GBAura

GBAura

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Here’s some interesting data. I posted the same art tweet about reference to Twitter, Threads, & Bluesky. Bluesky & Threads by FAR have more likes, comments, and reposts. So if you are looking to expand your reach perhaps invest some time into Threads & Bluesky. Twitter is legitimately dead.

I wonder if I'm a trans man because whenever I look at men in video games with short hanging hair, I go like "gosh, I wish that were me".

When I get back to rebranding TerrorToma, the first thing I'm focusing on is to update the design on Merith (now called Meredith). She looks like a kid even though she's an adult. I don't want to to be accused by people who can't distinguish between a harmless chibi art style and creepy intentions.

Like, the game is made using the limitations of the PC-88. It's a bit harder to work with because the screen is actually half the height, just upscaled. That's why the pixels in these games are twice as tall. Here's an example:

It might be better to base the rebrand on the PC-98 because that gives me more colours and a better screen resolution to work with. It's very similar to the FM-Towns and Sharp X68000, but it's a lot better for the game I feel. I want to make it kind of arcade like in its visual style.

Final Phi posting before the character dies, including some never-before-seen media. Here's me at ComicCon with Claudia, who designed the original Phi Makeship plush. Little did I know then this would be the last time I'd wear the costume. Dated March 28th, 2026. #phisart #phisnap #phicosplay

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Final Phi posting before the character dies, including some never-before-seen media. Here's me at ComicCon with Claudia, who designed the original Phi Makeship plush. Little did I know then this would be the last time I'd wear the costume. Dated March 28th, 2026. #phisart #phisnap #phicosplay

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Here's another recording I did for the cosplay where Phi is like "my eyes are on you". I forgot what it was going to be used for. This is filmed on July 7th, 2024

Here's some (unfinished) Phi art! View the alt for more background info. These may not be posted in order of "finish" date. Fibromyalgia is horrible and it caused me to put them off for good. #phisart

Final Phi posting before the character dies, including some never-before-seen media. Here's me at ComicCon with Claudia, who designed the original Phi Makeship plush. Little did I know then this would be the last time I'd wear the costume. Dated March 28th, 2026. #phisart #phisnap #phicosplay

I noticed a pattern with my crash outs. During the day, I'm great, but at night, I lose it. I should keep this in mind to tell myself "you're OK, it's just you powering down for the night. You're cold-blooded!".

I also wonder if my previous meds I was taking had something to do with my mood swings. I hadn't taken it for a month now and it seemed that something in my changed that day. We'll see how I feel.

I should look into this more. This might be depression related and it's causing a lot of mental and even physical pain due to fibromyalgia working against me.

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I want to get back to GameMaker but my ADHD butt made me forget how to code. TerrorToma is planned to re-hauled, including having a new title because TT sounds really stupid with the tone and gameplay I wanted it to have. Surprised no one took what I have in mind. Heh heh.

I got back into playing Spore with mods and fiddling around with the prototypes and gosh, I forgot how much I missed this game. It feels like therapy for me.

Took oil yesterday for my fibromyalgia pain because it went on for three whole days, and dreamt about the things in my childhood that I forgot about and woke up feeling like I'm finally at peace with myself. Please oh please, KEEP it that way!

Back on that other site, there's an account called "yeetgarf" where the gimmick is that you edit the comic but the last panel has to be Garfield being defenestrated/thrown out the window and this is what I submitted to them.

After thinking it over, I think abandoning my GBAura name was a mistake. Like yeah, I made this name as a teenager, and made tons of mistakes during those years being in toxic circles. Yet it's my vulnerable side. I can't ditch a side of myself that is hurting.

I'll bring myself back up with this account soon. I'm still keeping the ZelosRyu brand name. I just need to figure out what to do with both of these accounts.

Also, it's a name that tons of people who knew me got attached to. It's really simple. I can't give that sort of thing up. It had nothing to do with followers, it's that this thing I tried to ditch, is a part of who I am. I know it's a name, but it meant something.

I'm going to post a lot of unfinished Phi art and some costume stuff I have lying around eventually. Don't expect for Phil to repost them because he banned me from his community. Don't ask me why, I don't know either.

CW: Pet Death My poor Pom Bear passed away in my arms last night. He was perfectly fine this morning and noon when my mom left, and then I found him on the floor struggling to breathe few minutes later. We couldn't get him to the vet in time. Rest in peace buddy.

Yeah, great year I'm having thus far. First I lost a friend, then another family member and my pet, in the span of three months apart. FML.

If I had a nickel for every time I had a friend that shot me down back to depression a day after being uplifted and blocked me, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's sad that it happened twice.

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In light of the devastating news surrounding the passing of Daveigh Chase, I wanted to pay respects to her by drawing Chihiro from Spirited Away which she voiced in the English dub. You will always be in our hearts and never will you be forgotten. 💐 #traditionalart #humanart #as05 #RIPDaveighChase

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Just so y'all know (because we use Unreal Engine 5), fuck Epic Games, UE6, and gen ai. We will NEVER use gen ai in the production of Rad Venture or any future projects. Gen ai is a tool of fascism. Game devs who use gen ai in any capacity should be shamed and ostracized. Have a Rad screenshot

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Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.

Heads up. I will be rebranding soon. Don't worry if you see a new person go like "hey, who's that"? I'll make the transition slow and steady. I'm looking into opening a new account so it'll be easier for you to find me. I'm not going to abandon you guys.

For those who follow me for FNaF, Phisnom/The Toxic Cesspit, or any works that I had in the pipeline (or just me in general), I would like for you to read this if you're wondering why I was absent for a while.

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A message to everyone who needs it. Yes, you are inconvenient but so is everyone else. Any real friend will be more than willing to deal with whatever flaw or issues you might have to spend time with you. People who cant be bothered didn't really value you as a person to begin with.