I'm just here to talk to a wall about whatever latest minor inconvenience is annoying me at the moment. Emotional about Digimon, suffering from Severe One Piece Brainrot, Overwatch too.
Alright I feel normal enough I should be able to get back to work tomorrow-- would've done so today but. I uhm. I bought an antique wardrobe and it's being delivered tomorrow so we had to disassemble my old closet and move a fuck ton of shit around to make room. Don't look at me I'm not proud either
This is why I hate the “it has to be subtle!!!” Critique of queer media. The fact that we can’t just say what we are or what the character is is so reductive and constraining to so many queer writers. Don’t let cis people dictate how you show you identity. They don’t know what they’re saying.
When trans creators are subtle, people dismiss the trans subtext as “headcanon.”
When trans creators are loud and proud, people call it “obnoxious” and “cringe.”
They just don’t want us to be represented in media at all. Because they don’t want us to exist at all.
I kept on waking up like clockwork every 3-4 hours, but I managed to fall back asleep each time so I did get a full night's rest EVENTUALLY
Also I don't have the patience to deal with a cough so I went and got some cough meds to try to keep it in control
I'm not sleepy but I am Tired so I'm just gonna go to bed and pray to fuck I pass the fuck out for more than 3 hours
Also would appreciate it if I felt better tomorrow because I Have Work To Do but as long as my face feels like a balloon I don't have it in me to do jack shit
Want to go to bed, not because I'm tired but because I'm just fucking bored, but if I'm not sleepy I know I won't get any sleep and will be torturing myself for no reason
I just want to name that people overcame this. Even against a stacked deck, the good fight is worth it. Win or lose, it's worth it. And sometimes the good guys win.
Bolsonaro-friendly mayors appear to be sabotaging public transport on Election Day. Buses aren’t running in Lula-friendly areas, flights and ferries mysteriously canceled. Traffic lights have gone out and people’s power cut in Salvador, indigenous people’s travel restricted
Not that it's any of my business telling another country's president how to do their job, but I think Lula should immediately start arresting a lot of people.
Since I'm feeling like shit I've been just knitting because it's about all my brain can handle rn (finished the colorwork section so finishing the body is pretty mindless)
And good lord the bottom ribbing is taking foreveeeerrrr it's just 1x1 rib but it's going so sloooooow
I've done 11 rows and I was gonna bind off, but I quickly tried the sweater on to check if I liked the lenght and... the ribbing just LOOKS too short (since it's in the contrast color)
So I want it to be at least 20 rows long (looks more balanced)... So more ribbing it is...
Also I made it too big
Bolsonaro-friendly mayors appear to be sabotaging public transport on Election Day. Buses aren’t running in Lula-friendly areas, flights and ferries mysteriously canceled. Traffic lights have gone out and people’s power cut in Salvador, indigenous people’s travel restricted
We're live with more MUSHROOM LEAGUE BASEBALL!!! DK and Wario have been CURSED by Bowser to keep them from becoming League Superstars. Can they win despite these terrible odds? (probably, donkey kong is a whole Monkey)
In other news, figured out why I got sick
Dad admitted he had felt a bit sick last week
So this could have been prevented if he had just. Told me. Masked up etc. Great. Love that.
Almost fell asleep within an hour of going to bed, but my stupid nose was so clogged up it woke me right back up. Eventually went to get an allergy med and it seemed to help open my nose, so I did fall asleep EVENTUALLY and got ALMOST 2 hours of sleep. Taking it as a win
Alright it's been almost 8 hours, gonna take that ibuprofen and try to take a nap (debated if I should try to stay up, but I've been knitting these past few hours and it has made me actually sleepy so I might be able to take an actual nap)
Glad to report my throat isn't AS sore as it was yesterday (let alone when I went to bed), but man if my nose doesn't unclog itself my throat will get sore again from mouth breathing 😭
Slept for another 2 or so hours, too dead awake to go back to sleep, I've been laying in bed for almost 11 miserable hours (oh right daylight savings), I'm done
Maybe I'll try to take a nap after I can take my next ibuprofen, but it's max 3 pills per day, so 3 more hours until it's safe
Normally wouldn't go to bed at THIS HOUR but between me sleeping like dog shit last night AND feeling like shit right now (like I don't want to do anything, I don't even want to be awake, can't tell if it's the sleep deprivation, sickness or both, don't care)
Yeah I'm going to bed good night
Think I have a fever but I forgot where I put our thermometers so I can't check-- not that it would make a difference (beyond validating to me that I have an actual reason to feel like shit lol)
My nose just started running AGRESSIVELY when I went to bed, it did calm down eventually but I woke up with a super sore throat, nose is runny and a smidge of coughing
How did I get sick what the fuck
Also I slept like shit
OKAY I managed to fuck around with colored pencil today on the paintings and scanned all three, so now I can start actually editing them. (Would've done that today but I had a million other tasks to do on a schedule)
I gotta get up early though so good night evernyan