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@beanno.bsky.social

⋆ 🇵🇸🇨🇦 ⋆ 30 ⋆ 🐞🐛 ⋆ ⋆ figuring out how to figure out 🌱⋆ ⟡ 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ⋆✴︎˚。⋆ ⟢ she/they ⟡ ᯓ★ https://linktr.ee/beann04

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just got home from watching ‘you can see everything’ and it was insanely good. nathan is hilarious, that is all i will divulge.

cooking while drinking a bottle of wine.. this is exactly where i want to be and what i want to be doing with my evening ♡

the duality of being obsessed with wilderness survival shows but having an emotional breakdown every time a contestant kills an animal to survive.

it’s a strange thing to be at the lowest point of my life while simultaneously being the most functional i’ve ever been.

i’m glad i impulsively decided to re-join bsky because one thing i certainly wasn’t expecting was the warm reception ♡ i haven’t been feeling like myself as of late, but seeing all that warmth felt resuscitative.

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Isolation is the soul killer. You don't even know who you are when you haven't interacted or been in touch with other people in years. It's actually scary and so easy to fall into when you feel you have no other options than to retreat and protect the little that's left of you.

been telling myself that i won’t be getting a pack of ciggies until i make an ashtray using the clay i have sitting in my cupboard. since i lack the sense to put my health first, i’m choosing to make up for it by exercising my creative juices 🚬

aw man, i spent an embarrassingly long time on this simple puddle of blood ashtray, just to find out that air dried clay (even when varnished) is not safe to use as an ashtray. guess she’ll be my new accessory tray once i varnish her

i impulsively deactivated my account over a month ago because i had some sort of mental breakdown ‘n wound up deleting all socials. i am now reluctantly dipping my toes back in..

living with my older sister feels equivalent to seeing a boy do some dumbass shit, and instead of correcting him, the parents pull a, “oh he’s just being a boyyyy”.

someone posted a video captioned “pov: you’re 28, single, unemployed, and go to the movies with your parents” and people are just shitting on him in the comments.

how about we normalise existing in peace, figuring life out at our pace, and enjoying the company of our parents while we still can? lol

i wound up freezing my gym membership when i got sick for 2 weeks and i unfortunately can’t unfreeze it whenever i please bc the freeze period has to cover a minimum of 1 month. so for now, i’ll be starting small and doing at-home workouts. i just need to set up a plan.

the fact that i started preparing the ingredients at 1pm, finished cooking the dish by 6pm, ate with the fam, cleaned the dishes, and was finally able to relax by 8pm is INSANE. i spent my entire day in that kitchen today.