "conservative": www.simplypsychology.org/reaction-for...

We wouldn’t be in this mess if most of the GOP just admitted that they were gay

I run a food program. Most people are grateful. Sometimes, entitled people experience a side effect of our limited funding and resources and instead of reaching out to us for clarification, they go directly to elected representatives to complain about how horrible we are Communication is key

“False face must hide what the false heart doth know.” Macbeth

Herb is my medicine. Joy is my resistance.

I feel like I’m in alignment with my purpose, but I just miss music so damn bad

Don’t text them, you’re just bored

I work hard and I really want to play hard too

Can we lowkey go into business together and combine our natural abilities to make some good money or nah